I always took a shower when I woke up so I went into the bathroom not noticing that Levi wasn't in bed.
Going into the bathroom steam hit me in the face. "Hey" Levi said.
I saw his naked body and might I say it looked amazing. His face was beautiful, his abs were flawless, I kept looking down his body until I saw his dick and damn it was not small. I stare at it for a few seconds then turn my back to him.
"I'm sorry. I thought I could take a shower. My bad."
He chuckled at me. I heard him move towards me. "You can take a shower with me." He whispered in my ear. He was only a few inches from me. I turned around seeing him smile. "Then I can see you naked too."
"Uh um i don't think that is a good idea. I didn't mean to walk in on you. My fault." I said staring into his brown eyes.
"I don't care Jackson. You can see me naked all you want. " he bit his lip showing his pretty white teeth. "I'm comfortable with my body." He looked down my body then back into my eyes. "Come on I still have five minutes left in my shower time. Then we can have your 10 minutes."
As much as I wanted to tell him no I really wanted to be close to him naked. So I just nodded. He got back in and turned the water back on. I started to undress. Then got into the shower my back to him.
He kissed my neck and as i moaned i felt something poke my back. I turned around and slapped his arm.
He laughed and said "i told you not to moan or that might happen. I'm sorry." He kissed my lips. My arms wrap around his neck as we continue to kiss.
We were talking and kissing he rubbed his hand over my body starting from the neck and going down.
"Go on a date with me." Levi looks at me.
I pulled back from him "what?"
"Jackson I like you and I want to go on a date with you. Will you go on a date with me?"
"I'm not sure. I don't think that's a good idea. I mean well I like you but we are only going to be together for a few more weeks. I don't want to get attached to someone who I'm not going to see."
He smiled sadly and nodded. "Ok" he kissed my lips gently "I-uh I'm gonna get ready for the camping trip. Um I will leave you alone. If you don't want to get attached then I won't be physical with you anymore. I'm sorry for everything." He looked close to tears as he got out of the shower.
"Levi I'm sorry."
He shook his head. "If you change your mind just let me know."
"How?"
He laughed "if you change you mind kiss me and we can talk."
I nod.
Later that day we were training the kids on everything making sure they were able to catch fish, make fire, shoot arrows, they all picked the person who they would share their tent with.
Levi was being so nice and helpful to the kids but wouldn't talk to me all day. One of the girl councelors came over and started flirting with him. She asked him to hang out with her that night and that was all I heard because I started helping Robbie with fires.
At lunch the other girl councelor came over to me, her name was Lauren, she asked if I wanted to hang out with her tonight. "I thought since Katie and Levi were going to be together tonight we could hang out too." After hearing that Levi actually agreed to spend the night hanging out with her I was pissed which naturally made me agree to Lauren.
We watched a movie all four of us. The girls sitting in the middle. I saw Katie sit there and rub her hand over Levi's chest and whisper in his ear. He smiled but looked kind of uncomfortable in my opinion. Then she kissed his neck and started rubbing his leg. I coughed loudly. She pulled her hand away.
"Can you pause the movie Lauren and I need to go to the bathroom." Katie said loudly.
"Are you really going to do this?" I asked scooting closer to him.
"I don't know what your talking about Jackson. I am not doing anything. I can't stop what someone else does."
"I can't watch you do it though. I need to leave. I'm sorry tell Lauren I'm sorry." I say trying to leave but he grabs my hand as the girls come out of the bathroom.
"Jackson please. I'm sorry. Don't go." He whispered to me as I sat back down. We were now in the middle.
We finished the movie as Katie kept trying to touch Levi and Lauren started trying to mess with me.
"Hey Levi do you want to come hang out with me alone?" Katie asked.
"Uh no we actually need to go to bed soon because we are going camping tomorrow so we should go." Levi said grabbing my arm.
"But I-uh i thought we were going to hang out. I wanted to be alone you know?" Katie said looking very upset.
"Why do you want to be alone?" I asked katie who was just staring at Levi.
"Because I mean we are friends and we should be more." She said.
I laughed and grabbed Levi's arm as Katie grabbed his other arm. "Who are you going to be with?" Katie asked.
I let go of his arm. "You can do whatever you want Levi. If you want to be with Katie that's fine I'm just going to go to bed. I think all the stuff is packed for tomorrow so you do you." I looked down.
"Look I'm not attracted to you like that. I'm sorry Katie. I should go." He said as he followed after me.
"You didn't have to come. If you wanted to be with her you could have."
He laughed and kept walking to the cabin. It was hard not having him talk to me all day. He was an amazing person and I really like being with him. I also got jealous so it was obviously more than us being friends. I didn't want to kiss him again or go on a date because I knew already how much I liked him. I wanted to be with him but I knew it wouldn't last long so I was scared.
So now I had to fight with the wanting to be with him, wanting to feel him kiss me, hold me, touch me, against knowing it wouldn't last very long.
So I had to choose between him who I really wanted and the thought of ot not being able to last. I knew I needed to figure it out. I feel asleep thinking about it.
When I woke up the next morning I knew that even if it was for a short time I wanted to be with him. I took a shower and when I came back out he was already gone to breakfast.
I knew I didn't want to kiss him in front of all the kids so I would have to wait until that night. After breakfast and making sure all the campers were ready we set off on the hike. It was about 4 miles up a mountain.
We had to take a break every 30 minutes because some of our campers weren't used to hiking at all and especially not up a mountain. After a couple hours we stopped and had lunch, all campers brought some sandwiches with them.
Once we started again Levi said he was going up ahead to make sure we were going the right way. I followed him through the bushes. I didn't realize that we were standing on rocks so I tried to pull myself up slipping on a rock.
Luckily he played sports meaning good reflexes. He grabbed my waist stopping me from falling. "Thanks" I say staring at him.
"Just because your not my boyfriend doesn't mean I want anything to mess up your beautiful face."
I blushed when he said this and was about to kiss him when one of the campers came up and asked if we were ok.
I loved being a counselor but at that moment I wanted to kill that kid.