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He had a contest that meant a lot for him a few days later, so of course he was nervous, stressed out and his anxiety was at its skyrocketing level.
Taehyung reached for his flabby tummy, its touch irritating him more than necessary, he didn't have a hard chest or abs like men his age and it made him feel a bit angry at himself for that. Heck even Baekhyun did have them!
It may sound normal to others but it was actually belittling for him as a man.
Groaning from the thought that strangely was followed by another more annoying one, the fact that he hacked into Jungkook's database and insulted him,
he held his head and tugged at his hairs slightly from frustration and panic.
His life went from dull to a pretty crazy one, not in the positive way.
He finally ruffled his hair and headed for a hot shower to calm his nerves, he stepped in the bathroom and slowly undressed then faced the mirror and stared at his face with no visible emotions on, blank gaze, boring yet vivid black curls falling on his forehead and eyes, moles adorning many corners of his skin but he looked so exhausted, so done with life and some dark urges from the past slowly started creeping to his brain.
Urges from that period when he felt so lonely and no one was there to understand him.
His father and brother deeply into illegal and dangerous mafia life, his mom who at that time hadn't found a new husband for her got a heavy drinking habit after she divorced his birth father to which he was thankful for, since he didn't want to have anything to do with the cruel man.
And him getting into depression. Which no one noticed at the said time.
As he continued to stare at his reflexion, the only thing that made him look alive was his hair, he decided reaching for it a bit before he let his arm fall to his side again.
He sighed finally letting water hit his skin and began contemplating about what he should name his song, something he forgot to think about before Baekhyun surprisingly pointed it out to him and he found himself get all confused to have forgotten about it.
But it was alright, his brother did compliment his voice and the English lyrics that really suited the depth of it. He was impressed that Taehyung could come up with something that emotional despite the lack of feelings he shows.
Unbeknownst to him that he wrote that for a person, a girl to be more specific.
After his bath Taehyung laid down on his bed, took the final draft that he settled on going with and dreamily started reading the two lines that he wrote in a darker shade than the others:
'How could I know'
'one day I would wake up feeling more'
But he then frowned as he noticed how weak the ones before them sounded to him, like something very cliché that you'd hear in a love song and it just ...bothered him.
'If I asked you to, would you stay with me?. Seriously?' He thought with a scowl but no matter how much he was digging his mind he couldn't find something to replace them with.
He tossed the once neat paper aside angrily, making wrinkles creep on one of its sides.
Though the moment he averted his eyes to the ceiling all his worries faded into a deep slumber that he didn't want to wake up from, wishing that somehow the next day would turn out better than the previous ones.
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V insisted that he goes in with them but his twin almost slammed his face against the window glass when he got stubborn with it and pointed at Namjoon to convince him that he should survey him, closing any other negotiations possible but he still gave him a gun nonetheless to protect himself if hell was to break.
"This is where we are meeting them, please stay out here no matter what. I am immediately heading out if ever something goes wrong."
Baekhyun worriedly said as he eyed his brother, who only nodded uninterested.
Which left the blue haired man to find himself getting so confused about how different the boy sounded and acted from before. Something was definitely off about his attitude and even his voice, it seemed cold and deeper almost scary how bipolar he was.
V scoffed at him,
"What are you looking at?!", Namjoon rose an eyebrow at that.
"Are you okay bro? Did you hit your head somewhere or something?", he asked amused by the aggressiveness in his question.
The younger tsked at that and rolled his eyes at him,
"Getting sucked off by me once and you get all cocky, that was the last time big boy, consider it a one life time ticket to heaven",
he smirked at his own statement as he arrogantly looked at him.
The other was flabbergasted from shock, this definitely wasn't the same boy who tended to his injury recently.
He even looked more uhh edgy and a badass bitch with his black bandana and sunglasses. Just so seductive.
"Dude you sure are Taehyung?"
"No, I'm V. But Taehyung is me too..."
"Do you by any chance have a multiple personality disorder?"
"Dope way of thinking congrats", he said rolling his eyes at him again.
"And now you're at your bad Taehyung mode", he concluded.
"Oh my God why do you sound like you're enjoying this!? Fucking shut up I'm annoyed and could you not call me Taehyung? I said I'm V"
"Okay, grumpy boy but you can't deny that I am big enough to satisfy you huh?" the man said smugly at his regards.
With horror the other looked at him,
"I may not seem like it, but I'm not gay I'm Bi, and for your knowledge I tend to be attracted by females more. Sorry I'm not bottoming for anyone mister Big" , he spat angrily after his nerves gave in.
Baekhyun going there to have fun without him while he had to listen to the annoying shit Namjoon had to say wasn't really his cup of tea.
Who by the way was not a tiny bit convinced about what he just said; Taehyung looks like a power bottom for him and in no way was he going to change his mind.
After some time, Namjoon opened his mouth to say something probably to voice out his thoughts, only to get pulled harshly by V who gripped his collar getting so close to his face with a scary expression,
"Give it a rest already or you won't have a dick to talk about anymore", and he then let go of him purposely pushing him away hard enough for him to hit his back painfully.
The same thing that bastard did to him when Taehyung was in his car, and it infuriated him to the brim that he couldn't cut his hands for doing that to him.
Speaking of whom, the guy he was thinking about, appeared a few seconds afterwards as many black cars parked right in front of them.
Built up body clad in a fitted suit, like he was going to a business meeting which was kind of the case.
Black locks falling into the same hot mess that were his curls parting on the front, his ears piercings emphasizing his dangerous aura and sharp looking eyes.
Just like the last time he saw him.
And V found himself biting down on his lower lip from the view, his eyes traveling to inspect meticulously each detail of him, each thing that could be considered as a flow on him only to find none.
Not disappointed but frustrated, he was way too distracting for his liking and he had to squeeze his legs shut when he looked at his hands, veiny and thick.
Like he was doing it on purpose, the rings he was wearing alongside with the silver bracelet shone to get one's attention on them.
Not foreshadowing or something but he just had the feeling that it's far from being the last time they see each other.
Especially that he was that hot.
Maybe a hookup wouldn't be half bad as he was thinking about Taehyung, the boy who already was into someone else.
Even he wouldn't deny it, and even if he did, unfortunately for him V was determined to fuck that man, and make him think a thousand times about how it felt to be in his arms, seek his touch and last but not least beg for him.
As the man smirked taking all of Jungkook in his calculating devious brain, his brother who strode lazily towards the other suddenly pointed at the car he was staying at, and the raven head immediately snapped his eyes towards him, as if he caught on his stare even if his eyes were hidden behind his dark sunglasses the younger looked at him suspiciously.
Yup Jungkook couldn't recognize who the man was before his eyes flickered briefly to Namjoon whose head was visible from the transparent glass of the windows.
He then nodded at the red head scanning his body again, checking him out oh not so discreetly before he muttered some words that went unheard by V of course as they were far from them, and did a gentleman gesture to ask Baekhyun to go in first, who scoffed at him annoyed but proceeded anyway,
Making them disappear both inside the building as Jimin and Chanyeol followed right after them.
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