Frizabelle
Friday - Midnight
I suddenly woke from that nightmare which led me on cuddling on Ceres arms until I fell asleep once again but I don't dream this time. It was simply sleeping, nothing more happened.
Saturday – Dawn
I began to stretch my whole stiff body and woke up from a dreamless night like I was saved by a dream catcher and I hope it was her – my Ceres. I blushed thinking that she's mine till Lena whimpered behind my head.
'Let's have a run.'
As I heard that from her, I nodded since I have never run with her for quite some time now. I slowly slipped unnoticed from Ceres arms since I don't want to wake her up. I kissed her forehead then I went to the balcony and stripped my clothes off. I folded them then set it aside before I jumped out from the balcony. I shifted in mid-air which led on cracking my bones and exactly landed on the grassy ground with my huge and furry silver grey wolf.
Lena and I started to run off within the perimeter then I took a dead tour in the forest to train myself on how fast I can be. I ran in a dashed as if I'm not minding lots of logs scattered everywhere like it was there for years as it was covered with algae and some grass including some mushrooms – deadly actually but not all of them. I was enchanted with the calming scent of nature around me until Lena snapped me from the calming scent around the woods.
'She's awake. Let's hurry back to our mate, Friz.'
I chuckled at how excited Lena sounded when she - I mean, we felt Ceres just woke up from her sleep and wondering where we are. I still don't get it on how we could feel our mate even though we're still not mated. Anyway, I went back on our track as we ran like a wind since we're the only one that was the fastest within the pack and we're also flexible to deal with vampires.
I kept running until we reached the lake near our garden and where my room's balcony was facing. I stopped by the lake since I have to cool down and to refresh my sweaty body. I jumped at the lake and I don't care if it was a little bit freezing since I just want to cool off. I might swim like a well-trained dog but diving and resurfacing as a human was very difficult to do which I am the only one able to do that in the pack. Maybe it's one of the abilities of my wolf Lena since we're perfectly in sync. Anyway, as I got off and felt refreshed from the freezing lake, I intended to go back immediately but I suddenly stopped in my tracks when something began flashing from my last night dream.
"What the -!" I mumbled as I stopped from my track and leaned a little on the sakura tree.
'Are you okay, Friz?'
"I'm not sure, Lena...something was wrong...I don't understand...I...Lena…" I began to pant even I felt nothing was wrong with me. I guess?
'Friz...stay with me...you're losing yourself...Friz!'
"Lena...I can't...see you." I kept panting as Lena's voice began to fade behind my thoughts like she was not even there though her presence does.
My sight was losing its color and even it turned grey, it was still fading into such darkness. I kept panting and these darkness made everything unseen except blood. I could smell those metal and fishy scent around me until I felt something running below me which made me recall that dream from last night. My heart began to palpitate and made me panic. I was once again covered with such fear that made me shift immediately into Lena again. I didn't know how quick it was but it just happened; I shifted back into my wolf form like magic. I can feel Lena was comforting me or saying something but I couldn't hear them clearly. I was getting more afraid as that dream began to consume me again.
"LENA!!! HELP!!!!" I screamed within my thoughts but I couldn't hear any response from her until I smelled that irritating scent.
I don't like what I am smelling. It felt like it was sending me to the edge and wanted to rip something off which made me growl out loud. As I kept growling toward the person who owns that irritating scent, my sight was still in the shade of darkness with the touch of blood like in my dream. I don't like it one bit. Please, somebody...anyone help me...save me from it...from myself.
'My queen, please hear my voice please...follow it.'
I might be able to see whoever was this person whispering with such care through my mind, I still can tell that she was very important to me. I want to see her which made me release such a deep growl.
'Follow my voice and come back to me...please...I need you here with me...come back please.'
She continued whispering through my mind which made me flinch since I can feel the brokenness and pleading voice from her. It seriously hurt my heart which I whimpered. I don't like that.
'My love please...come to me…'
As she continued whispering, I slowly saw a glimpse of light which I rushed toward, which made me blinked many times because it was too bright as I finally reached it.
"Belle, my queen, it's me." I heard a hushing and alluring voice coming from the sight of Lena. The sight of those eyes was like looking straight at the moonlight. I know who owns them and I love the person very much.
"M-mine…" I mumbled as Lena purred onto her neck. Ceres, my mate.
"Having a tough time, aren't we?" Ceres chuckled as she asked me.
I nodded and shifted back on being a human so could snuggled into her arms again. Ceres embraced me along with a huge thick towel covering me from the coldness of the wind and to dry me off too. She cradled me within her cold-warm arms then I heard her hymned and sang.
Through the window of my soul
All the secrets that I hold
Will be yours to share for always, always
Like a whisper in the wind
The gentle breeze touches my skin
And I know you're with me always, always
I can feel it in the air
The fire that we share
Can only come from deep within
It's a light that burns so bright
It guides you through the night
And leads you to me so find your way back
I knew the song. It's one of my favorites and I didn't know that she knows this too. Now, she's singing My Heart Belongs to You by Hayley Westenra to me like she's the one who wrote it. I can feel her in every word that she emphasized.
And hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I'm yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on, to love
'Cause deep down that's what we're made of
Never let go for my heart's sake
'Cause my heart belongs to you
I listened carefully as I felt her heart beating so loud and fast as my head lied onto her chest. I smiled listening to it while she sang it.
I lie awake to hear you breathe
Only you can feel the need
That builds and burns so deep inside me, inside me
As the moon lights up the sky
There's a thousand reasons why
My heart will only beat for you
You're the reason that I live
So now all I've got to give
I give it to you just don't fight the feeling
And hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I'm yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on, to love
'Cause deep down that's what we're made of
Never let go for my heart's sake
'Cause my heart belongs to you
My heart sync with hers that made me look intently into her eyes. She kept singing from her heart that made me smile lovingly. I really love her. I'm totally head over heels on her. I want her. I love her.
Don't give up, but just give in
Ah
I will always be here waiting for you
Waiting for you
Love will see us through
I don't know what came into me but my heart does which made me sing with her. I feel her especially through this song and I felt the same.
Hold me, touch me
Let the love come rushing through me
I'm yours with every breath I take
Forever and ever
Hold on, to love
'Cause deep down that's what we're made of
Never let go for my heart's sake
'Cause my heart belongs to you
As we're done singing, I cupped her face and pulled her closer so I could kiss her passionately which she gladly returned it even more. I gasped for air and we chuckled.
"I love you, Celestial Ceres Langford Aspire." I frankly said to her that it surprised her big time.
Her reaction was totally priceless and I'm loving it. I chuckled then her tears began to fall onto her rosy cheeks while smiling at me.
"That…caught me off guard." She said as she tried to wipe her tears away.
I giggled sweetly as I brushed my hands to her pale-white skin. This time, everything feels like a comic with fluttering flowers on the background with fireworks as our lips touched each other. Our kiss this time was really different. Full of love.
I never realized when I gave in to her showering love that served only for me, hidden feelings or other side of me would just come out rushing and she accepted them all. I am so thankful for that and I can't help but to smile.
"I love you too, Frizabelle Marshall; my queen, my mate, my lover, and soon to be my wife. I love you a lot." She said to me as we parted from our kiss.
I blushed from it and hugged her as Lena purred within me that made Ceres chuckled – I almost forgot she can read minds. Then she took me into her arms and carried me like her bride. Being her as a vampire, she was definitely more than just that because we just popped out inside our nest - I mean, my room without any blink of an eye. Inside the room, she let me down onto my feet as she dashed off from the balcony to get my clothes that I left there before handing them to me.
"My lovely dream catcher…" I hymned as I chuckled before wearing the same clothes I just removed a while ago.
"Always." She replied while smiling at me which made my cheeks felt so hot - meaning that I was blushing so red – seriously, how many times I blushed today? Err! Get over it!
She laughed from the argument within my thoughts that made me throw my shirt on her. Bulls' eye! I hit her face big time. Funny.
I heard her groan that made me chuckle before I jumped onto her while she was sitting on the bed then cuddled within her arms again. I don't care if I'm only wearing my lace bra and my pajama; I just want to snuggle with her since she's really comfy. I love her a lot even though her scent still irritates me.
Ceres
Seriously, I woke up when my hand landed where she was supposed to be sleeping which I should have been panicking since her dream last night but I guessed that Lena took her for a run. I sighed knowing that she's okay but suddenly, I felt something heat burning within me which exactly, I heard her screamed for help. I knew it. It was haunting her again. She's awakening into something and Lena couldn't help her with this thing. Its Frizabelle fear not Lena's.
I rushed to where the pain leads me and I ended up reaching the lake. I found Lena on the surface and she was struggling within. She growled at me but I'm her mate and it's my responsibility to do so.
I hushed Lena along with her and good thing she remembered me – thank goddess.
I cradled her within my arms and calmed her down. I sang a song that I felt like singing to her. My heart began to beat faster and it was her fault. I love her very much. This heart and my everything will always belong to her which I didn't care if she would awakened into something she would not be herself anymore.
That's my oath till my dying day – if ever that comes to a vampire like me.