"No longer Zra, you don't feel my fear when I can't breathe without you beside me." Allam said in a trembling voice.
Fazrani froze when he felt Allam's hug on his waist by sinking his head in his stomach.
"Okay Lam, I'm not going anywhere, you calm down." said Fazrani while stroking the top of Allam's hair.
After hearing Fazrani's words that did not go away, Allam let go of his arms with a slightly flushed face with embarrassment.
"Now rest, you are still weak." Said Fazrani and sat down next to Allam, who didn't know what else to say.
Silence once again enveloped Allam and Fazrani's silent hearts.
"Fazrani" called Allam, breaking the silence.
"Can you tell me from the start how I got here?" Allam asked, still curious about what had happened.
"Tell me first what happened to you when I went to town? why did you get scared when i wanted to see the doctor just now?" asked Fazrani what Allam felt.
Allam was silent for a long time.
"Before you left, I actually felt my life wouldn't be long, Zra. because my breath already feels short .. and I hope when I go you will lead me, but you still go." Said Allam, lowering his face.
"Then?" asked Fazrani wanting to know the sequel.
"I felt scared after you left and didn't come back to me, I got more and more difficult to breathe and after that I don't remember anything anymore, everything was quiet ... I stood on the edge of the cliff and saw you running towards me by calling my name over and over." said Allam and what Allam told him why was it almost the same as her dream.
"Is Allam really my destiny??" asked Fazrani to herself.
"Fazrani, what's wrong with you?" Allam asked, staring at Fazrani's face when he saw that Fazrani was silent.
Fazrani met Allam's gaze then gave a smile to Allam.
"It's okay Lam, I can only say what you dream, long before I dreamed it." answered Fazrani in a low voice.
"Is it true Zra?" Allam asked, not believing what Fazrani said.
"That's true, I hope that our dream both bodes good things for our relationship going forward." answered Fazrani quietly.
"Amien, thank you Zra." Allam said gratefully. Fazrani did not feel a burden by having the same dream as himself, but Fazrani expected good things from his dream.
"You're welcome, Lam." said Fazrani with a more sincere heart to accept Allam as her husband.
"Now tell me what happened afterwards. Zra, how did you feel in my absence?" Allam asked in a trembling voice.
"When I came, I saw some nice people in front of the holy house and I asked one of the people and that person said that you are dead. I felt weak and could not believe what was happening, Hafiz took me inside and saw that you were not moving. There are your parents as well as the Village Leader and Hafiz's parents. I was like a person who was unconscious at that time, I wanted to be angry I was disappointed why no one took you to the hospital when you were in pain. And finally Hafiz still feels your pulse even though it is very weak, then we brought you here regardless of the unfinished village law." said Fazrani at length.
"Hafiz is a good and perfect man, he does it because he doesn't want to see you sad and suffering." Allam said softly but heard clearly in Fazrani's ear.
"What do you mean behind those words? just say Lam?" asked Fazrani with a shady gaze.
"No Zra, forget it." Allam replied, who could not say that he was jealous of Hafiz in his heart.
"Just say it, I feel something is behind your words." Fazrani asked again to make sure what she thought was right if Allam was jealous of Hafiz.
"No Zra, no point." Allam said, not wanting to make Fazrani angry with his jealousy.
"Allam .. it's not good to hide something from your wife, it can cause slander in the mind of the wife." said Fazrani in a low voice.
Allam took a slow breath, it turned out that a Fazrani had a strong character behind the softness of her words.
"I'm jealous, I mean a little jealous, I'm not jealous because Hafiz is good and perfect in everyone's eyes, It's not like me who has been crushed in everyone's eyes, to even look at me no one is willing to let alone be friends with me." Allam said softly with a bowed face and resigned if Fazrani did not accept it with jealousy.
"Why is he just a little jealous? a lot is also okay." said Fazrani with a soft gaze.
Allam raised his face and looked into Fazrani's eyes, looking for something serious there.
"I don't understand, you are not angry?" Allam asked in a trembling voice holding back all his happiness.
"Why should you be angry? a husband has the right to be jealous of his wife, which is important not too much." Fazrani replied with a slightly flushed face.
"Your face is flushed Zra, why?" Allam asked with a pounding heart.
"No, nothing." Fazrani replied, looking away.
"Tell me why?" Allam asked curiously in Fazrani's heart.
"It's nothing Allam, I just have a little fever." Fazrani replied, who also did not know why her heart was happy when Allam said he was jealous.
Allam suddenly touched Fazrani's forehead.
"Not hot, your forehead is cold. Are you sure you have a fever, Zra? not because you are hiding something from your husband?" Allam asked in reverse to Fazrani.
Fazrani's face turned red with Allam's words. Allam's clear eyes and Allam's slightly pale lips made Fazrani's heart even more enchanted.
"I forgot your question Lam? what was your question?" asked Fazrani, turning to a question with a little nervousness.
"alright forget it Zra." Allam said patiently, saving his curiosity and not overly imposing his feelings on Fazrani because everything still needed a process.
"You are not angry, Lam?" Fazrani asked, feeling bad about making Allam's heart disappointed.
"Why be angry, Zra. being able to marry you is already the greatest gift in my life, I'm a bad man to get a perfect woman like you." Allam said, staring at Fazrani's face.
"Don't talk like that anymore Lam, you're a good person ... and I'm not a perfect woman either, I still have a lot of shortcomings and we will learn together to become better humans." Said Fazrani in return of Allam's gaze with her heart pounding even more.
"Do I love you Lam? with my heart that often flutters and begins to mess every time with you?" Fazrani asked himself with an unblinking gaze as Allam's face slowly drew closer to her face.