"Your hear", Star whispers in my ear

She touches my chest

I can feel her body collapse into mine

I'm feeling her breath hot on my neck

I'm taking her clothes off

She is so soft

My hand gli..

BEEEEP BEEEEPPPP!

Ugh

Leave it to an alarm to fuck that dream

It's been 2 years

2 years to long

I guess we really did go separate ways

I don't even know if she returned back to this so called land of the free

But she never contacted me

I'm finally on my last year of med school and I can taste freedom

I have my job lined up for me In the big Apple

But it doesn't mean I don't miss Star

And all I can hope is that she misses me every now and then.

I'm taking my last final this Friday

And I'm so excited to graduate

To be Head nurse

Sounds like I was meant for big things

As the week flies by

Graduation comes with a breeze

I find myself packing up my stuff at college and moving back to where my heart shattered

I'm finally getting settled

And as for as love and every late night fucks

I have kinda stopped my playboy stuff

And decided if I find the one

I'll marry this one

I guess.....

Or maybe

Just maybe I'll just keep having fun

Because a good fuck and late night sneak out are better then dealing with bullshit and drama

But dreaming of her

Feeling those emotions

Can really fuck with me

Well what the fuck are dreams for any way