Once I slowly opened my eyes to see myself in my room, in my pjs? As I looked around my room I saw Vale and Lukas sleeping at the sides of my bed both holding my hand, I slowly take my hand back sitting myself up on my bed looking around and hugging my pillows while I see that Vale hair was all messy and all over his eyes kinda everywhere I giggled quietly like a small whisper as I moved his hair to the side a bit and started to stroke his soft hair out of the way, it was soft and clean! he took a shower he's all clean and better I smiled softly and looked over at Lukas his hair was short but it was cute in his way. "Lukas..you cute little bastard." I said quietly as I did the same to I stroke his dark cole hair short but soft and nice. As I looked at at his strong face with his small eyes and pretty thick brows, I felt a little jealous of his pretty face! Lukas started to open his eyes slowly being half asleep, as he raised his sleepy head to face me he smiles lazily "keep petting me..please I really liked it."Lukas said while he smiled at me happily but still lazily as he kissed the back of my hand and put it back on top of his head. I smiled softly "Okay fine, but keep sleeping stupid." he nodded and laid his head back on my bead and closed his eyes. I kept stroking his hair softly and slowly. as I could feel on the other side that Vale moved his head to the sides, I slightly giggled and stroke his head too as I moved the long hair away from his face. "Are you better?" I could hear Vale mumble from the blanket over him as I smiled and kept stroking his hair. "I feel fine, but I would like some water please sweetie." I smiled and giggled a bit. As Vale got up and kissed my forehead softly walking out, downstairs to the kitchen as I kept stroking Lukas hair, I looked out the window admiring the pretty night starry sky. I kept looking as I looked around my room seeing old pictures are and old paintings and so many other things. I smiled then bumped my head on the back of my wall. "ow..that really hurt then." I sighed then looked back out my window spacing out, as Vale came back in my room. "hey, I also got you some of your favorite cookies!" Vale smiled and chuckled a bit as he sat right next to me as he gave me my water and cookies, "your mom made some tea and brought some bread, she was worried... just like me... but either way, she told me to tell you that I should to take care of you and make sure that you don't get hurt." Vale looked at me serious as he laid his head on my shoulder and drank some tea that he brought for himself. As he did I took a bite from the cookies he brought, Lukas started to wake up again and looked up at me with a lazy look again. I smiled and looked at him as I pet him softly, "what are you guys doing?" Lukas looked at how Vale had his head on my shoulder and being all close to me, he sat up and stretched up a bit and looked at Vale. "hey..umm.." I looked at Lukas and sighed as Vale sat back up and looked away. "I'll get going, theirs something I have to do." Vale got up and flicked my forehead again "if theirs anything you need just call me." Vale smiled and left out my door as I heard the front door close as well. I sighed and looked over at Lukas, "whats the matter with you?" Lukas looked at me surprised as he sat down at my side of the bed. "Look I'm jealous, okay I don't really that your with him like if he were your brother or something." Lukas started to get a little loud a a bit angry. "Look he's part of my life, so you can't just expect me to just ghost him from life." I tryed to get up from the bed to face him. "Fine... look I'm sorry, that I'm not there for you like that." Lukas looked down as he sat next to me. "Lukas is something that matter? You just come out of nowhere and just act out and your different." I held his hand and looked over at him. "I know.. it's just that theirs many things I have to do." He looked up slightly up at me with a disappointed look, as he held my hand back. "Whatever it is I want to help you, I know that your not like this.. even if we havent met for long, well pretty much it's just been a few months. I know in my heart that your not like this." I leaned in close to him and kissed his cheek softly smiling at him gently. As Lukas looked at me with his broken eyes, he smiled gently at me and laid his head on my lap. I smiled and waited for him to fall asleep. Once he fell asleep I quickly pushed him off my lap and he laid on my bed, as I got up and left outside to the balcony. As I looked out from the balcony I looked up the stars seeing every little thing glow. "Things will change.." I looked down as I went back into my room.
The next day I woke up to see Lukas sleeping on the floor, as I got up and stretched out a bit. As I looked around I went down stairs and stright to the kitchen as I grabbed a cup of tea and more cookies. I stayed in the kitchen table for a bit enjoying the quietness while drinking my tea. As soon as I finished I put everything away and went upstairs to still find Lukas on the floor. I sighed and went over to my closest to get out some ripped jeans and tank top, brushing my hair and going over to Lukas. "Hey, Lukas get up it already about to be noon." I started to shake him a bit as he started to groan and open his eyes a bit. "Really? I want to sleep but it's going to get late." Lukas kept groaning and looked at me with laziness in his eyes. "Yeah, come on later if your open we can hang out." I said to him as I got back up and put on a few rings on. Once Lukas sat up and looked at me, he smiled and sat on his knees facing me. Once I truned to face him on the floor I looked surprised at him. "What are you doing?" I asked cursing my arms. Lukas smiled and and kissed my knee. "Your just.. so beautiful to me and your just.. I like that your just you, that your I don't want to feel bad or something but I like that your broken." Once he said those last words by heart throbbed heavily and painfully I kept feeling my heart kept beating painfully only hearing the sound of my beating heart into my ears. "What I ment was that, I don't really have a specific type it's just that I like you and I feel like I understand you so well." Lukas got up and grabbed my hand quickly worried looked at me disappointed in himself. "I-it's fine let's just leave it alone and go." I looked at home while trying to smile. "Are you sure?" Lukas kept worrying more and more. "Let's just leave it!" I shouted and pushed him aside as I walked pasted him, walking towards the kitchen.
I let out a loud sigh while trying to get those words out of my head repeating them over and over it felt like every little thing went stranded my head with those words. Hearing that just kept making my heart ace. I slurred my walk to the sink grabbing a cup and pouring some water while gulped it all down as fast as I could. Everything felt blocked out of my sight, hearing only the ringing in the background that made my head hurt. Suddenly i felt arms around my holding me tightly, I stayed that way feeling Lukas's heart beat go insanely fast. "I want to make you better. I want you to be happy." He kept holding me tightly as I truned and faced him and shyly hugged him back. "Its fine." I said softly into his chest. "I want to give you the best memories of your life, i promise you that." He kept holding me tightly while i heard his beating heart.