i so happy and exited cause after work i'll go with toni. yeah he is the person that i love. he is my true love and i am really love him. hhhmmm.... toni we going to dinner together this night do you remember. oh yeah alex wait a second i am just finish my report. ok..
i'll in out side ok, yeah. he is really hard working man and that make me really love him. i hope he can accept me as a girl friend.
afer a minute toni meet me in the desk room. ohh.. you alone alex you dont bring cindy , hah cindy yeah you know i really like cindy and i want you to be match maker of it.
ohhh.. no i dont tell cindy anything. and she is my girl friend toni. she said she will go to shopping and i cancel it because of you.
hahaha.. alex so you having relationship with her, yeah toni is that something wrong. so why you cancel it. i am...am...just want to having dinner with you. you now alex am a man not women, or maybe you love me , the truth is yes toni i'll love you and i think this going to my first date.
and how about cindy, cindy she is a good friend. prankly alex i am with cindy having releationship. she know you a transgender. and she know that you like me.
for the first i think its just cant be true but now i believe you are alexa haha...ha..haa.. for the true i'll going to marry with cindy. she doesnt want to brake your heart. she just say aja help to me to said that with you.
so like that hah...yeah just like that alex no missis alexa. i hate both of you... i ran and crying loudly. i hate both of you , i really hate it i dont think cindy can breake my heart and toni i dont think he cheat with cindy.
i hate both of you. i'll go to my room and crying a loud , i dont know how to say i am depress and i want to kill myself , i really hate it ..... fuck both of you i mad and become uncontrol emotion. i broke the photograp of me and cindy, i broke everything in my room. i really hate it.
i cant say anything of that. my first date broken my girl cheat on me and i was bullying by them. i hate in that motherfucker office. i cry night long. and i cant sleep. its 3 am and i am still depress of it. i cant believe what they said to me fuck myself and fuck missis alex.
mother fucker.....
i Scream loudly and my mom know it she just quite she wait until he calm down. i am just carrying of it. hik..hikk.... its wrong if i love you toni and why broken my heart its just like i want to kill myself.