She doesn't know life
Or where her fate ignites
Still she lives a happy life
Finding happiness in scars
__Mary ChaN
So I Have decided on which coaching centers to join. I have asked my friends to let me know whichever coaching they were joining and when they go for admission that they should inform me so that we could all go together and get admitted. I haven't seen my friends for so long. I miss them so much. I mean I only visited them a week ago and then I met my best friend only five times in quarantine. It's been 9 months... Fucking nine months...I'm still home and I am not studying...I only pretend to study and I am not even trying, I just scroll through my feed on Instagram all day long. I know it's harmful to everything but I am just so lazy and messed and pathetic...I will not be able to go to the USA... No Harvard...I will be a failure...
No, no, no don't go there. It's getting depressing. Breathe in. Breathe out. Repeat!
Tomorrow is my best friend's birthday. Aliana's. So we're meeting at her home for her birthday celebration. Another friend's meet! It's 1 a.m. and I'm done posting several pictures of her on the gram stories about her birthday wishes and how much I love her. The regular text really.
Also, I have checked my phone for the millionth time to see if he replied back. He didn't. Not yet. This is another of Tazwar Khan's problems. He never replies quickly. Yeah okay, celebrity. I'm not dying for your text.
But it's just a reply. How long does it take for him to type a single line?
I mean he's active but he hasn't seen my text yet. Why? How many more girls he's playing with his fake account. Probably 10. Maybe more.
I log in to the fake gram account again and although he hasn't replied back, someone else did. Another catfishing victim of Kashmira and mine. We've been fake dating him for a couple of days now. He's no stranger. His my aunt's( father's sister ) daughter's cousin brother. They live farther off from the city so we've been faking online dating. But something's wrong today. We flirt with him in chats, yes, but he never flirts back. He's pretty decent on that note but today he's flirting.
Hi baby? Wassup? (He texts.)
Fine. What About you? ( I write back.)
[Something is off about him. Why is he calling me baby? He doesn't flirt.]
Seems like you forgot About me? [him]
Of course not. I was missing you. I was just busy.
[I text him back. Something's wrong. I see a red flag there. He knows we're faking. Damn!]
So how long are we gonna keep up with these fake dating and chatting? [him]
What are you talking about? What fake account?[My gosh!. I won't be able to keep up with him like this. I need help. I need Kashmira.]
[Why is my doubt always right? Do I have psychic powers? When I think about finding true love's kiss and boyfriend it never works for me!]
[My fingers quickly fumble through the keyboard and I text Kashmira to come online and look into the matter.]
[Kashmira and I are talking over the phone and texting him at the same time. If he comes to know that this is us and he tells about this to Fuppa(my dad's sister's husband) then there might be a family drama. Havoc! What will he think about us? No, no we can't let this happen!]
Shut up, you know what I'm talking about. Your account is fake. The pictures are fake. You are as fake. Tell me who are you? [He texted. He seems angry. God this drama!]
Excuse me, what are you talking about. Maybe your account is fake? What's wrong with you? [I type back.]
You know I knew this was a fake account so I got my friends involved in this account. By the way, it was fun, this "Fake Dating". I had so much fun😄😄. [him]
You uneducated piece of shit, what part of this is not a Fake account don't you get? [Kashmira texted back]
[This girl is so hyperactive. If she acts out of the sweet character we acted with him these days he'll get the hint of the changed air.]
Listen up bitch, Shayan [the victim] ain't even here. Tell us who you are. Or we'll find out anyway. [him]
[They really think we're afraid of him. They think they can manipulate us. Well for one thing I know is he's there. Shayan is a part of this conversation too. I tell this to Kashmira as, well.]
Do the fuck you want. Even your dad can't trace me or make a fucking change. [Kashmira texts back. Now it's better her way anyways. We Need to play it rough. You'd be surprised at how girly-girl Kashmira really is but when she texts you'd think it's a boy].
Mind it birch! You just wait and watch. Within one day I'll find out who you are.[him]
[There's no way back now. We'll have to act, smart. We can't let him trace us. I wonder though if Lilly ( Fuppi's daughter) exposed us. . She ain't good with secrets anyways. Damn her if she blurted our secret.]
Motherfucker [Kashmira texts back.]
Mind it. You just wait and watch! Or better tell who you are? [him]
[Mothrfucker! I ask Kashmira what to do next to get rid of him but she's laughing on the other line and saying she doesn't know. Can you believe her?]
We're not afraid of you. Do whatever you want honey! I am a tech student of 25 years old and you're just a kid. Lmao.😂😂[ we lie, anything just to skip him.]
You live in Dhaka, don't you?
My friend just found that out.
[Gosh! No! No! Someone's telling him about us. Maybe Lilly. Okay, no time to panic! Now we just block him after a few more seconds.]
This is a real account! I don't want to be rude to you but you're forcing me.[ We text back]
Yeah, where do you live now because you said you lived near me even watched me? [he texts]
[Kashmira has been talking with him for a few seconds now to take the matter back in our hands and again go to at least the friend's mode we were on. It's not working though. So I tell her that after a few more convincing if he still doesn't believe us then we block him and ask all our friends and followers on social media to block and report his account.]
I thought we were dating but if you still don't want we could still be friends (Kashmira texts)
Dating? My foot. I was just playing with you. [him]
[Lmao. At this, we began laughing. Literally, he had no clue this was a fake account. He fucking had no clue. He actually thought we were interested. He even pleaded for a phone call. But someone has been bluffing around him today though. That's why we're caught merely but now let's take the situation back in hands. Shall we?]
I can get your gram account deleted in 10 minutes, trust me.[ I text]
Oh, I'm so scared. Please don't do this. XD.
[He thought I'm kidding but I'm not. I blocked him and reported his account. Kashmira and I put stories asking our Instagram followers to report him and block him. From 1000 of my followers 100 of them said they blocked him because apparently Kashmira and I have a lot of friends and out of 2345 of Kahmira's followers 200 of them reported and his account is no more... SORRY, NOT SORRY! We could not take chance with our little secret open in public and family dramas.]