Warning: This episode contains rated R content. Readers discretion is advised.
I was welcomed by many people, some were indifferent, and then there were those who deemed me at fault for the breach of the Heavens.
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It took a while for me and Kai Ren to think about leaving our home of over eight years. Kai Ren promised he would stay by my side as he reminded me of our vows. We shared a sweet moment, while the boys were being entertained by Cloud.
"We'll go to the Heavens together and we'll stay together as a family," Kai Ren settled giving me a sense of relief, if I was going to do anything I would need him and our boys by my side.
It had been a while since Kai Ren and I had had a moment of alone time together. We talked about the things we wanted to do, things we never wanted to lose,and things we loved about each other. While we talked I changed into a white day gown I had found in ruin. I fixed it and now wore it thinking it was a good surprise for Kai Ren to see it first.
When I returned to Kai Ren I took a moment to allow the fabric to flow as I gave Kai Ren a twirl to see. He got up and admired my skill in repairing. Kai Ren gathered me in h it s arms and we shared a kiss he placed me gently on my feet never letting our lips part. We slipped into the master bedroom in the first floor.
In the room we felt our passion overflow and we craved each others every touch. Kai Ren usually waited for me to progress our bedroom activities but this time he took charge.
He cast me onto the bed and gently began to slide the layers from my body while I worked on removing his garments while enjoying every exposed inch of his body. I quickly had him down to his last cover, and when he reach my last layer he used him mouth to remove my hidden undergarments fastenings. Barely allowing them to slide off of me he sat between my legs and teased me. I traced his fine muscular chest and followed his muscles down causing him to shudder in pleasure. He slowly and gently let me feel him as he laid over my body, planting soft gentle silky kisses on his way up to kiss me again. I began pulling him to me as our kisses deepened and I felt him enter inside of me. I felt him shaking from trying to be very gentle sending me waves of pleasure. I pulled him as close to me as possible allowing him to be as deep inside of me as we could manage.
While we made love we lost track of the time and were greeted by the sounds the boys were making announcing their return. We rushed to help dress each other sharing a few kisses during our pauses. We went to gather our sons and we prepared dinner as a family.
While we ate we told the boys we would be taking a trip and they were very excited. I was happy that they were happy but I wondered if staying put these past eight years was a good thing. What if I denied them adventure and adventure was their lifes call? I pondered wondering if I'd failed my children.
Seeing me lost in my own head my husband led my boys to play a trick on me taking away my food and giving it to the baby to quickly smash and eat. When I returned to my food I realized it was gone and assumed I ate it while I was entranced in my thoughts. I gathered the dishes and washed them.
When I returned to the table all of my boys w er re laughing. I sat and observed my husband, my first son and my baby all laughing. When they were done laughing Kai Ren apologized and then told me what they did. I couldn't even be mad at them and instead laughed with them.
After the boys were put down to sleep, Kai Ren pulled me into him making my cheeks flush as imagine what could happen between us. Kai Ren picked up on my blushes and rubbed us together. I made a small suppressed sound and soon we were back to our physical love.
When we awoke we bathed together and then we dressed each other. I chose layers of blue for Kai Ren, the shades run from a deep royal blue to a light powder blue. When it is my turn to be dressed Kai Ren uses a length of pink fabric to conceal my sight before he begins.
Kai Ren dresses me in very light layers of material. He does my make up and hair before he removes the cloth from my eyes. I look unearthly, the person in the mirror doesn't seems unfamiliar but it is not completely me. Kai Ren dressed me in layers of light shades of white, pink and hints of blue and lavender.
I look like a true daughter of a powerful family. Thinking about what to leave for the next residents of the mansion in isolation on the mountain, I plucked blossoms from the trees and left them to dry. I left the sent of the way our small slice if world smelled.
As we gathered the boys up to begin our journey I realized they both smelled of the blossoms and they had collected many bags of the fragrant flowers. I too decided to collect some of my favorite peach blossoms before we left.
I cradled my fast growing three year old who seemed to actually cry about leaving the only home we had known. I felt guilty for pulling my sons from their first home but I knew if I had unfinished business and that we had come from the Heavens then we should return, it would be good for my children to have more family I told myself.
When Cloud came for us she seemed both impressed and disappointed. I took in the smell, colors, and image of our home knowing I would miss it dearly. I thought of the small hut we started on the other side of the river bank. I hoped we could at least return once a year to build it together.
Kai Ren and I sat on Cloud's strong back and held our children in our laps. We didn't take much leaving the mansion habitable for those who might need it. As Cloud took to the sky we all looked down at our home until it vanished beneath the clouds that were rolling in with cold winds.
'I didn't tell you before...but I don't want you to panic either. I was told you have a first born son. He is the firstborn of twins that you were delivering the day of Hell's latest escape from the Demon Realm. You were deemed dead because something that happened, I tried to find out before I told you but the answer still isn't found,' Cloud told me. 'Your firstborn son was given a portion of your powers when you fell from the Heavens is the most widespread in the channels,' Cloud continued.
I was in shock about figuring out I had another child. I felt Kai Ren hold me close in a supportive gesture. My past was a huge gaping mysterious hole that would swallow me whole. I needed to be who I was again but that meant I'd have to figure it out first.
Cloud took us higher into the sky channelling magic taking us into the Heavens. Cloud had to take us to the Seventh Heavean, surpassing the barrier between the levels of the Heavens separately. The Heavens were beautiful, completely glorious, and unimaginably imaginable.