I don't know Adam has a past about his experience , he is like me in present. I feel it too, his feeling to love a different people like me. I remember when I was in work as a call center I love Toni, but this love become uncertain love. And he broken my heart.
I still got this feeling with Adam, I feel so poor and hopeless with that. You know Adam and me so quickly love and I don't know what to say about it. I am feel comfortable with him and I feel this is love. Yeah love is uncertain you can't see but you can feel it.
I was feel this feeling when I used to work. But my feeling know is different I feel like women who waiting to say a man love to me. I can't say I love him if he doesn't love me.
Adam show his past about his love and experience and he open minded he say just ask about me if you want to know more about me. I mean it, Adam say.
That make me want to figure it out about Adam love experience. Oh yeah he say that David his first love too. So that why David know more about Adam than me.
I still believe about love actually . you If Adam love me he will do anything for me and make me comfortable. Adam is the first man that asking love to me. He is a man not like me I love someone but I can't say it to a man.
I feel like a women need to do the first action for love. And Adam do that to me. I feel it damn what should I do about this feeling. I always trap in this feeling. Damn girl a said.
Love make me confuse and complicated. And I know this love so complicated , cause I am a man to. maybe I am man in the dressing women. I am a complicated If talk about love.
Love make me so uncertain feeling and confuse. But this is love. I must say it to Adam and believe he love me too. Although I don't see his status I believe he is looking a life partner.
I already say yesterday that he said love to me and I said love him too. Love can't be grow if we always meet. He is a hard working man. He never give up his job and I love him.
The think that I love Adam his open-minded, never give up, and work hard. He also can't make someone near him comfortable. I love him Lord please don't tell me if this is wrong, lord sometime the different is good in the life. Although we guy we still have love for someone. And lord tell me this is the right choose of me to love Adam as my man. Ahh... Damn I really love him lord. Please don't broke my hearth again I will do anything to achieve love and him.