So it's been a two weeks since Ian left for New York and it's been really hard walking around as if I'm okay when I'm not. Well, Zoé and Thuso have been there for me but it's not enough and Khalil has been behaving although he has his days of just wanting to piss me off.
Nothing new there though. Well, the semester is about to end which means it's time for me to go home, super excited being around family, happy energies will help me heal right? Well, I do hope so because a girl is hurt! Got my heartbroken the same way by two different guys. Somebody should really help me choose boyfriends because I suck at it!
We all in my apartment and by all I mean Zoé and Thuso and we just chilling. Talking about what we'll be doing during the holidays, oh and I probably forgot to mention Zoé and Thuso are living together now...and they're the most beautiful couple I've ever seen.
I pray for eternal love in their relationship, it's normal to wish your best friends eternal love right? Even if hypothetically speaking they don't love each other anymore but I hope that won't happen with these two, their fights keep me entertained.
"We were actually thinking of going to a resort for the holidays, you should join us Ri," Zoé said with hopes that I'll say yes but...
"Zoé and Thuso, I love you two very much and I enjoy being with y'all but I'm not one for being the third wheel all the time, this is more than enough," I replied laughing.
"But Ri, we'd actually really love it if you came along," Thuso tried to convince me.
"I can see through your statements, y'all are hoping that I say no but inviting me because you think I'm still hurt, which is cute but y'all need some quality time together yeah," I said with a smile.
"Well, I'm not going to pretend as if that's not the answer I wanted" Zoé replied making everyone burst into laughter in the room.
After a fantastic day with my besties, I retaliated to food and began cooking...it's amazing how it made me feel so happy and at peace, only when I felt like cooking. When I was done K walked in with a girl, I don't know why but I felt some kind of emotion which is weird because I didn't feel anything for Khalil.
I smiled at both of them before heading to my room telling them there's extra food if they wanted some. I entered my room and switched on my speaker and played music, I was really interested in Samething Soweto lately, don't know how the love was formed but it was there.
He had a beautiful voice and even better music, I just fell in love with him...only if I could really fall in love with him if you know what I mean...just playing.
What I was not expecting was for them to be louder than my music which was quite disturbing but interesting to see that Khalil knew his stuff, omg that seemed pervy. Real pervy I thought to myself while laughing.
Later on that night I went to the kitchen with a sudden craving for ice-cream and cake...yeah I think it's not healthy to eat both at once but I love doing that. I opened the fridge and took out both the ice-cream and cake.
Went to the cupboard and took out a large bowl. Did my thing and switched on the TV, what was playing was really interesting. I think it was some debate show whereas they were talking about men and women and their different roles and so on. And of course, I was a part of the debate.
I was so engrossed in the debate that I didn't see K sit next to me with his spoon eating my 'cakeice-cream' which was a big mistake because you do not just eat my food without me offering.
So I did what I did best turned to him with a death glare and asked him "What do you think you're doing?" He looked at me confused as if I knew the answer to my question.
"Watching TV with you," he replied with a shrug, which added more fuel to a burning fire.
"Khalil, why the hell are you eating my cakeice-cream!" With that he laughed at me so hard he started crying...
"Cakeice-cream?" He questioned.
"Yes because it's cake and ice-cream mixed. Now, why you eating it?" I asked again...
"Well, I figured that since I'm on your side with the debate and that this man is saying a load of crap saying that woman can't work in a place where only man do, that I could get rewarded with cakeice-cream." he replied as if he'd just scored the jackpot. Typical K, I couldn't remain angry at him that I just laughed at he laughed with me.
"But you right though, he is saying a load of crap," I said.
"Bullseye!" K said fisting the air.
"Hey, where's your girlfriend?" I asked curiously.
"I don't have one," Khalil replied shrugging.
"Uhm yes you do, you came back with her today."
"Ohh, you mean her...not my girlfriend don't even remember her name. Why you asking?"
"Just asking because I don't think she'd appreciate you sitting next to me with only your sweatpants and sharing dessert with me."
"Meh, wouldn't care...does it bother you that I'm half-naked?"
"Not at all...it just adds a bit more to the imagination although I might say I'm disappointed with what I see." I teased.
"Ey, this is the body of a sex god Foxie. You've never seen such in your life before." He replied flexing his muscles. True that I thought to myself.
"Are you flexing?" I asked laughing.
"Just for you darlin," he tried replying in a southern accent which made me laugh even more. I got up and washed my bowl then turned to him.
" You know, I have seen far much better bodies. Yours doesn't satisfy this eye."
" Yeah right Foxie. We both know it does."
" Goodnight K, your girl waiting for you," I replied laughing.
"Wait you going to sleep already?"
"Yeah, I'm tired."
"And I thought we were finally getting close, bummer." He pretended to be hurt.
"Well K if I didn't know you better than I already do, I'd be under the impression that you actually enjoy my company," I said with a huge grin.
"Well since I know myself better, I'd say I'm pretending. Goodnight now foxie" he replied with a smirk leaving.
"Still a dick! Keep it down in there."
He stood so close to me and whispered in my ear "Does it turn you on what I'm doing to her? Do you wish that it was you instead that I was ravishing? Kissing you like I did at the party? My hands all over your body, removing your clothing while kissing your neck and all those other sweet spots. Putting my hands on your breasts and kneading them, sucking your tits because you'd be so turned on like you are now. My hands trailing down south to your forbidden fruit..."
Now his hands were imitating what he was saying..."And slightly touching that bud of senses before I went down on my knees and used my tongue instead. Tell me foxie what would I find there if I were to go down on you now?"
My breathing had become faster because what he was saying was really hot and I was really turned on but I couldn't have him thinking that he had an effect on me although I'm sure he could see he did because my chest was heaving up and down at such an acceleration you'd think I'd just come from running a marathon, my face was flushed and my tits were poking through my shirt.
Shit, how'd he turn me on with just words and let's not forget how he'd find a puddle of wetness if he went down on me and oh how I want him to do everything he just said he will.
But this is Khalil, you never know when he's fucking with me so I look at him and smile and say " Well now I know you're really great at acting. You should be nominated for an Oscar." With that said I left him in the passage and went into my room. Sliding down the door and thinking about all that just happened back there. That was intense!