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Chapter 7 - L.O. Fuck the rest

This man comes out of the elevator

Hey babe everything okay. He says with a deep voice.

American voice at that

No accent

No fucks

Hey baby everything is fine this is Stass friend Ash. I guess she was just leaving

I feel this out in my stomach

A low blow

And if I had balls that would of fucking hurt more

Hey I saw you calm and collective

Hey I'm Alex

Are you ready for the dinner he looks at her with an eyebrow raised

Yeah let's go tell the world we're getting married. Umm it was nice to meet you Ash.

You too

What I'm the actual fuck just happened

Did I just play this off like I didn't know

Did I play it well enough he didn't suspect a thing

I need to just get the fuck home

My phone keeps going off

I just

I just don't want to deal with anything

But Stass means a lot to me

I can't leave her like that

I find the courage to look at my phone

She is saying a lot of pissed off words

I mean she has a right

I hurt her tonight

On top of it

I got so stupid in front of her over a girl it should of been done with

I call her

She doesn't answer

As I walk up to my apartment

She is standing there

She is calm

She has been crying

So that was a hot mess

I owe you an explanation.

I say calm as possible

But I'm sure she can tell I have been crying

Well let's go grab some pizza and beers

The great thing about this city

Is it never sleeps

She holds my hand as we turn the corner to the nearest pizza and bar

I explain most of everything

I tell her how much Star meant to me

How much I loved her

How much I had to learn to let go

But she had a hold on my heart

That as much as I wanted to leave I couldn't

She waits the whole time listening to every word

She doesn't show any sign of being hurt

She is being so compassionate

I can't believe I fucked this all up I finish off saying

Then I tell her with you not Star.

Oh ash you don't mess anything up

I love you

And all I want to do is be here even if you are stunned by an old lover

I want to be right here for anything she says with a soft voice

I am so unbelievably sorry Stass

Honestly it's okay, I'm glad we were able to get this out and talk this through. Soooo should we go back to your place to finish what we started.

Before I know it we are back at my place tear each others clothes off

I feel how wet she is between her legs

I fuck her

She is moaning in my ears

I'm trying not to close my eyes

I'm trying not to picture her

But my eyes close

And I see Star

But not the way she was before

With blond hair

Her moaning face

Her eyes rollin into the back of her head

And i cum

We roll over and Stass cuddles next to me

She is out with in moments

I laid there

Trying to ease my mind

Trying not to think of here

Stass rolls over

And I cover her I putt my boxers on and go to the bathroom

My phone lights up

Normally I ignore things at this time

But it's a notification from my Instagram

I open and see a message

From Star