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Chapter 3 - Settle

So I may have or not have been a super creep this week.

But I couldn't get Stars out of my head

I wanted to know her

Take her out

Idk why I am so intrigued by her

And why she is so interesting to me

But I want to

I finally get enough courage again

And don't sound so fucking pathetic

But I ask her out again

This time she is actually okay with going

I meet her for pizza in time square

After we just walk around

"I wish you could see the stars here"

Her voice sounds lost into a night sky

Me too, in Australia the stars are so bright you feel like you can grab them from the sky and hold them

A million diamonds or souls in the sky

"I fell the stars may be our gardians watching over us" she says smiling with bright hazel eyes

I lean in and kiss her

And I kiss her in away that I have only kissed two people in my entire life like

I really like her

I walk her to her apartment and give her a hug and kiss on the cheek

As I'm walking home I feel this urge to go back

To fuck her

But if I really want something or it to mean anything to here

I need to be patient

I finally get home

Take a hot shower

And I can feel myself throbbing

I try to look up Stars social media

But nothing

Nothing at all

Does she not care about me

I'm grabbing the tequila

And put on Marianas Trench by now

I'm really listening to the lyrics

I'm 4 shots in and I know I'm a little more then buzz now

I can't stop thinking of Star

I turn on my phone

Look up porn

Find two girls ducking so hard

I slide my boxers off

And I start to touch myself I incision stars body

Her soft golden skin

Colliding into mine

I feel her bare chest nipple grazing again my chest above my breast

I cum so hard

Then I cry like a fucking baby

What the fuck are you doing Ash

You want to be with someone else

But you go and fuck your self over your ex

How pathetic can you be

My phone goes off

And Stass is calling me

I answer the phone

And of the bat I say hey I'm drunk right now I might not be the best to talk to.

"I don't mind at all I was actually going to see if you wanted to go to a club tomorrow. I love dancing"

Sure I am down

She giggles we talk for three hours

But she has to get off when her roommate comes home

I feel like her roommate may be a bitch for her to get off the phone

But oh well at least she called right

I now know she is 29

She like bright and dark colors

She isn't big on reading

But she is very great at flirting

To good that she is a tease

A very big tease

The one that will get me in-trouble