Adam ask me to having a date, yeah this is Saturday night. I don't know what I am gonna do. He make me confuse cause I never have it before. Yeah I think its so quickly to Adam for asking me a date no this is the second date.
What should I wear, do I have to make up, and do I look like feminism . ahh.... That killing me better I call David maybe he know what should I do.
The first meet with Adam I feel like I see a shine star in front of and I don't know why he so excited and I feel like this is my life partner. But I don't want to quickly decision.
You know when I was hurt with Toni I am so mad and I cry all night long. Sometime its just like will come again. Ohhh..... Lord what should I do. I don't want this love killing me.
Hello David yeah Alex I to ask with you I will having a date with Adam what should I do. Ohh... Great so you know that I Adam love you. Yeah I don't know what to say about it.
I better not quickly to love some one , you know it need a process. I don't want commit to Adam if he just will hurt me. Am really confuse , actually this is the second date, but Adam still make curious about him.
Yeah you know Adam looking for a life partner so maybe you match with him. You think so, I think so Alex just let it go the past and make a newp hope.
Yeah I am already move on now I just want to say that he serious or just play. Hahaha..... You look like a girl. Don't tell me you want to having sex with Adam, we guy you know , this is normal to guy having sex's. So why you think that will do that David.
I don't know I just look your so afraid of him. Yeah what should I do stupid. Just being yourself alex on Saturday night. This is a date so maybe he want to see the real you. Its so awkward to date with my employee you know that David. Just being yourself.
OK this Saturday I will make him love me. Bye David. Ohhh.... Its almost 7pm and he said want to pick me up at 8 pm. I better prepare myself. Lord I hope this will make a good impression to him. Not so long Adam come he drive car and c pick me up.
OK are you ready Alex no Alexa. It up to you David . I want to having dinner with you, you know there is nice place to dinner. Its up to you. OK . not so long we already at the location.
Wow I don't know there is a nice place in Jakarta. Yeah you think so, yeah. Good this is the time I meet my wife Diana. So your married yeah but I am divorce. You know Alex the first time I just like you, I am a man but there is something wrong with me I like a man same like you.
Ohh..... Yeah Alex I am married but not happy I can't say that she is beautiful but I don't love him I am just follow my doctor said that this is sickness so I married with her, she is from Indonesia too. Diana her name, the day we first married I just don't touch him and I am not love her, I am do this for 4 month after that we divorce. Cause of that I make decision no matter the opinion of people about me, I am a man and I love I man to. So I am dont worry about it.
Wow I don't know what to say, so being a guy is not wrong do you think Adam, yeah it depend on you. Choose your hearth and you'll find the answer Alex.