I'm staring at Alex and I follow him into the elevator
He doesn't say anything
He is holding my hand
And as we come to the parking lot
He finally takes a deep breath
Star he says with an uneasy voice
Was there more then what I saw he asks concerns
What do you mean
That girl was basically throwing clothes on
Was she like waiting for you?
Did she know you?
Do you not want this?
Yeah she was throwing her clothes on cause she was having Sex with Stass when I walked in
I didn't mean to interrupt and I felt so embarrassed I cried. Then that girl came out and apologized for what happened. I try not show that I am lying
That I want to tell Alex I do know her
That I do love her
Wait don't say that
God Star don't do this to yourself
Just let it go
Your getting married soon
Okay I just want to make sure she isn't someone to you like that girl Sarah from your past. He says more calm and relaxed
Oh no that girl is long gone
I don't even have any contact
We get to the restaurant
I see Alex's mom
And family
The night is going fairly well
I go to the bathroom
I sit to pee
I pull out my phone
I see myself in the reflection
And before I know it
I'm looking up Ash
I'm sending her message
Dear Ash,
What a night it has been running into you. I never imagined finding you on social media. Never thought to stalk you. But here I am in your DMs writing you. And it may be all the alcohol I have had tonight or the fact seeing you caused a rift in my heart. God I have missed you. Why did you have to show up now? Why now of all my life? I was in love, I was slowly letting you go I was so close. Well I want you to know.... no i can't do this to Alex. This was dum I'm stupid
And you low that moment when your brain is saying no don't send and your heart says sorry.
Yup I pressed send
I waited for a little to see if she opened it
She didn't
I deleted the message from my inbox
Went out the door and said it had to stay in there
Alex comes up and kisses me
I am going to marry this man in 4 months
And I can't just not
I love him
As he pulls away I want more
I whispered in his ear let's go
I want you so bad
We are driving
But I want to erase my mind
I make him stop in the parking grave. I said just park please
I slipped my panties of and climb on him. I slid him in side of me
I go slow at first
But then something is boiling over me I ride faster
Pushing him deeper inside
He is moaning
I'm enjoying see his face
But then I close my eyes
And there is Ash
I cum so hard
And moan so loud
That when I get off of him
He goes that was new and exciting
We need to get you liquid up from now on
I laugh so hard
I go to kiss him
I'm ready to go home