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♥ BLACK WHEN CLEAN♥
❤ELYSIAN POINT OF VIEW❤
Being a human, living in between the werewolves pack isn't easy. They treat me as an Omega which comes with the beating when you
do something wrong. The words that they
say to you which get lodged in your
brain and don't want to come out and the
bruises.
In this world full of Alphas, Betas, and Gammas, ain't nobody thinks about omegas. They don't even think about omega as a living being, we were also made by the moon goddess and the Sun God has us their blessings to live a normal life like others but in my pack, the pack members treat me just like a slave. Because in this realm, Human beings are in the category of Omega.
I'm Elysian Jordon, a human being that's why I'm an omega and the slave of breaking dawn pack.
Being an Omega hurts. A lot.
They said that I should be proud of being an Omega because Omegas are rare.
but for me there's nothing to be proud of since I'm not even a true omega, I'm a human who always had dreams about having an
Alpha's mate and being a Luna to end my suffering in this world of werewolves. Only if would be blessed with having a mate, all my suffering will be gone. But dreams are just dreams and this is reality. I have never stood up for myself in anyways. There's no use in standing up for myself because that will only get me into more trouble. I've been beaten many times and I've gotten used to the pain. The pain just feels great.
"Elysian! You slut! Come here
now!" The voice of the Beta of this pack echoed up from the living room. I whimpered and start running down the stairs. Once I reached the living room, a slap came out of nowhere. It hit me so hard that I fell to the floor and clutched my cheek. I
whimpered. Carlos, the beta of this pack jerked me up to throw me and hit my head on the wall, and slid down the wall. I felt something damp on the back of my head. I reached up and touched the sticky residue and looked at my hand.
It was my blood.
I grimaced at my blood when another kick sent me knocking into the sharp edge of the coffee table. My forehead hit straight onto the sharp edge and my forehead started bleeding. I whimpered.
"Stand up!"Carlos ordered and I quickly
stood up, bowing at him.
"Why didn't you help my mate in the bath!
Have you forgotten your place, you slut!!" He said slapping my face.
I immediately turned around and practically ran to the kitchen after bowing. I have to be respectful and not utter a
word or else he'll hurt me. I decided to help Rose in her bath, I hurriedly went to their room and filled the bathtub with warm water, and sprinkle the rose petals on it, since this is what Carlos's mate like.
In fifteen minutes everything was ready, and
I made my way to the living room but I
had really bad timing. Both Carlos and
Rose was in a heated make out
session but stopped when they sensed
me.
He growled loudly,
mad that I ruined the moment
and before I even get the chance to
process anything, Carlos had his hand
around my throat, raising me off the
ground making the tray of food fall in
process.
I whimpered quietly knowing that if I protested, yelled, or cried the beatings
will just be worse.
He throws me on the hard floor and a Pain shot through my back and right leg and I couldn't feel it as it went numb.
"Go back to the attic." He said in a
deadly voice.
"Yes, Beta," I whispered and bowed. I ran up the stairs and went to the bathroom to clean myself up. Tears filled my eyes and I just let them fall. I closed my eyes and drift back to sleep.
The next day I wake up and get ready. I wash up myself and went down to make breakfast for the pack.
They say that a werewolf finds their mate when they turn seventeenth but since I'm a human so I don't know if I would find a mate or not and today is my seventeenth birthday. Today is the day when my mate would find me if I would have any though. Still, I was happy to just think that today might be the last of my suffering.
So after finishing everything, I got ready like the way I have never been, at the same time, my heart can sense that something might go wrong but I ignored this feeling and grab my phone and headphones and start listening to my music while making my way out of the packhouse and to the school.
It was not long enough when I reached my school while listening to music but my steps stopped in the tracks once I found myself standing in front of the giant gate of my school. My heart was pumping in my chest with so much speed that could feel the rush of adrenaline and I took a deep breath to calm myself.
After I take a few deep breaths, I grab
my backpack and headed towards the school
doors. I suddenly have a feeling I
should turn around a go home, but I push
it aside as nerves.
I reach the locker and started taking out my books for the lectures. Just then I smelled the most amazing fragrance and I started making my way to follow this fragrance, it was" the scent of my mate." My heart and mind yelled in excitement. Being an omega human being is not always bad, I also have some strong senses like recognizing the scent, well I don't know if it just me or every human omega have these senses, but who cares?
I turned to the corner and I saw him. Bruce, the gamma of breaking dawn pack. My biggest enemy. He always uses to hit me with Carlos, the beta of this pack.
After I got closer to him the smell became so strong, I thought I would choke on it. I stopped to look around to see where it was coming from. I guess I
was so distracted that I didn't realize
Bruce was backing and we collided. I closed my eyes waiting for the impact of the cold tile when suddenly a warm strong hand caught me. I
let out a gasp as sparks erupted against my skin.
After the person who saved me helped steady my feet, I hesitantly opened my eyes. My breath got stuck in my throat as my gaze was met by a pair of beautiful brown eyes, though he could not see my face as I was wearing a mask to not get identified by others. I don't know who I thought my mate could be, but I certainly didn't even consider Bruce...
"We need to talk." He said and I followed him. I was afraid of him. He might hurt or could kill me.
I tried to escape him but he holds my arm and dragged me to the backside of the school. I tried to free my hand from his tight grip but he tightened his
grip and even hugged me from behind to smell my neck.
"Stop moving now." He said, his husky
voice laced with a bit of authority.
I stopped struggling and relaxed. Tingles were going up and down my body and my heart was jumping with joy. Bruce
slowly lowered me and unwrapped his arms from around me. I lowered my head and was quite disappointed that I wore a hoodie but it is also a blessing as he did not have seen my face yet or he will kill me as he has forbidden me to go to the school, he said since I'm an omega I don't have to go to the school instead I should stay at the packhouse and do the chores. But I always sneak out when no one is paying attention to me. I always try so hard to not get noticed by him in school and now that he has caught me red-handed he will not spare me. He will tell Carlos and he will beat me up until I die.
I can be safe only he won't see my face. I should run away but I couldn't move an inch as I was shivering with fear.
I stood still with my back towards him, not daring to move or turn around. "Turn around and let me see
your face." He said. I turned around but kept my head down. I needed to get out of here now. Badly. He puts his fingers on my chin and tried to tilt it up so that he could look at me. I resisted.
"Why aren't you letting me see you?" He growled. "You wouldn't like what you see,"
I said. He snarled. My heartbeat quickened, it was very scary. "If You're my mate. I'll love you no matter how you
look." He snarled again. I breathed in then slowly lowered my hood then looked into his eyes. He gasped and growled.
"Why?! Why you?!" He growled then lunged for me, I stood still. He wrapped his hands around my neck and slammed me
into a wall. The impact making me wince.
"I don't want you. You disgust me. You're an omega human and more of a slut" He said and disgust was visible in his voice and I know this would happen. No one wants me, he just hugged me because he wanted to smell the scent of his mate, and now that he knows I'm his mate he's rejecting me.
After my encounter with Bruce, I didn't feel up to staying at school. So I went to my teachers and gathered my work for the day-- that way I wouldn't fall behind.
Once I had all of today's assignments,
I started making my way to the office to sign out. Unfortunately, the universe hated me because pretty soon after I
left the office I was jogging towards the forest when suddenly pain pulls at my heart, so strong and painful that I fell to the ground and clutched my chest. The pain traveled from my heart through my body.
It was so strong that I curled into a
ball and started panting. I didn't want to shout out, I didn't want anyone to know what happened to me. Maybe this would be the chance where I could die. I
hope the pain would kill me but I need it to stop. It was too much. I wanted to scream out loud but I bit on my lip to stop myself from screaming.
This was what it felt like. This was what it felt like to be rejected. I had to get this through my head, I have just been rejected. Rejected by my mate. I never knew a mere human omega can feel the pain of bond breaking.
I felt black spots blur my eyesight as I
shouted in pain. I closed my eyes so hard that I could see white spots everywhere. I was panting and I couldn't breathe as the pain closed around my lungs like someone was constricting my windpipes. I couldn't scream anymore because I couldn't breathe and my throat was on fire. I've been screaming so much that my throat was raw. I stopped screaming as I tried to breathe. Inhale,
Exhale. I said to myself in my head. I
kept repeating that in my head as I
tried to do the same but I couldn't do the same so I fainted.
Don't know for how long I was unconscious when I opened my eyes it was so dark.
I got up, stumbling on my feet, and started limping through the darkness in an unknown direction.
I walk into the woods in the middle of the
night, alone and it could never be a smart idea...
especially with the number of wolves
territories in this state. I lived in
another stated and there were hundreds
of packs in the vast mountain ranges
and forests, sparsely populated by humans,
so with little risk of exposure.
My pack had a different pack on every border. I didn't bother to know much about them. As far as I was concerned, I
lived a human life now and packs and territories didn't concern me anymore.
I was still steaming from the pain and rejection incident. I felt like I was in some kind of anger-fuelled trance. I
just kept walking and there was nothing
I could do to stop. My senses seemed to be in overdrive; the deafening sound of my heartbeat was masking any other so I'm not sure how long I marched for, at one point I was running fast too, so I probably covered a lot of distance.
What finally stopped me was the appearance of a borderline. Even my anger couldn't override the instinct cross it.
I must have crossed through half a dozen territories already, but this one was different. And my wolf just wouldn't let me go anywhere near it.
Looking at my surroundings, I realized
how unfamiliar they were. The trees were
taller and more intimidating and a
particular feeling hung in the surrounding that
made me wrap my arms around myself and
shudder.
So I decided to go back to my pack, I couldn't dare to cross it.
Just then I turned around a flying arrow passed away through me and crash in the trunk of the tree behind me.
My eyes go round in fear, my breath was hitching.
Unexpectedly a big hand covered my mouth and I couldn't even breathe. I started hitting on the hand which was covering my mouth to get free but what I was doing was a disappointing thing.
The person who was covering my mouth was too strong and started dragging me backward, and I struggle to get myself free but I couldn't, as I didn't have any energy left to fight again anyone after my rejection by my mate so once again I fainted.