I finished reading the letter and we are all quiet, I can't take it anymore the silence is killing me. I get up and go upstairs. I know that someone is bound to follow me up to my room so I hide I'm my closet. Like I said someone was bound to follow me, I hear the door open and footsteps get closer and closer to the closet but they don't open it, they just stand there for a while and soon they put something on the floor and leave. After I can't hear footsteps anymore I look at what they brought and it was food.
I take tye plate and glass into the closet with me and I sit in a corner.
I begin to talk to Kyle.
Kyle if you can hear me, please tell it gets better, please tell me that this pain will go away just give me a sign anything that you are still here with me, I really need you. I miss you already and now I have no one to talk to right now. I really need you Kyle, please just come back. I need you. I know I wasn't always the best sister but you knew I always loved you and I still do. I know I'm 17 and all yet here I am crying like a 2 year old who lost here dummy or some shit like that I don't know how the saying goes. I promise I will try and make you proud emphasis on TRY. I will stop crying over you one day but for now I'm going to continue to talk to you whether you are here or not.
Later after crying for about 2 hours straight and talking to Kyle I kind of feel better mostly because I ate something for the fistt time today. I head back downstairs to the kitchen to put my dishes in the dishwasher and I head to the lounge to watch some Netflix. I here my mum and dad talking to someone but I can't make out the voice because it's low just like my parents voices are low. It gets louder and I hear footsteps and when they come to the lounge my parents were talking to the boys - they are still here, but why it's like 10 at night - strange I mean shouldn't they be home anyway I brush it off.
"Sof" I hear my mum say in a gentle tone.
"Yes mum" I ask. "The boys are sleeping over because it's late, and they can either sleep on your room or here in the lounge just not in Kyle's bedroom, is that okay with you?" she asks
"That's fine mum" i say. The boys are all seated on the couch around me and they are watching After with me. I've seen it a billion times yet here I am still watching it, well I won't say I'm watching it because I'm thinking of all the times that Kyle and I went on holiday with Ella and our parents. But those thoughts quickly disappeared when I see Noah shaking his hands in my face. "Sofia did you hear us?" I shake my head and look down. "We wanted to know if it'll be fine if we crash in your room because it's quite cold down here and we'll we're not allowed in Kyle's room sooooo..." Noah asks looking nervous.
"Sure just don't ask for my bed" I say and we all laugh a bit. We watch the movie for another half hour before we all decide that it's time for bed. I give then each like three blankets and a pillow and they make themselves comfortable on the floor. We talk about all the fun times we each had with Kyle and we all end up laughing, soon one by one we start falling asleep me being the last one to fall asleep because I need to make sure that they don't snoop through my stuff.
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The next morning I'm woken up by laughter coming from the boys on my floor, why are they up so early it's only like 7:30am. I sit up and they all turn to look at me. I become nervous and just go back to laying down trying to sleep until 09:00 but their laughter is loud.
I get up grab my slippers and throw my gown on before heading downstairs. I almost fell down not looking where I was going because the amazing smell of bacon was calling my name. "Bacon smells lovely, can't wait to get it in my belly" I say to my mom who is really over doing breakfast for just seven people. Strange.
"Morning honey, I have a suprise coming for you soon, you'll love it but I think you and the boys need to dress before it gets here. It'll be here at 09:30 and it's now 08:00,please tell the boys to get done" I nod at my mum and head upstairs to tell them to get done.
"Yo, boys, get up there's a suprise coming soon, so I suggest you all put some clean clothes on and get cleaned up. You guys can use the bathrooms in the hallway and the one down stairs, and one of ya'll can use mine when I'm done, ok so get your lazy asses off the floor and move move MOVE!"I yell at them." Yes ma'am" they say in unison and we all laugh.
They all leave to get done and I head into the shower, it's now 08:30 after I've showered and now I need to get dressed. I put on a grey sweatpants a white tank top and a long beige cargican with a pair of converse and I put my hair in a messy bun like thing on my head.
Soon the boys come back into my room all dressed and we head downstairs to where the suprise should be.