Month already pass for me and Adam, we are as couple already know like and dislike about every thing. Adam like coffee, sport, and reading and me like design, shopping, and writing. We just like a couple who falling love and we believe only death will separate us. We have a common thinking we are open minded of every thing. We are the romance and dangerous combination.
Our always have something idea for everything and we are creative. Adam like the stuff of car he graduated in mechanic and am economic. At the night while we are eating Adam ask me about the secret that he wanted to me. He want me to operate my body and become a real women. I don't know what should I say, it is the first time he ask seriously about operating.
Although he don't push me to do that he really wanted. You know Alex the reason that I broke up with David cause he won't operating he like himself like that. Although he is my girl friend he is a man. I don't push him but he really upset yo heard that.
I don't want you as like him Alex. Although you won't change it I still love you. And I hope we will be together until death separate us. Yeah I know Adam but your wish is a good idea for me I will consederating it. Wow really Alex , you know I like to say I really love you.
Yeah but i can't do that right now I need time and money to do that. Yeah I know its not easy like I said Alex. Yeah you still love me if I don't do that david, yeah of course I all always love you till the end of time.
That my man I like that you if it make you happy I will consedartion it. OK it all most mid night i better sleeping and you can back to apartement David. OK Alex see you tommorow. See you. I try to sleep but I couldn't sleep jeeh... I am still thinking about Adam ask. What should I do ...
If operating will make him happy, I will do that but I don't know about the risk of it. For operating it need a lot of cost to it. Many fake operating and the result will have impact to my body . I don't want it will give me bad look after operating. I will become a transgender and Adam will love me if I do that. But the negative impact maybe my body will be bad look or destroy if it don't do right about it. Ohh..... Lord I hope it will smooth to operating and don't bring a bad impact .
Ahh.... I couldn't Sleep damn I better check my money if I do that. I heard in Korea there is so many people operating. I better search in the internet first to having a good operating to my body and maybe face too. So search in the internet and I found the right place to do that in Korea.