i forgive you , i forgive all of you . For the last few days i had this intense feeling of hurt , betrayal and depression . It followed me everywhere .
Nights went by without my knowledge , days were spent with me in tears , trying to get rid of this black cloud that follwed me .
I realised that the people around me , only brought those feelings with them . A sense of suffocation , that i always felt around others.
i tried so hard to be happy , laughing , smiling , telling jokes . But these few months i accepted myself as someone who is who they are and not who people want them to be.
i hurt people to and have a fair amount of mistakes . All i want is for those i did wrong to forgive me and to learn from my mistakes .
And forgive those that have wrong me because keeping that memories only will bring me pain and misery nothing more.
So i forgive you ...
~A.