Authors's Pov
Bakugou felt pressured by his class to tell them but he wasnt going to give in that easily, he didn't want Todoroki to found out that it was actually him that Bakugou had fallen for.
"Come on Kat please tell us" Kiri pleads I cross my arms and shake my head "give me a good reason to" I smirk knowing they can't, "your mean you know we don't have a good reason" Mina pouts I laugh "because if you say who it is and they are in the room maybe they feel the same" I turn my head to Todoroki.
"Not possible" I say looking down "you'll never know unless you say it Bakugou" Todoroki says encouraging Bakugou, 'why am I encouraging the boy I like to tell us who he likes when it's not me' Todoroki thinks to himself. "I know they don't feel the same way" Katsuki states while looking at the floor, he feels tears in his eyes but pushes them back "the only way to find out is to Say who it is" Momo states. Bakugou sighs "I couldn't say even if I wanted to" he mumbles hoping no one heard him but with his luck Shoto did "why can't you Bakugou?", Katsuki sighs "because it's not that easy for me as it is for you guys" the blonde boy says with sadness in his tone.
"What do you mean Bakugou?" midoriya asks Bakugou gets angry "because it's not that easy for me you dumbass!" He yells to the green haired boy "woah Kat calm down he just wants to understand what you meant by that" Sero says, Katsuki just grunts in response "Bakugou we can't help you if you don't tell us" Tokoyami says calmly "maybe I can't tell you have you ever thought about that!" He yells in irritation. "Kat calm down and tell us what's wrong we are your friends and just want to help you" Kiri says and the class starts agreeing with him, "are you scared to say it?" Mineta asks making ojiro hit him over the head "no I'm not scared im just..." Katsuki trails off.
Shoto tilts his head "your just what Bakugou?" Katsuki snaps "IM FUCKING GAY!" He shouts they all go quiet, "there I fucking said it now fuck off" Kiri's eyes soften for his best friend "Kat you don't have to be ashamed of being gay I'm gay So is denki, jiro and momo we don't judge you or think of you differently" kiri explains trying to comfort his friend. "Hes right Bakugou you shouldn't be ashamed of it I myself am gay its nothing to be ashamed of" Todoroki says, kiri looks at him and smiles the two nod at each other Bakugou just stares at Todoroki. "So now that that is out the way Bakugou who do you love?" Momo says excitedly Katsuki sighs 'they aren't gonna stop' Katsuki gives in, "You know what you lot will never stop so whatever I like Todoroki, happy now" as soon as he said todoroki Shoto's face turned red everyone looks between the two boys who are now both as red as tomatoes.
"I like you too" Shoto says Kasuki's eyes widen "Y-you do?" He asks in disbelief, before anyone could say anything else Katsuki's phone started ringing. Katsuki looks at it and sees it's his monster of a father (I'm allowed to say that I'm the author) he picks it up, "Hello" he says as he stands up and walks into another room "hello suki I need you back straight after school tomorrow" Katsuki rolls his eyes. "Yes sir may I ask why?" He hears a chuckle "of course love, well Enji Todoroki the billionaire has asked us over for dinner tomorrow so I need you back so that you can get ready on time" Katsuki frowns "of course sir I'll be there" his father hangs up.
Katsuki feels tears fall down his face and just let's them for a minute or two what Katsuki intended to be a few minutes of crying, actually turned into more than a few as he slid down the wall of momo's kitchen. He pulled his knees to his chest and rests his head on his knees just letting the tears fall, "why does it have to be me?" He cries out quietly so no one would hear him.
With the rest of the class
Back in the living room everyone was talking about how they think it was brave of Katsuki to confess, or that they want Shoto and Katsuki to get together but Shoto couldn't help the feeling that something wasnt right.
After a while Tsuyu realises that Katsuki has been gone for to long "hey where'd Bakugou go?" She asks aloud everyone stops what they are doing, "I don't know" Kiri states, Shoto sighs "I'll go see if I can find him" they nod he gets up and goes walks through the hall into the kitchen.
Shoto's PoV
I walk into momo's kitchen and immediately spot Bakugou silently crying with his knees pulled to his chest, I get concerned "Bakugou, are you okay?" I ask he jumps in surprise and looks at me "yeah, I'm fine" he wipes away the tears. "I'm just fine" I give him a 'bitch I know you ain't fine' look and he sighs, "honestly Todoroki I'm fine" I sit down next to him "1 people don't cry for no reason 2 I know that your not fine and 3 you can call me Shoto" I respond.
'honestly he doesn't look okay at all'
"Okay fine I'm not okay but I will be and you can call me Katsuki to" he smiles but I can see the tears in his eyes, "okay now that we know you're not okay wanna tell me what's wrong?" I ask I do really care for Katsuki. I just want him to be happy "can we not talk about it I just I can't not right now" he asks, "of course when your ready" I respond with a small smile "thanks" he says. He lays his head on my shoulder I freeze for a second but I then relax a lay my head on his head, after a minute or to I hear quite sniffles I look down and see Katsukibis crying. I wrap my arm around his shoulder and comfort him "shh its okay" I try to calm him down, "hey you wanna know something?" He lifts his head to look at me I see tears rolling down his gorgeous face.
"What?" He asks with a teary voice I smile "I like you like a lot" he smiles a little "why?", I rasie a brow "why what?" He looks down "why do you like me I'm nothing special" I frown and lift his chin up to make him look at me. I look into those ruby red eyes and see nothing but sadness and a hint of hope, "That's not true Katsuki you are kind, caring, smart, talented, amazing and a beautiful person so don't ever thing that your not don't degrade your self.
Please don't ever think that your not those things because you are, you're a amazing person inside and out", he smiles and kisses me I am surprised but I kiss back after a minute we pull away. He has wide eyes "I'm so sorry" he looks away. I smile and make him face me again "you have nothing to apologise for" he frown "did you mean what you said?" I nod "every word" he smiles, we sit in silence just staring at each other for a few minute "I like you a lot as well" he breaks the silence. Bakugou blushes and covers his face "you're cute when your embarrassed" the blushes creeps up to his ears I chuckle, "be mine" i say he looks up at me "w-what?" He asks in disbelief I look into his eyes "Be mine" his smile grows bigger. He nods rapidly and hugs me "yes" I smile and hug him back after a minutes he pulls away "can we keep this a secret just for a while I'm not ready for everyone to know just yet" he ask/explains, I nod "of course we can" after this we went back into momo's living room and we all sat and talked for a while.
It became quite late so we all decided to call it night and go to sleep momo's house had a lot of guests room, so we all got our own room I go to bed thinking about the events of today and how I now have my boyfriend. Katsuki Bakugou I fall asleep with a smile on my face my last thought was 'I finally have the boy I love', in the morning I wake up to my phone alarm and start getting ready for school. I take a quick shower then brush my teeth and brush my hair making sure to separate the white from the red, I put my uniform on then the shoes and grab my bags and phone then go to momo's kitchen to join my classmates. I walk in the kitchen to see Katsuki cooking and everyone else sitting in the living room waiting for breakfast, I walk over to him "morning Katsuki" he turns and smiles "morning Shoto" I walk over and kiss his cheek he blushes.
We started talking about school when my phone rang I told him I'd be back and that I had to answer it, he nodded i went into the hall and answered the phone "hey baby bro" it was touya I smile "hey tou what's up?". I wonder why hes calling "dad said that you had to dress smart once you get home, we were having over one of his friends and their daughter for dinner" I rasies a brow "who is the friend?" You could hear the curiosity in my voice"I don't know" he says. I sigh "alright I'll come straight home after school then" he chuckles "okay then bye Sho" I chuckle at the nickname "by tou", after i hang up i went back in the kitchen to see my class already sitting at the table eating I took a seat next to Kami and started eating.
Once we had all ate we got our stuff and headed to school on the way Katsuki got a call and said he'd catch up, we walked quite fast as we had to be on time once we got there we all split up to go to our lockers. Katsuki came about 10 minutes later and he looked sad and worried in a way 'I wonder what's wrong', I walked into the class room and sat at my seat waiting for class to start. Mr. Yagi walks in and starts teaching us biology but I couldn't pay attention, I could help the feeling that something bad is going to happen.
Lunch time
The bell rang for lunch I join Katsuki, Kiri, Kami, Mina, Sero and Jiro at there table I sit opposite Katsuki eating my soba, the group are in their conversation but I couldn't help but notice that Katsuki looked a little down. I can tell Kiri notices as well cause he asked "hey Kat what's up? you look a bit sad" Kateuki just shrugged, "nothing just not feeling to good" he responds but I could tell it was obviously a lie even so I didn't say anything. I just let him be if something is wrong I'm sure he'll tell us when he is ready, we all sit peacefully eating until Kami asks "hey so now that we've established that both Kat and Todo like each other are you two gonna get together?".
This causes the while tablevto erupt in silence we both look at each other I see the desperation to not tell them so I give a slight nod, "No, no we are not" they all frown and sigh "it's a shame you two would make a good couple" Sero says I see a small blush on Katsuki's face. I wanna see that every day so I decide to do something to make him blush even more, I smirk "I think that if we did get together Bakugou would be the bottom" they all agree he glares at me but has a massive blush on his face. Katsuki growls "you're all a bunch of assholes" then he walks off I frown I made him angry, I get up and follow him I see him run into the bathroom and walk to the bathroom as well. I try to open it but its locked I knock on it and dont hear anything, "Katsuki" I get no reply I knock again "Katsuki I saw you run in here open up" still no reply.
Katsuki's PoV
I run into the bathroom i made sure I was alone and lock the door behind me then I walk over to the sink and open my bag, I take out my box of blades and take 1 out i look in the mirror and see tears in my eyes. I pull up my uniform sleeve on my left arm and take a deep breath I put the blade to my arm, 'knock' I freeze "Katsuki" it's Shoto I shake my head and get back to the task at hand I swipe the blade across my skin and watch as the red liquid drips into the sink.
"Katsuki I saw you run in here open up" I continue to cut my arm shutting everything else out, 'this is punishment for letting Sh-Todoroki see me cry, for kissing him, for agreeing to be his, for letting him get close, for letting my father do those things to me, for letting my guard down in momo's house and for KILLING my mother' by this time I was full on crying but I didn't make any sound not wanting Sh-Todoroki hear it. "Katsuki open up please I'm sorry i didn't want to make you upset" i look down to my arm and see at least 15 new cuts I decide that's enough, I put the blade away then take out the clean bandages that I carry in my bag I clean my now bleeding arm then wrap it up. I finish wrapping my arm then look in the mirror my eyes are red and puffy, I turn on the sink knowing he can hear it then splash my face a few times I look back up and it doesn't look like I've been crying.
I quickly pack my stuff back in my back then pull my sleeve back down and put my blazer over it (Bakugou wears a long sleeve shirt), I swing my bag over my shoulder then walk over to the door I hesitate for a second "Katsuki please just open the door and talk to me" he sounds sad. 'I made him sad' I put my forehead on the door then take a deep breath I unlock the door and slowly open the door, I see him standing there I look at him then start walking away I hear him following me. 'I'm not going to class' I walk through the hall not even bothering to talk to him I walk to the stairs and walk up them onto the roof, i go over to the edge and sit down with my feet hanging off I sit there staring out at the woods that's behind the school.
I hear him just stand there watching me as if I'm gonna try and jump or something, I sigh and turn my head to him he looks into my eyes I motion for him to come sit with me. He obliged and sat next to me i turn my head back to the woods just watching as the birds fly around the trees, we sit in complete silence until todoroki decides breaks it "wanna tell me why you ran?" I contemplate what yo say "I just needed some alone time" 'lies'. I can't let him find out about everything I need to keep it a secret it's the only way he'll be safe, the only way I can keep from him being taken away from me if anyone found out about my father I'd die and so would they. "I know that's not the truth you was fine this morning until you got that phone call what happened?" He is so observant it's annoying, I stay silent not wanting to say anything it was my damn father on the phone he told me I had to dress up as his daughter again. That man is so obsessed with my mother he makes me dress like a fucking female 'I hate him I hate him so fucking much' I having to do that, "y'know you can tell me, right?" He ask softly I nod "yeah I know I just..." I shake my head "nevermind" I change my mind have to keep quiet.
He pulls me closer to him I tense up but soon relax and rest my head on his shoulder we sit like this for the rest of lunch, the bell rings Shoto stands up and starts walking away I stay where I am he notices and asks "aren't you coming?" I shake me head and just continue to stare out at the woods. 'I'm gonna have to keep my distance, I can't let him in not ever, maybe if life was different we could have been happy and together but not in this life, I wish things could be different after today I'm gonna avoid him, I have no choice but to.
If he ever found out about my father he would leave me anyway so I'm only speeding up the inevitable, if that monster ever found out I was gay he'd beat me senseless and torture me straight and then hes most likely make me watch as he murders Shoto, I dont want that so if I have to lose him to keep him safe I will do just that' I'm pulled out my thoughts to the after school bell 'shit how long have I been up here' i walk over to the roof door and run down the stairs. I run out the building and straight home 'hes gonna beat the fuck out of me for skipping classes' I run as fast as I can, I make it back within 10 minutes I unlock the door and walk in, "I'm back sir" I say I hear footsteps they sound like hes angry 'oh fuck' he comes from the living room "you are lucky you need to look your best tonight or you'd be getting punished why the hell did you skip your afternoon classes?!" He yells.
I flinch "I'm sorry sir I lost track of time" he rasies a brow "doing what?" I gulp "I was drawing on the school roof and lost track of time I'm sorry" he puts his hand on his face, then shakes his head "just get up stairs and get ready your outfit is already in the bed" I nod and run upstairs. I open my bedroom door to a beautiful red dress that is sleeveless
With a ash blonde long hair wig next to it I roll my eyes then go to the bathroom and take a quick shower, after that I dry my hair and brush it then put the damn wig on then the dress. The door opens and in walks my father he looks at me and smiles "you look beautiful Suki" I just nod he has his hands behind his back, I look at his arms and he notices "oh I got you some shoes to wear" he pulls out a pair of red Heels to go with the dress
I'm not gonna lie they are beautiful he walks over and hands them to me then says "we'll be leaving in thirty minutes dont keep me waiting" I nod then he leaves, I go over to my drawer and grab some ankle sock then sir on my bed while I put the socks and shoes on.
I go into my closet and pick out a small red purse and put my phone inside it then I walk out and stand in front of my body length mirror, I look like a fucking girl "Katsuki hurry up!" He yells from down stairs I roll my eyes and sigh, I leave my room and walk down stairs he smiles at me I walk over and grab my leather red jacket and put it on.
We then leave the house and walk to the car.