Sparks fly
As flames arise
Its as if I'm not allowed to love
Did I do something to deserve this shove
From life up above
It makes me not want a future anymore
When all I see is lonilness forevermore
Can my heart not sail to a distant shore
And meet someone that I adore
As much as they do me once more?
All I want is happiness
But sadly my conciousness
Is starting to prove that solitariness
Is all the future holds in the haziness
Tears fall slowly down my cheek
Will i ever learn how dangerous it is to speak
I say one word and a blush sneaks
Across everyones face in a unique
Smile
Wish I could say I smile every once in awhile
I do
But its not always true
Its to hide all of my emotions for all of you
I have to smile to keep others encouraged
Even though I feel discouraged
I feel the need to show courage
Even though I havent any
All I want is company
Some peaceful harmony
Instead i deteriorate slowly
My heart isnt full anymore its holey
But maybe one day it'll mend
But until then
I sit here and pretend
I'm alright