i know what i want is being a women. i know is the opposite of my gender. but i look feminin and i think i better than women in dressing, make up and other stuff of women. i just trying to be a women.
i hate women that lie to me cindy is motherfucker i said, she doesnt know anything about the relationship and love that she know is just play with me.
i remember when cindy gave me name missis alex its really hurt but i think is not so bad to be being a women. yeah that name is famous on at my office the first am so mad of her but slowly is ok on me.
i cant say that i am a man but i cant say that i am a women. i cant describe of mine. i like being a women than a man, cause when i was kid i fell in love with the boy.
i just become a secreet admire of him. but he is move to another city. yeah he is my neighbor and until now i dont know about him.
the thing that i hate being a women is women just easyly to cry and i hate it. i love a man cause man can be someone who will protect, and save me from everything.
i know this is a hard decision but i figure it out that i like being a women than a man. yeah not cause am feminin but i just like being protect and save by a man.
the decision that i made is for my happiness and to proof of every one that missis alex that cindy call is missis alexa. many people know me as missis alexa now. the first they much talk the negatif thing about me. but now they can accept me and treat me like women.
its ok if some of them bullying you but the truth is i never broken and depress of it. this my decision and i want people call me missis alexa.
yeah i change my name become alexa. alexa is my mom name it when i was a baby. she really want a baby girl and now she have it.
so many years that i am strunggling with this so i know better than everyone even my docter said i have different on that. and docter said that i have illness in gender and personal.
i do every thing that i want and i become a women and having a boy friend, i dont care the opinion of mine. i just walk in silence and do the right thing. i am not a jerk like toni or cindy but i am not a perfect person.
i just follow my heart and my soul on it. and now i become a women and i believe someday there is a man will love me like i love to him.