Dear Sofia.
I wrote this letter the moment I found out about having cancer. This letter explains everything that I wanted to tell you. When you read this letter I want the boys to be there with you and Luke needs to be by your side oh and mum and dad needs to be there as well.
I gather them together in the lounge and I sit next to Luke like I was instructed by Kyle.
Hey guys, it's Kyle, I wrote this letter to all of you but it was given to Sof specifically because I wanted her to be the one who read it. First of all when I went to the hospital for feeling weak it was after football practice where coach had us run 5 times around the field, do burpees, and star jumps. It was a normal practice but this time I felt super weak so I went to hospital. They done many tests and when I went back the next day they told me I had cancer. I wanted to you all so many times but I chickened out, and instead of telling you sooner I told you all when I was dying.
I let fear take over my life that is why I was so carefree this last year because I knew I didn't have long until I was gone. I'm sorry you guys had it find out the way you did but atleast you were all togwther.
Boys
I need you all to promise me one thing and that is too take care of Sofia for me ok I need you guys to be the brother that I could never be and I need you to protect her no matter what the situation is. Luke I need you to not dwell on everything we did together but rather to make new memories with everyone that is still left. Oh and of you break my sister's heart I swear I'll haunt you every night. Now you're probably wondering what I'm talking about but let's be honest I saw the way you looked at her in the hospital and when you took her out to comfort her, come in just admit it. Michael where do I even start you were the prankster the jokester you made everyone smile and laugh even if your jokes and pranks weren't even remotely funny. Josh continue to be the mom of our group ok and don't lash out when I'm gone. You need to keep it together because you need to keep eveyone else together. Noah lighten up dude, please I just need you to smile now and remove that damn hood already man, im sorry that I left you so soon, it wasn't my intention but I need you to carry on.
Mom and dad
Mom you can not blame dad and dad you cannot blame mum because if you do I'm haunting you guys to. I need the two of you to be there for Sofia since I can't be there anymore but I'm always in your hearts. I love you both more than you could ever imagine
Sofia
I'm sorry Sof I really am, I know you just got back but I'm so sorry. I want you to know that I never left you. You're twin sister and I'm always going to be here in spirit and I'll be in your heart forever and always. Also I want you to have my hoodie that says Carson on the back of it. I want you to treasure it.
Lastly I want to thank everyone for being in life, it was best 17 years I could ever ask for, I don't want a massive funeral. The only people I want there are mum and dad, The Boys and Sofia oh and I want Doctor Nicole there as well.
Please do not fight with each when I'm gone but rather be there for each other because we all know you are all going to need it.
I love you guys so much and I'm really sorry for leaving you all this early but I'm thankful for everyone I have here today.
Boys look after Sofia for me and Sofia look after the boys for me please
Lots of love from above
Kyle♡︎