Everyone is in the room and I moved back to lay next to Kyle. Everyone looks sad and confused even Noah had a sad confused look on his face.
"shit, this is hard to say" Kyle says and slightly chuckles. "OK so before I tell you why I'm here where I am right I want to say, Mum I don't care how pissed you're gonna be at me you can't blame dad, do you hear me?" he says sternly and mum nods her head.
"OK now that that's done let's get down to business. Mum, dad I want you guys to now that I love you so much and I'm grateful for how you've raised both me and Sofia, we couldn't have asked for better parents. Thank you for everything, really, I love you guys so much, Boys, Luke, Josh, Michael and Noah, thank you for being my best buds for the past two years, I know this sound girly and shit but I don't care because I love you guys so much and I want you to know that I'm grateful for everything for listening to my shitty problems and for putting me in my place, you guys mean so much to me and thank you for taking me in in your bro group or whatever we call ourselves. I love yous man" he says and wipes his tears away.
No one replies because we all crying not knowing what is happening. "Sofia,..." he trails off crying even more. "my best friend, my sister, my ride or die, my mini me, I love you the most," he says and I cry even more.
"I'm sorry I'm only telling you guys this now but, i-i um I'm dying, ok!" he shouts and I cry even more now than I was before.
"No, Kyle you can't die not right now, please I can't lose you too, please Kyle I beg you don't leave me!" I cry to him, mum and dad pull me away hugging me to try and calm me down but I fight them off because I just want to be with Kyle. "I uh.... i-i have um... I have cancer and I'm dying, I don't have much time left here with you guys, I know I should've told you all when I found out but I chickened out, I wanted to tell you the boys for the longest time but I didn't have the guts to, mum and dad I couldn't break your hearts by telling you this because I was scared you'll blame each other once more and Sofia, I didn't want to tell you over the phone and you are not even back a week yet and I'm sorry ok, im sorry to everyone!"he shouts as he sobs.
I'm still stuck to Kyle because I can't leave him not now that I've only gotten him back just three days ago. I'm full on crying, having a breakdown but I don't care.
The doctor walks into the room and with our shocked expressions she knows that he told us. "HI everyone, I'm doctor Nicole and I've been Kyle's doctor since he came in here last year feeling extremely weak, that was when he was diagnosed with cancer, which I assumed he told you all because of the looks on your face." she slightly smiles.
"Yo, doc, how much time does my boy have left?" Michael asks. "Well, um I'm going to be completely honest with you guys ok, when he first came here we thought he didn't have much time but here he is right now, but with what happened and him refusing to take chemo his chances are very slim to making it to the next month," she trails off and I cry even harder this time Luke took me outside the room.
I let him take me because right now if I stayed in that room I would of probably killed someone.