♥ ELYSIAN'S POINT OF VIEW♥
I left my pack and left everything and started to make my way out of the forest and reach a territory. Which was making me nauseous only by standing nearby the border. I decided to make my way back to my pack, but a big hand covered my mouth from behind and started dragging me back.
Being rejected and heartbroken I could not have any energy to fight against the person who was dragging me behind but still, I struggled with all the energy I had left but as expected I lost all my senses and everything started getting shattering and my body left my side as the darkness engulf me and I stopped the struggle, hoping to die after all this thing. Finally, I am vanishing. Death is taking over my life and I was happy about this. Ultimate, everything is ending. And I lost myself in the darkness.
Do not know for how long I have devoured my time, floating in the endless darkness. I was feeling so lightweight as I just keep swimming in the smothered darkness.
Until I see a gateway where the light was coming into that dark place where I have been roaming, I stopped my body to drift further as my eyebrows crumple at the light door.
I observed that place but eventually decided to make my way through it.
I started floating towards that door until my eyes were not able to keep open by the impact of the light which was coming out of that door as I felt myself getting pulled inside the door.
And my eyes shot open. I have been breathing heavily as if someone has been stopping my breath by squeezing my throat. Terror rushed into my veins as the sweat started dancing on my forehead.
And my ears started buzzing by the beeping sound. I looked around and saw white polished walls. Up upon my head was a white polished ceiling looking down at me.
I looked at my left side and saw a window. A window that was touching the highest level of the ceiling and kissing the floor.
A sharp pain sting in my head and as I tried to move my body to get up from the soft bed I was laying on.
Finally, I got familiar with my surroundings. I was in a room. A room of someone else's. A room that was painted in white color and nothing more. It was smoothing yet awful.
I looked down my body and saw a needle was being placed in my hand and there is a pipe that was connected to a bottle full of some liquid which was dripping down and making its way inside my body.
Am I in a hospital? No. this room is not like a hospital room considering there was a dressing mirror on the other side of the room.
Where am I? Did Carlos sell me to someone? Shit! I should not be here. I should get out of there before anyone comes here.
I got up and started making my way towards the door and turned the doorknob carefully not to make any sound that would alert anyone that I have woke up.
Just as I creak open the door and I saw a woman talking with someone on her cell phone. I hurried to shut the door before she could sense my presence.
I marched back to the bed and started looking here and there to get escape from this room and my sight fell on that large glass window.
I rush there and unlock the latch of the window and jump out. Thank God it was not so high and there was a tree that branched helped me to slip down without getting hurt myself, anyone.
I jumped out and looked at the window from which I just jumped and saw it was a window of someone's house. Whose house it is? I have never seen this house before.
As I was gawking at the house, I hear the rustling sound coming out of the bushes, taking this as the signal that someone might be coming this way, I started making my way out.
God knows where I am heading as I just keep walking on the dirt floor barefoot.
Not long ago I reached to the side of nowhere and I could hear the ocean waves. But not sure of where it is coming all I know was the sound of the ocean tides clashing with the rocks.
Keeping my ears on the sound I started walking through the wildernesses as I stopped at a point where the cold sea air started giving goosebumps all over my body and I was certain I have reached the ocean.
Looking at the shrubs I pushed them aside with my hand and made my way through them and I was amazed to see the enormous surface of the blue ocean.
Although the vast sea was looking beautifully calm and peaceful, yet my heart was aching with every sea wave that was hitting my feet to give a hint of coldness to my body and washing me up with the disappointment of still being alive and standing on my feet after getting rejected by Bruce.
Tears started forming up at the edge of my eyes, making my vision gets blurred. I was feeling ashamed for myself, not because I got rejected but to not take a stand for myself when Bruce rejected me just because I am an omega. I should fight with him to rejecting me for just being myself.
I even tolerate his bullying me in the packhouse or the school if he sees me, but I thought he does have a soft corner for me since he did not tell Carlos about all this thing (me going to the school when Carlos is not around the pack), but I was wrong. He did not tell him because he just wanted to make my life even harder to bully me even in school, in front of his bully friends.
Why I am still alive, why I am still here? Only to suffer. I should not be alive. Yes, it is the right time to end my life before anyone would find me to add salt to my bruises.
I looked Infront of me and I was happy to come here, finally, I could end life here. I took a breather and look up at the sky which was no longer as clear as before but who cares now.
I raised my foot to make my way more in the deep cold water, the coldness of the ocean giving shiver at the back of my spine but ignored to continue.
The more I was going inside the deep water the more it was getting colder, I wonder it is soon going to snowfall. Such a beautiful day to in peace!
I was shivering with the impact of the cold waves hitting at my lower body and a whimper escaped my lips leaving me in second thought to end my life, I stopped my steps and considered for a minute if it is worth to end my life in this way? Will anyone ever think about me if I die? Will anyone even cry for me? Will anyone even notice my absence when I just take my leave in this weakling way? And the answer to all these questions was just 'NO'.
Just when I decided to stop all these stupid acts and go somewhere else to find the meaning of my life, someone grabbed my arm and suddenly dragged me out of the water. And I got hit by something rock hard.
After I collided with something firm. I shut my eyes with unforeseen collision but nevermore forget to subconsciously to touch the hard surface only to discover it was a hard muscular physique of a man which was getting hot with the touch of my hand. Suddenly once again I was being pulled much closer than before and was being covered with a trench coat over my head by that man to hide me from the heavy rain that was pouring at on that time and the guy, whom I don't even know was standing strong, like a mountain, towering me and hiding me in his strong, muscular arms, not letting me getting wet in that rain.
Whoever it was to cover me in the trench coat was given a safe vibe with his action, in that downpour with the cold wind, that was piercing through my body to my soul.
But I was too afraid with the fear of me being locked in a room or gravest, in prison considering I was certain I'm not on the land of my breaking dawn pack. If I would get caught by another wolf from another empire, then only God knows what could happen to me.
There is this incident that occurred in my Breaking dawn pack, where another female wolf from a different empire came into our territory by mistake and the pack member deems her as a rogue and they imprisoned her. Although it was just a formality of her being put into the pack's prison to show everyone but Carlos let other unmated wolves played with her.
I happen to know this as I was the one whom Carlos give the responsibility to give her food and to let her not die, until all the unmated wolves were done to play with her and she died, right in front of my eyes, after getting tortured by the males.
That was a horrible sight, which I want to forget but no matter how much I try, whenever I heard her name from the pack members, I felt terrible for her and sick for the pack members who were enjoying torturing her.
This is how I know a female wolf is never safe in neighboring territories. Even, I'm not a werewolf but I still a part of a pack, and other wolves from any pack, could smell the scent of my pack.
And I could sense the eyes of that person's eyes on me, while I was thinking of getting out of that person's steel-like grip around me, resisting me to even moving my body for an inch.
I could his heartbeats getting faster than before, making me trembling in fear. But I didn't spend a single second to push him so hard with all the energy I had left in my body and as I was silently sending my prayer to the Moon Goddess, the guy didn't suppose me to push him and he stumbled back a few steps, giving me a chance to take a glance at him before running away from him to save my life.
I don't know for how long I ran, all I know when I started to running away from that guy to save my life it was presumably afternoon, as I reminisce standing at the edge of the ocean and the sun was shining blindingly right at my head and the clouds covered it with the rage of soaking the dried soil with water, presumably with the purpose of hiding my tears with the water drops, and for this, I was appreciative of the heavens
And right now it so dark in front of me that I couldn't even recognize what could be in front of my eyes, but I wasn't feeling frightened for some unknown reasons, whether it is of being alone or I'm in the woods and who knows I might be able to find my way out of this dark forest to my breaking dawn pack.
At this time I'm entirely regretting my conclusion of me running away from my initial pack even though I was rejected I shouldn't have run away. I should have fight for my Mate, I already know it's useless to do that but at least I might have reason to stay strong at my place. Then I wouldn't be sauntering around on this foreign land, which is not bettering but giving a shiver down to my vertebrae, time to time, making me more regretful for my conclusion.
I sighed, hugging myself while making my way into the forest wherever my feet were taking me, following the dusky light of fireflies, which was accommodating me to designate the way as they acknowledge me like they were my comrades but either way the fireflies were positively kind and they lead me to the clearance, where I could clearly see the sky, that was no longer embraced with downhearted clouds and presently it was seeming purple in color with the shining of star and the half-moon.
I sat down on the cold and soft grass to appreciate the calmness and the harmony of the woods, it was so comforting. The fireflies were swirling around me as they also savored my company as much as I'm savoring it.
Nevertheless, abruptly I detected the crunching of the crumpled leaves, I scanned my gaze at my surroundings and discovered nothing. So I forget this uneven feeling which was making knots in my stomach, it was the feeling of being stalked by someone, although I couldn't figure out why I was feeling this way but there's something that was definitely odd.
I couldn't ignore this feeling anymore so I instinctively got up from the ground and run my eyes around me and then I heard the sound of someone's footsteps coming toward me from the darkness of the woods. I narrowed my eyes to adjust my eyesight to figure out who might it be. As the sound of footsteps getting more vivid, my heart started pounding so heavily, deafening my eardrums. Just then I saw a silhouette of someone, and it was getting nearer to me and I was taking my footsteps backward.
Although I was in the clear area of the woods and have more than enough direction for me to run away it was unfamiliar to me. I wouldn't know from which direction the danger could come to me. I was like a fish in a vast sea yet I was scared of the sharks.
"Who is th--is?" I gathered my courage to ask out, yet I couldn't help but to stuttered out of nervousness. However, I didn't get any response despite that now I could see someone, it was an outlandish physique man, at first I assumed it was a wild boar but now I'm facing a man or might be a werewolf in the form of a human and It's certain if he is someone from this territory then I'm in danger. I swallowed down my fear as the man decreased the distance between us, ready to give me a heart attack.
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TO BE CONTINUED....
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