STAR:
What in the hell.
Why are you here
How are you here
Where in the world
I just don't get it
Ash stares in stargaze
Her lover is standing in the door
ASH:
Star
Is it really you
How
What
Where
Okay stupid time to breath and ask her an actual fucking question
Star, how are you? What have you been up to? Are you here to live or stay?
What the fuck kinda question was that
What am I doing
Her dress stupid.
Star:
You know what I'm leaving I need some air please
Just carry on really
Just please Ash
For the love of God don't follow me
Please stay.
ASH:
I can't we have to talk please hear me out
Please don't make me stay
We need to talk
STAR:
We can't
I'm sorry
I have my fiancé down stairs
We can't talk
Did she just say fiancé
Am I letting her out of this door
Do I open it for her
Was I to think she was going to stay forever
Did I want her to be mine
No she obviously fucking didn't want to wait for me
I mean hello earth to self you didn't wait for her
No there is a girl in this room that you are making look really bad
Now turn the fuck around and say something to her
Tell her something
Show her you care
Hey Stass
I know I have made myself look incredibly stupid
But I honestly need to get some air
Does that mean run after Star she says with a stuck throat
I know she is about to cry
It's coming on
And I fucking caused it
Look before I move any further in this moment and fuck everything else up
Please just let me do this
I kiss her on the check as tears roll down her face
I'm throwing on clothes well running out the door
But I didn't have to run far
Star was in the hallway
Holding back her own tears
Ash.. for the love o...
I hug her
I hold her so tight against me
That I forget I'm not fully dress
I'm holding onto a shoe
And I'm just holding her
I honestly waited for her to push me off
I waited
But her arms wrapped around my waist
I can smell her hair
It smells like vanilla
And all I want to do is to keep holding on
When all of a sudden the elevator dings
And she pulls away
And just like that I feel the train hitting me