This man comes out of the elevator
Hey babe everything okay. He says with a deep voice.
American voice at that
No accent
No fucks
Hey baby everything is fine this is Stass friend Ash. I guess she was just leaving
I feel this out in my stomach
A low blow
And if I had balls that would of fucking hurt more
Hey I saw you calm and collective
Hey I'm Alex
Are you ready for the dinner he looks at her with an eyebrow raised
Yeah let's go tell the world we're getting married. Umm it was nice to meet you Ash.
You too
What I'm the actual fuck just happened
Did I just play this off like I didn't know
Did I play it well enough he didn't suspect a thing
I need to just get the fuck home
My phone keeps going off
I just
I just don't want to deal with anything
But Stass means a lot to me
I can't leave her like that
I find the courage to look at my phone
She is saying a lot of pissed off words
I mean she has a right
I hurt her tonight
On top of it
I got so stupid in front of her over a girl it should of been done with
I call her
She doesn't answer
As I walk up to my apartment
She is standing there
She is calm
She has been crying
So that was a hot mess
I owe you an explanation.
I say calm as possible
But I'm sure she can tell I have been crying
Well let's go grab some pizza and beers
The great thing about this city
Is it never sleeps
She holds my hand as we turn the corner to the nearest pizza and bar
I explain most of everything
I tell her how much Star meant to me
How much I loved her
How much I had to learn to let go
But she had a hold on my heart
That as much as I wanted to leave I couldn't
She waits the whole time listening to every word
She doesn't show any sign of being hurt
She is being so compassionate
I can't believe I fucked this all up I finish off saying
Then I tell her with you not Star.
Oh ash you don't mess anything up
I love you
And all I want to do is be here even if you are stunned by an old lover
I want to be right here for anything she says with a soft voice
I am so unbelievably sorry Stass
Honestly it's okay, I'm glad we were able to get this out and talk this through. Soooo should we go back to your place to finish what we started.
Before I know it we are back at my place tear each others clothes off
I feel how wet she is between her legs
I fuck her
She is moaning in my ears
I'm trying not to close my eyes
I'm trying not to picture her
But my eyes close
And I see Star
But not the way she was before
With blond hair
Her moaning face
Her eyes rollin into the back of her head
And i cum
We roll over and Stass cuddles next to me
She is out with in moments
I laid there
Trying to ease my mind
Trying not to think of here
Stass rolls over
And I cover her I putt my boxers on and go to the bathroom
My phone lights up
Normally I ignore things at this time
But it's a notification from my Instagram
I open and see a message
From Star