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Chapter 6 - Hold n Breathe

STAR:

What in the hell.

Why are you here

How are you here

Where in the world

I just don't get it

Ash stares in stargaze

Her lover is standing in the door

ASH:

Star

Is it really you

How

What

Where

Okay stupid time to breath and ask her an actual fucking question

Star, how are you? What have you been up to? Are you here to live or stay?

What the fuck kinda question was that

What am I doing

Her dress stupid.

Star:

You know what I'm leaving I need some air please

Just carry on really

Just please Ash

For the love of God don't follow me

Please stay.

ASH:

I can't we have to talk please hear me out

Please don't make me stay

We need to talk

STAR:

We can't

I'm sorry

I have my fiancé down stairs

We can't talk

Did she just say fiancé

Am I letting her out of this door

Do I open it for her

Was I to think she was going to stay forever

Did I want her to be mine

No she obviously fucking didn't want to wait for me

I mean hello earth to self you didn't wait for her

No there is a girl in this room that you are making look really bad

Now turn the fuck around and say something to her

Tell her something

Show her you care

Hey Stass

I know I have made myself look incredibly stupid

But I honestly need to get some air

Does that mean run after Star she says with a stuck throat

I know she is about to cry

It's coming on

And I fucking caused it

Look before I move any further in this moment and fuck everything else up

Please just let me do this

I kiss her on the check as tears roll down her face

I'm throwing on clothes well running out the door

But I didn't have to run far

Star was in the hallway

Holding back her own tears

Ash.. for the love o...

I hug her

I hold her so tight against me

That I forget I'm not fully dress

I'm holding onto a shoe

And I'm just holding her

I honestly waited for her to push me off

I waited

But her arms wrapped around my waist

I can smell her hair

It smells like vanilla

And all I want to do is to keep holding on

When all of a sudden the elevator dings

And she pulls away

And just like that I feel the train hitting me