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Chapter 8 - Star

I'm staring at Alex and I follow him into the elevator

He doesn't say anything

He is holding my hand

And as we come to the parking lot

He finally takes a deep breath

Star he says with an uneasy voice

Was there more then what I saw he asks concerns

What do you mean

That girl was basically throwing clothes on

Was she like waiting for you?

Did she know you?

Do you not want this?

Yeah she was throwing her clothes on cause she was having Sex with Stass when I walked in

I didn't mean to interrupt and I felt so embarrassed I cried. Then that girl came out and apologized for what happened. I try not show that I am lying

That I want to tell Alex I do know her

That I do love her

Wait don't say that

God Star don't do this to yourself

Just let it go

Your getting married soon

Okay I just want to make sure she isn't someone to you like that girl Sarah from your past.  He says more calm and relaxed

Oh no that girl is long gone

I don't even have any contact

We get to the restaurant

I see Alex's mom

And family

The night is going fairly well

I go to the bathroom

I sit to pee

I pull out my phone

I see myself in the reflection

And before I know it

I'm looking up Ash

I'm sending her message

Dear Ash,

What a night it has been running into you. I never imagined finding you on social media. Never thought to stalk you. But here I am in your DMs writing you. And it may be all the alcohol I have had tonight or the fact seeing you caused a rift in my heart. God I have missed you. Why did you have to show up now? Why now of all my life? I was in love, I was slowly letting you go I was so close. Well I want you to know.... no i can't do this to Alex. This was dum I'm stupid

And you low that moment when your brain is saying no don't send and your heart says sorry.

Yup I pressed send

I waited for a little to see if she opened it

She didn't

I deleted the message from my inbox

Went out the door and said it had to stay in there

Alex comes up and kisses me

I am going to marry this man in 4 months

And I can't just not

I love him

As he pulls away I want more

I whispered in his ear let's go

I want you so bad

We are driving

But I want to erase my mind

I make him stop in the parking grave. I said just park please

I slipped my panties of and climb on him. I slid him in side of me

I go slow at first

But then something is boiling over me I ride faster

Pushing him deeper inside

He is moaning

I'm enjoying see his face

But then I close my eyes

And there is Ash

I cum so hard

And moan so loud

That when I get off of him

He goes that was new and exciting

We need to get you liquid up from now on

I laugh so hard

I go to kiss him

I'm ready to go home