Today I will see a doctor and tell him about my feeling, even I already know the answer but still I need a advicer and doctor is the right person to be it. OK that I good idea. I eat break fast at 7 am and I am asking Adam to company me to see a doctor.
I need advice not only from Adam but from doctor too. You after Toni and Cindy betray me I always see a doctor every Month. I the doctor always say there is something wrong about me. The doctor still want me to be a man and love a women but I say a hundred percent I can't. He said I have to personal attitude a man and women.
I don't know how to figure it out doctor can say like that but I doing it and I feel it in my hearth. I just want doctor accept me to be what I want. And I need Adam about talk about it in front of doctor.
I want to introduce my boy friend to him, and this is gonna be excited to me and I compare it to myself. OK we wait at the hospital. And not for long I was calling by nurse so I see a doctor with Adam. Good morning miss is Alex good morning doctor, so there is a problem, yeah doctor I would like introduce my boy friend his name Adam. Nice to meet you Adam, nice to meet you too doc.
You know doc I am now having relationship with Adam and is this wrong or not. You know Alex I say the same like the past. You still a man and I don't know its up to you, cause if I say wrong you will have and excuse to say to me.maybe you right just follow your hearth and listen your feeling.
But we as a doctor said it was wrong and need to be fixed it. Wow doc your advice so helpful for me said Adam. I never been see I doctor but you say is the right for me . how about you alex yeah I think so doc.
I have a medicine for you it just to open your mind that your a man. And some day you'll be understand what I say now. OK don't thank a lot, just remember Alex your hearth and feeling maybe right but your mind is manipulate by of them.
Is that so doc yeah you'll a man. You'll never talk to women and closer to her again right . yeah I think so when I was broken hearth I never talk to a women. I just work and work, I want to forget it. You know Alex there is two option why you'll still like this the first maybe when you kid your parent want to be a baby girl so they treat you like women and the second is maybe your trauma it can be happen by broken, and sick about you to being a man. Thank doc I will consider it.