Feelings flying
Why am i still crying?
Thats an answer you'll get if you keep prying
But i think its time that i start frying
All these people that keep trying
To tear me down when i just got back up
So will all of you just please shut up
And give me back my cup
Its about time you bunch just give up
For once just let my life look up.
Let me be happy atleast once this year
Yet my face is still covered in tears
Im full of a bunch of self fear
I struggle fitting in with my peers
Why should i care what those around me hear
If its not true then the person i really am will appear
Its driving me insane
Throw me a cane
So i can just walk man
I go through menral pain
Feels like im kept on a chain
Makes it impossible for me to obtain
The life im trying to sustain
So all i can do is refrain
From try to explain
So i remain
Detained
But im a hurricane
And you're all in my lane.
So take a look at the judgement
Dont remember your involvement
So leave me alone. Im consistent
And presistent
Yet i feel resistance
But is it really a coincidence
That all the influence
Is from a little girl with dumb brilliance
Lets ruin the life of his life and throw him off balance
Feels like im in a trance
Maybe i need to take a trip to France
But my perseverance
Is a sign of intelligence
Dont ever think there's an equivalance
To needing subsistence
While im under the influence.
Throw some fist
Ill just twist
Your words like an artist
Im a lyrical alchemist
Throw some words together. Its a hit or miss
Im not neurologist
But instead a naturalist
That can consist
Of be a spiritualist
Its part of being a survivalist
Im not gonna ask you for a kiss
Ill punch you in the face after you miss
Fucking hell right im pissed