A couple of days past after the dinner date with Lukas, I couldn't help feeling odd. I layed lazy on my big cumfy bed looking up at the ceiling, I grabbed my cellphone and looked at the time looking at the date and time for no reason, I sit up opening my messenger looking up an old friend. After a while I found him, my weed dealer. He was the very first friend I ever made when I came to Mexico, well my first guy friend. He's special to me in many ways, but he was always the best friend to me when I needed him.
My weed dealer his code name was always 420, I thought it was funny but a pretty good name. Police was always curious about him, but somehow never really cared about him. I called him hoping he'd answer me, a few phone calls later no answer. Then I decided to send him a message saying it's me.
A couple hours later I got a phone call from Omar. "What's up biker?" I asked curiously and walking downstairs to the kitchen. "Got any plans tonight?" He asked me while a loud noise behind me. "Mmm no not really, why what's up? Also what the hell is that noise?!" Getting slightly annoyed by the background. I hear Omar laugh stupidly and a gulp. "I'm at the Titanic! Wanna come over?!" He laughs again stupidly and hearing music in the background some more. "Yeah sure I'll be over in a few." I sighed and hanged up on him while walking back upstairs with a glass of water. I sighed and set down my water on my desk and throwing mystery on my bed looking up at the ceiling then to my closest. "The top.." I got up and pushed a chair to the top part of the closest opening it up to find dust get blown up to my face. I sneezed a bit, then looked stright at an old shoe box, I took it out from the closet and climbed down the chair carefully.
I set some music on and opened the top and I felt my heart go deep into my chest and start beating like crazy. I took the first the out of the top, it was a card I made with blue colored paper. "David.." hearing myself say his name made my heart ace it hurted. "You were my first.. but maybe not last.." I started to feel tears down my cheek as my heart kept acing from the heart break from years ago. I look more into the box to find old pictures and letters. Then I kept feeling more tears down my cheek feeling the break of my heart go into pieces. I put everything back into the box and put it back up in the closet. I quickly whipped my tears and changed the music to something more happy. I took a deep breath and sat down at my desk and took a big gulp of water relaxing my muscles a bit. I quickly got out some makeup and a some shorts with strap crop top with my hair pushed back a bit behind my ears.
Once I made it over to Titanic I parked my motor in the shadow so no one would see it and steal it. When I walked up to the door, the guards didnt want to let me in. "Hey, my friends are waiting for me! Let me in stupid!!" I started to get annoyed with the security guards. "I know the owner of the club!" I kept yelling not caring if I made a since in front of people. "Hay man, let my girl in." I heard a stupid mans voice behind me. As I truned to see who had a stupid voice behind me I see a tall slim man light toned skinned dark haired man. "Who in the fuck are you?!" Hearing myself self talk weirdly and not with the right words. "Aww how can you be so rude perra!" He started to chuckle in a stupid way, when I heard the word perra, I felt so surprised and happy at the time. "Mau!" I ran and jumped on him happily wrapping my legs around his waist and holding onto him tightly. "Your not heavy!" Mau started to laugh while carrying me inside the club. "Hey! You said I never was heavy!" I pouted cutely and giggled at the same time. "I know, your hairs really pretty, by the way I got your message sorry I didn't reply." He kept carrying me while we headed upstairs. "You know the owner too right?" He kept asking questions while someone opened the door and he sat on the couch while still holding onto me. I just sat on top of him. "You ask soo many questions as always." I giggled and layed on my head on his shoulder. "Hey guys could you leave us for a while." He asked the men in the room nicely and did some hand moation behind my back. I could hear the footsteps leave when I saw the reflection on the glass I saw about 5 guys in suits leave the room leaving me and Mau alone. "I know where this is going." I sat back up on his legs. And he just looked at me with a devilish smirk on his stupid face. "Heyy what can I say it's been what like, 4-5 years?!" He started laughing while he moves his hand to my waist slowly moving then down. "Its been 4 years stupid and don't start." I grabbed his hands hard and looked at him serious. "Aww, come one it's been soo long. I just want to have fun!" He smiled and took back his hands, while he looked at me he crossed his arms and tilted his head to the side. "Okay, so if were not going to fuck. Want some weed? I got the good stuff as always." He smiled and slip his hand to his pants pulling out a small bag. "I never said I was going to fuck with you after I left remember. And.. I stopped smoking after I left." I looked away and got off his legs sitting besides him, just paying my legs on top of his. "What?! Really?! Woah.. well your loss perra." He smiled while he said that and just started to roll out a blunt on the table. "I'm a good girl now, so don't try to use this against me perro." I smiled and layed down on the couch. "Hey.. I'm just trying to have fun, your just trying to be "normal" or just plain boring." He shrugged at me and made a few more blunts pretty fast. "Well.. I never really liked normal and boring is just pretty much being nice." I sighed and sat back up looking at him as he offered me a blunt. "Nice is just boring and your bad not nice, so just take it Gin." He had a devilish smart smirk on his face and I grabbed it feeling my heart skip a beat. "I knew my girl would take it." He kept on with his stupid smirk and grabbed a red lighter and truned his on then mine. "Its good to have things back." He laid back as he was being surrounded in a cloud of smoke. "Its good." I started to smile and kept on breathing in the smoke of weed.
The feeling of being relaxed and feeling your body up in a cloud like before and having a good time. "I want to reach the stars before I die!" I shouted out to him while we filled the room with cloud of smoke. We started laughing out loud and making up some funny stupid jokes. A little while later I got a phone call, "hellowee!" I kept laughing and looked at Mau. "Hey where the fuck are you?! I thought you were coming over!?" I could hear Omar's voice getting mad at me and I just kept laughing. "Oooh that's right!! I'm upstairs with an old friends, just say your my friend and that's it!" I kept laughing and taking in more smoke feeling the clouds of smoke around the room feeling each gap of the room.
I heard the knocking and I got up wobbly walking up to the door, once I opened it smiling happily stinking of weed. "Haroo!" I smiled more seeing it was Omar and Cesar came walking in seeing the clouds of smoke. "So you were ha ing fun up here, diabla." Cesar start laughing inhaled the smoke in the air so did Omar. "I'm just having fun!" I kept smiling and laughing as Omar sat next to me and Mau had his arm around my shoulder. "So then let's have fun diabla." Omar smirked at me as his put his hand on my thigh. Feeling Mau's lips on my neck. Cesar coming over behind me tieing my hair in a pony tail and kissing the other side of my neck. "G-guy's.." I heard a moan come out from me, Omar and Mau start groping my chest.
Feeling my body let go into the smoke in the air and the pleasure in my body, having them climb on top of me touching each part of my body. The feeling of pleasure and bieng high, like a different world. Finally opening my eyes to my senses and seeing the guys taking off their shirts, as I get up wobbling over. "I'm leaving, I'm not doing this again guys.." I started to feel a headache and walking to the door. "Hey come on, dont be like that. The fun is just about to start!" Mau came over to me quickly and pushing my body against the wall, pushing his boner behind my back a bit. "Stop Mau, I dont wany to." I started to pout a feeling my body being over powered by his body. "I said no Mau!" I hit him with my elbow on his ribs. "Bitch!" Mau sounded mad and backed off and went back to the couch. "Fine then.. just be careful on your way home stupid." He then got a bottle of tequila and started to gulp and seeing the others feeling disappointed and went over to and sat next to him and taking gulps of the bottle.
As I felt myself walking down the stairs I could feel a cold breeze come in though the doors, walking out them I looked around and just started walking to the park.
As I walked to the park I sat down under a tree and looking down and falling down to the grass. "I need to get over this.." as I stayed laying down on the grass, i would hear the sound of footsteps sounded closer and closer. I ignored it as I just wanted to be left alone, when I closed my eyes I somehow fell asleep.
When I opened my eyes up again I could see that I was in a warm big cozy bed, I looked around and it seemed to be a guys room. "Where the fuck am I?" I whispered to myself quietly getting up te see I was wearing a big blue jersey on. I sniffed the jersey and the sent was soft and flowery. "Hmm.." then again I could hear footsteps coming to the room. I looked around and got up still with a headache. I couldn't really get up only slightly being able to move my legs over the bed. "Oh, your up. How's your head." That voice sounded so familiar and soft. When I truned to my head to see I was so surprised and happy at the same time. "Alex.."