This is Levi portrayed by Ethan Dolan.
The next day we started trying to teach our campers to build fires. We were supposed to go camping the next week.
It was hard enough staying in a cabin where there were 5 feet between us now we had to stay in the same tent, inches between us. I had to get used to being so close to him.
After dinner that night we went to our cabin for an hour. Levi was trying to figure out what to wear which meant him taking his shirt off a lot. He had abs and even though I had already seen him without a shirt while swimming but he was flexing his muscles while putting on shirts. I had to pull my eyes away.
I started putting on clothes for tonight while my back was turned towards him. After I took off one shirt and threw it on my bed I heard him walk up behind me. He grabbed the shirt. "I like this on you." He was inches behind me I could feel his breath on my neck. I turned around so quickly. He smiled putting his finger under my chin, as I could barely breathe "it's looks with your eyes."
I already knew I was blushing. "I'm just telling you. But you decide and whatever you want but Jackson I think it looks good. Blue looks really great on you."
I nodded and grabbed the shirt. He smiled and walked away. I put on the shirt then walked into the bathroom. I had to put water on my face. I didn't know if I could spend the whole night around him. I loved feeling him touch me a little too much. After just breathing in the bathroom for a couple minutes I came out.
"So your going to wear it?" He asked looking at me finally putting on a shirt that was really nice. It was a bit snug which worked for him because it just showed off his muscles.
I bit my lip and nodded not knowing if my voice would work.
It was a few minutes to 9pm and we started walking to the cabin where the party was. Someone had bought some vodka. Some people had already started drinking by the time we arrived.
We were both offered a drink which both of us took. I didn't drink so it wouldn't matter but I still decided to take it not to be rude.
We started playing cards against humanity which was funny and awful because everyone was drunk. We played that and other random games for a few hours. It was after midnight and most of the people had left. It was the girls cabin so they were still there and then two boys, Levi, and me.
We started doing truth of dare but most of it was clean. About an hour later everyone was wasted they two boys went back to their cabin.
After they left we started playing spin the bottle. It was all good and fun, even though I had to kiss both girls and I had to watch Levi kiss both girls. Then Levi spun the bottle and it landed on me.
Oh no. I can't kiss him. He got on his knees, he was so drunk and kissing him now seemed like a bad idea, but he moved towards me putting his finger under my chin both the girls were staring. Waiting. They wanted to see it too. "Can I kiss you Jackson?" He asked me even though I could smell the alcohol on his breath and his eyes were dilated I knew I wanted him. This might be my only shot so I nodded agreeing to the kiss.
He smiled as he kissed me putting his hand on the back of my head pulling me closer. It was nice. No tongue but he starting moving his lips in sync with mine. After a few seconds I had to pull away. He was staring in my eyes even as I tried to pull my head away he put his finger under my chin. "Do you not like kissing me?" He whispered.
I bit my lip and was about to answer when the two girls started clapping. He pulled away from me. They girls were staring at us. We sat there and talked for a little while longer then I looked at the clock. It was almost 3am. "We should get to bed. We have to get the campers up in five hours." Everyone agreed.
As Levi and I walked away he was stumbling I had to grab him. After getting him back in the cabin and on his bed he thanked me. "Jackson I can't sleep in all this. Can you help me?"
"What do you want to wear?" I asked him.
"Just my boxers."
When he said that I knew I had to take everything off him. He was just sitting and I pulled his shirt off. I pulled his socks and shoes off. Then I had to pull him up off the bed "can you stand while I take your shorts off?"
He nodded. It was a good thing his shorts were elastic so I could just pull them off. When I got them off I had to grab his waist as I pulled them off his feet. My face right next to his uh thing. After that he fell back on the bed.
"Jackson will you kiss me?"
I thought I misheard him completely so I asked what he said because of his slurring. He repeated himself.
"Kiss me." It wasn't a question this time. I shook my head. "No Levi I won't kiss you." I said biting my lip. I wanted to kiss him again. It was amazing kissing him the first time but I knew he was too drunk to even understand what he was asking and that I wasn't sure if he really wanted to kiss me or he was just drunk.
I laid in my bed "was kissing me really that bad?" He sounded genuinely hurt when he asked this.
"No Levi but your drunk. If you even remember our kiss tomorrow or you want to kiss me then ask again. But I can't kiss you when you're wasted."
"You did at the party. Why not now."
"It was a game. I'm sorry I kissed you. I shouldn't have. Go to sleep we have to kept up early." He didn't say anything else. I heard his breathing steady so I was pretty sure he feel asleep. I was just thinking about all that happened that night knowing that Levi wouldn't remember and if he did he would probably regret it.
I don't know when or if I feel asleep that night. But at 7am my alarm went off. I went and took a shower. When I came back in the room Levi was already gone to breakfast. I knew he would hate what happened last night.
When I woke up the campers we all went to the breakfast hall. I sat on the opposite side of the table from him. Not looking at him even though I felt eyes on me a few times.