Frizabelle
Saturday - Morning
I groaned as I woke up from my dreamless and peaceful sleep which made me smile since I cuddled around Ceres. But when I turned to my right, she wasn't there or even sensed her around the house which made me sad. I sighed heavily but when my eyes finally scanned my room, I was beyond shocked to what I am seeing. My room was supposed to be clean and a little neat but not this very day, it was a total mess. I mean, really messed up because of the blood splattered around the walls of my room even in the floor and ceiling it was totally visible. It was like there's some massacre just happened here which I didn't even recall when. But what made me even more panicked was the blood covering almost my entire bed.
I screamed as I panicked which made me run off from my bed then fell on the floor. I was quivering in fear since I didn't know what happened or even recalled something like this occurred last night. Then stamping footsteps ran at the hallway then bragged inside my room. Everyone who came to check on me was in shock since my room was a bloody massacre scene. But Mom and Francesca just cradled me into their arms while my Dad ordered my cousins to check the perimeter along with Vincent and Avery. Dad was furious but Rean was just studying me carefully before she laughed. All of us looked confused at her which made her control her laughter.
"Babe, why are you laughing?" Francesca asked her mate which just made Rean giggled more.
"Well, first there's no intruder, second these blood are yours and Ceres." Rean started to explain but I was more confused.
"Okay, Frizabelle, did you remember what happened here? Or remember if something was different around you lately?" Rean asked which made me think of what happened last night but I can't remember but I felt something was different around me lately.
"I don't recall what happened last night since all I could remember I was cuddling with Ceres till I fell asleep then after that nothing. But there was indeed something different inside of me." I answered her honestly as my sister and mother let me sit on my couch while Rean looked around the room especially on my bed.
"Kindly explain to me what you feel then." Rean told me which made me try to recall it.
"Yesterday, I took some runs in my wolf form but when I was about to go back in my human form, I shifted back immediately to Lena. I can feel her but I can't hear her and my sight was total darkness and all blood. I can see blood everywhere in that darkness and it scares me. Good thing, Ceres came and made me calm and shifted back into my human form before we went inside my room." I answered what I could recall about the sudden changes happening inside of me.
"Well, I can tell you this last night's event when you were sleeping it happened again and Ceres took care of it. But since you have the blood of an Alpha and Ceres being Aspire, both of you fought for dominance which resulted in this bloody mess." Rean chuckled as she asked me but I don't remember such a thing.
"Don't worry you two didn't mate last night. I trained Ceres about self-control since she was the perfect example of pure Fallen Rogue" Rean continued but I still don't understand anything what she was explaining to me - us.
"A FALLEN ROGUE?!" Dad shouted into his alpha voice which made everyone who's present in the room whimpered.
He growled and pissed off since he let a fallen rouge inside his pack and turned out to be my mate. He was really mad at himself for not sensing things around Ceres. She's mysterious indeed.
"No...it can't be...she's not...doesn't she?" I whispered quietly that made Rean sighed.
"If Ceres left this kind of detail, meaning she has reasons. Plus, your Mom knew about it since the night she arrived in your pack…" Rean calmly stated while looking at us particularly me. Her eyes were fixed on me.
"Friz, let me tell you that only a perfect mate can see the soul and heart of a Fallen Rogue aside from a wolf that possessed the gift of Sight like your mother has." Rean explained but my mind can't comprehend this easily. Something still a mist inside my mind.
I need her and I want her now! Then, somebody opened my bathroom door and there she was. Ceres was soaking wet with black rob covering her naked body as she scrubbed her hair to dry them off. I ran to her and hugged her.
"I just took some refreshing from your violent act last night." Ceres stated which made me glare at her since I couldn't remember anything about it but she just laughed at my reaction.
"I DON'T REMEMBER A THING ABOUT LAST NIGHT ASIDE FROM THE CUDDLES!" I shouted at her even though we're just inches close to each other but again, she just laughed at me. I'm getting pissed over this reaction of hers.
"Okay. I understand so calm down, my queen and shoot your question. I heard Rean explanations." Ceres calmly told me which I immediately did.
"Is she right about you being a Fallen Rouge?" I asked frankly that made her sighed but still smiled at me.
Ceres sighed then she lifted her left hand and snapped her fingers which made the others in awe. I followed what they were looking at and I saw my bed as already clean. I mean, the bloody bed sheets were already removed and put on the floor and the next thing she did was took me into her arms then to my bed. She let me sit there as I waited for her to reply.
"Yes, I am. Are you going to reject me now that you know what I am?" Ceres answered then asked which made me tears fall down to my cheeks.
"Why? Why didn't you tell me, am not worthy for you? You don't trust me that much? And why would reject you now that I'm in love with you, stupid?!" I asked as I kept on crying but she just laughed at me. I frowned.
"To be honest, it was a complicated past that I've been through and going through that deadly complication turned me into a fallen rogue…" Ceres started to explain to me.
"Complication? What do you mean about that?" I asked since I wanted to know about what she's been through.
"Another story for another time when you are ready to listen to them. Right now, it's not. Since I have to tell you that complication led me to meet Rean who at that time I didn't know was my cousin. She was working with the council and she was great. She's a rogue doctor meaning, she's the one who was handling rogues to prevent them from changing into fallen. In short, I was her guinea pig that time but she was indeed helping me to control it. And when I finally did, that was the time she told me about us being cousins and she let me flee then there I met Vincent, Luna and you." Ceres explained for me.
"But why hide it from me?" I asked as I wiped the remaining tears from my face.
"Well, you're irritated and you kept pushing me away. Plus, I have to hide them from you because I was still haunted by the past and I did that to protect you from me but seems like I affected you too much to the point of your turning into one." Ceres frankly explained as she never left her gaze on mine.
"Turning into one? Explain it to me...and what's fallen rouge, really?" I managed to ask and she nodded while the others listened to their places.
"Okay, just let me get dressed first then I talk." She said that made me nod, then she went back to the bathroom to change since the others didn't leave my room especially Dad.
When Ceres was fully dressed, she sat next to me on the bed and took a deep breath before she opened her mouth to speak.
"Remember my soul when you rejected me?" she asked as she started that made me nod.
"The souls that have been shattered for many years and still manage to be like normal, were a rogue but in my case it was different. In years of living and being through a lot of deadly complications along the way, there was a need for survival from any kinds of threats whether from a deadly hunters or wolves or even my kind. I killed them with no mercy. I was hungry for blood which led me to be a fallen one like I was on the bridge of death. I was the only Fallen Rouge who could switch it on or off at will." She started to explain herself to me and to others.
"But you told me that they're rotting from within, how come not you?" I asked as I recalled our encounter with one fallen rouge.
"I did until I met Rean. She fed me and gave me shelter even though I'm her guinea pig in those times. To tell you this, I almost killed her at first but she was a twisted doctor to remind me of my past. It was the only thing that kept my sanity. From then on, I trained myself along with my cousin until I managed to control the blood thirst then there I met Vincent." She answered me as she kneeled in front of me.
"He was human back then who turned to be my stalker at the bar where I used to work. But one night his scent changed from then without any words from my boss, I was suddenly sold to his family under his name. I took it so I could run away from that flirty bar. We became friends but he didn't know I'm reading him and I pity him which made me slip away at night of the claim. Then I found this pack where I found my heart, my second life that's why I stayed here. Good thing, Luna was the same as me." She continued as her gaze never left mine.
"My Mom? Like you?" I asked when she mentioned it which made my mother laugh and Dad confused all of the sudden.
"Well, you heard me right and this is my explanation why I said you mother was like me. A Fallen Rouge wasn't just from the hybrids' falling from sanity to be an insane one but to everyone who were broken for years and managed to survive it. As they survived without any reason or love to share with, they will rot within. Their rogue scent will be more foul than it used to be but only a few Fallen Rogues managed to control their lust for blood. How? One, Fallen Rogue could control them if their will and hope wasn't tainted by too much hunger for something they desire the most and lastly when they could find their second life mates. But to be honest, it's very rare. Not every Fallen Rogue manages to get either of those, that's why they live for the rest of their lives as walking dead creatures that everyone despite the most." She kept explaining things to me.
"That's why I kept luring you in because you're my second life but it was hard. You hated my scent and that's the proof of me being a Fallen Rouge. Only a mate can smell it." She chuckled under her breath as she mentioned her scent.
"The taint of blood in you chocolate scent." I smiled as I smelled her scent which made us chuckle then she kissed my forehead.
"Do you forgive me now?" she asked me that made me think twice.
"Oh c'mon, don't kill her again. It will be twice harder for me to get her back on her feet." Rean groaned as she teased me.
"Heh, if that happens, I'll kill you again." Ceres teased her cousin that made me laugh but pulled her into my lips.
We kissed like we never kissed before. My heart was beating up to my ears and I felt the heat building within us that made us parted and looked at each other's eyes.
"I love you, my queen." She whispered.
"I love you too, my one and only great fallen rouge." I linked to her and made her chuckle not knowing that we're totally alone in my room.
"Seriously, since when they left the room?" I asked as I felt that we're alone.
"Since you pulled me." Ceres replied that made me blushed and pushed her away.
"Now, help me clean up." I sighed but there was something missing that made me pause on my spot.
"Mine?" Ceres asked me.
"How this room turned into this chaotic mess?" I asked Ceres.
"You did this - I mean we did this. We fought for dominance, you as the wolf while me as the fallen rouge." She replied as she lay down on the bed.
"Okay, let's clean up then." I giggled as I turned around to look at her.
Gosh! She's really like a stunning goddess as she lay down on my bed so alluring and I can't believe she's mine. Ceres chuckled.
"I just took a bath." She snapped as she sat up from the bed but she was wearing this smirk that really heated up my cheeks.
"Don't complain. Help me here." I said while deeply blushing as I turned around to get rid of her wet and after shower look on my thoughts.
"Fine." She replied with her sexy voice.
Shake! This is not good. I'm losing it.
Ceres
Before our conversation even started, I felt Frizabelle burning when she saw me get out from the bathroom with just a rob to cover my naked body. I felt the burning sensation but I didn't want to jump on her since everyone was there. I changed inside the bathroom with the hope that someday, she'll beg to see me naked. I just wish.
I was bombarded by curious gazes and questions from my mate which I have to answer even if some details of it would be shared in another time. After the serious conversation with my lovely queen, I just wanted to snuggle with her on the bed but she cut off my mood. Her bedroom slash our bedroom was totally in a blood mess right now but it doesn't change that fact that...
I want her.
I want her now!
But I hushed myself. We must clean up her room before I seriously entertain the thought running into my mind. So, snapped from it Ceres!