"Alex.." I smiled happily, Alex was Alondra's older brother. She never really let me talk to him, for how I used to be. I was almost like a fuck girl, but it was much more funnier. "I'm glad you still remember me." He smiled and sat next to me laying his head on my shoulder. "How could I not! Your big to me remember, besides your height your important to me." I smiled and kinda blushed looking to the side a bit. "I know, that's why I couldn't just let you out there alone." He smiled and held me close to him, feeling the warmth of his body and hearing his beating heart. "You hear that?" He kept smiling and feeling holding me closer. "That's my heart, beating each time I think of you." He kissed my head and let go, then he got up and stretched. "Well, I'll drive you back home kay?" He smiled as he looked at me and walked out the door. "Thanks Alex." I smiled then I got up slowly placing my feet on the ground steady so I wouldn't fall. I slowly walked out his room and saw that this was probly his house. I looked around seeing plants everywhere and a few books. "Hey, do you still like coffee? Or do you want tea?" Alex shouted out to me. "Whatever is fine thanks." I yelled out back and saw that their was a blanket and pillow on the couch, he slept out here for me. I felt a smile on my face, as I walked to the kitchen where Alex was I could see him make some green tea. "I made it because its easier to make than coffee." He chuckled from embarrassment and easiness of kindness and just him. "Well that's true, by the way. However have you been?" I giggled and jumped on his counter crossing my legs silly. "I've been great, I've made some many things come true. I made my hair salon and made tons of money." Alex smiled happily and grabbed 2 mugs for him and I. "What about you?" He smiled while he poured tea into both mugs and handed one to me. "Well, I've been studying more than usual even though smoke comes out of my ears" I giggled while taking a sip of tea and Alex chuckled while he took a bite of toast. "And well, I've also thought of becoming a model you know. I always thought it might be pretty nice to wear the latest before anyone else." I smiled and looked down into my tear seeing some steam come out. "What about working with the stars and all that?" Alex looked at me curiously as he titled his head to the side. "Bieng an astronamer.." I kept looking at the pretty light green liquid that was tea." "I've thought about it so much, and well I dont think I'm good at it." Alex took my hand and held it close to his heart. "Don't say something as stupid as that, do you know why my heart beats crazy stupid like this? Its because when I think of something that I'm proud of or someone it goes crazy and its that crazy feeling that gives us a spark to want more." Alex looked directly into my eyes with a serious look. "Remember what I told you?" He then changed to a soft smile, and claming eyes. "Thiers always a chance even in the unlikeliest places."
My heart pounded into my ears feeling every little vibrate into my whole body, I smiled bright and leaned in to kiss his cheek. "Thanks, I think thiers somewhere I need to go." I got up as Alex looked at me leave though his door I could see that their was a smile of satisfaction on his face. I went running back to the Titanic looking around for my motor. Quickly finding it where I left it, I truned it on and raced though the cramped streets, feeling the wind leave behind me with each passing minute. The sound of my heart beating fast the only sound I could hear in my mind in my body, it felt so calming.
After a few minutes later I made it to the far side of town of Don City. I hid my motor in aboneded old house and walked for about 10 minutes going into the mountain up hail, to its highest peek.
Once I made to 5 tall trees I sat down in the middle and took a deep breath from all the fresh air. I closed my eyes and relaxed my muscles. "The only place that I can be me.." I smiled and truned to the second to last tree and crawled to the roots, they were sticking out and to the other side, a lot of flowers were sticking out. "Alrighty then." I smiled and put on gloves and started to dig next yo the flowers. A few minutes later I get deep enough into the roots and find a wooden box with a lock on it. Soon I clean the box from the dirt and take out some some pliers to break the lock off the box. A few hours later of getting pissed of not getting open and getting many little cuts on my hands I finally get it open.
As soon as I opened it, i saw a few dead rose's and letters. "This one should do." I took the last letter from the pile and an old picture. Then barried the box again just tossing dirt all over it. When I ran back down the mountain tripping all over the place and tumbling down a few times, my cloths getting dirty with rips all over my cloths and body with face! When I made back to the little house I saw a few old gangsters wannabes. I walked passed them trying to go to the back of the house to jump though the window. I could see that their eyes following me with each step I took. Then I ran back to the wall, waiting from them to come at me, as I heard the footsteps I got into a boxer's position, as one of them came to see me, I quickly punched him at his Adam's apple, quickly hitting his nose. Looking over quickly for the other one, but then jumping over the window quickly getting cuts near elbows. Once I see that the other guy opened the door, I quickly truned on my motor as the man stood in front of the door, thinking I wouldnt run over him. I honked at him and held the gas tight then racing quickly at him, I could see that he started to get nervous then fastly jumped out of the way, as I raced past him quickly running down the dirt road, once I was far enough from Don city I made it back to Crown city, going to the old Mexican pizza place. I ran inside looking for an old friend. "Hey, do you know if Arut is here?? Or is still working here??" The manger shock his head and I left running out the door. "Damn it, I really wanted a free pizza!" I pouted and hopped back on my seat and looked at the time. "Woah.. it's already noon." I truned back on my motor and went back home to take a shower and walked up to my room, throwing myself on the bed while listing to some music. "Finally clean and lazy!" I smiled and let out a loud sigh as I reached for the letter on my desk and the picture, as I opened it I started to read it. "What good times." I felt a small tear go down my cheek, as it was an old lover letter from David.. my first love. Our first picture together.
Once I got dressed I went walking over to Vale's house knocking like crazy, a little lone while his little brother came to open once he saw me he called out Vale's name. "Thanks little brat." I smiled cheeky at him, as he just stuck out his tounge and left running. I could hear Vale's footsteps as he came to the door. "Hey, what's up?" He answered me with a messy hair and lazy smile. "Put on a shirt you pervert, and come on your going to help me with something." I looked away trying hard no to look at his toned muscular body. I could hear Vale just laughing then grabbing my hand and forcing me to touch his somewhat abs. "H-hey! Stupud go put on a shirt!!" He laughed and flicked my forehead head, "fine just stop blushing, look who's being the pervert stupid." He kept laughing as I hid my face in my big sweater. Once he closed the door I waited outside for him. I felt my face cool down once I touched the letter in my pocket. I truned to see that vale came out with an opened botten shirt. "Really?! Geez your lazy." I sighed and went over to him and grabbed his shirt. "Oh woah, your making the move now? I thought this day would never come!" He said everything in a stupid cocky voice, then started to laugh letting me botten up his shirt up to his chest. "Okay, I think that's enough." I patted his shirt as he patted my head. "I'm not some dog for you to do that?!" I tryed hitting his pretty toned muscular body. Vale just laughed then flicked my forehead again. "Stupid, so what do you need me for." He looked at me with his lazy hair in front of his eyes. "Well, we're going to get copies of something and burn it, and I need you to hold me back." I smiled and started walking, as Vale walked by my side he put his big heavy arm around me, holding me close to him. "Hey you stink real bad.." I pintched my nose and looked at him. "Really? Well I came back from running about an hour ago." Vale looked at me then took my hand away from my nose, bringing his face closer to mine. "An hour ago?! Pig.." I didnt mind as he got closer, he always was like this with me. He got closer and whispered in my ear softly. "Smell it.." he then started to laugh like stupid and push my face to his pits. "You stupid pig, you smell!!" I started to him as hard as I could having the hard stinky oder in my nose. He then let go while he laughed. "Woah that's funny, your face is red." He kept laughing, then got closer again I pushed his stupid face to the side. "Your so mean! Your really smell bad!! Take a shower pig." I kept walking as I felt tears go down, Vale walked up behind me and hugged me dropping his whole body wait on me. "Your heavy..!" I tryed holding him tight so we don't fall. "Hey, just know I'm always here for you." I stopped moving then just smiled truning to face him and held him tightly. "I know, thanks Vale." I could still smell his sweat I could feel that he picked me up and walked all the way to the copy store. "So your just not going to put me down. Right..?" I just held tightly on him as he put his hand in his pockets. "Yeah, your just like carrying a backpack, your heavy but at the same time light." He started to laugh and finally opened the door to the copy store. "Can I please get down!" I leaned down a bit, as I slightly put down one foot so I wouldnt fall backwards, then walking up to the counter, to aske 2 copies of the letter and picture. When the man looked at the letter then at Vale, he must've thought that he was my ex or something. When we left the copy store and started walking to the baseball field on the other side of the city.
Vale held me close to him like always having his arm around me. Once we made it we went to the trash can, I took out the letters copies and the photos. "I'll set the fire you just cry." He walked stright to the can getting some paper to start to fire, as I sat on the benches I started to read again the letter and looked at the photos, feeling my heart beat from pain and love at the same time. I felt small tears fall down as I felt my face go bright red with tears falling down my cheeks. "If your going to cry at least come into my arms." Vale walked up to me and held me tight as I held him tightly as I cried into his chest, crying loud making every little thing into a big fuss. "Let's just get this over with agian." Vale picked me up and sat me on the ground and gave me a soft kiss on my forehead where he usually flicked me. I smiled softly and looked into the fire deeply throwing the letters along with the picture, smiling seeing how the papers burned along with pictures. "Did that feel better again?" Vale put his head on my shoulder then hugged me tightly. Suddenly I get a phone call. "Hello?" As soon as I answered I heard a cheerier voice full of joy and love. "M'lady!!! I miss you so much! Can I pick you up in a bit?!" Lukas voice was just yelling though my cellphone feeling my ears vibrating like ringing. "Um.. sure okay." I soon as I hanged up on him I put my cel back in my pocket and looked at Vale. "Yeah, I'll take you back home." Vale smiled then started walking ahead if me, as I catched up on him with a smile. "Thank you for everything." I smiled and held his hand tightly. As we walked the clouds started to gather up and and rain started to fall while me and Vale and I started to run under the roof of the ice cream shop. "Woah.. i didn't know it was going to rain." Vale laughed as he looked space into the rain. As i looked at him, I found myself smiling as I held his hand tightly bringing it up to my heart. "Thank you for today.. your always their for me." I smiled as he looked at me surprised with slight blush on his face. Vale brought his face closer to mines as he narrowed his eyes down to me, I started to feel my heart beat in so many different ways as I looked at deeply into his eyes. As he brought his face I leaned in as well as I felt my heart kept pounding faster and fast as my body started to heat up. "Are you sure..?" Vale started to blush more as we touched nose tips. "I-I'm not sure.." I blushed as well as I tryed to take a step forward to kiss his blushed pucked lips. As I tryed to I slipped from the watery floor and fell backwards hitting the back of my head once more, as I looked half way to Vale's face, he had such a worried look as he looked like he was yelling out to me. As my eyes closed softly losing consciousness feeling my body cold and wet, the feeling of being cold remained me of when I was a child the cold empty feeling of nothingness in my body, as if I were just empty and lost what was inside.