Two months later
Katsuki's PoV
Its been a month since i last cut Shoto and Eiji have been a lot of help they ways come up with stuff to tell my father so that he will let me go out, which for some reason he lets me but he reason is unknown to me its like hes changing but i wont get my hopes up i know its onky a matter of times. I know you're probably thinking Kat just be happy he has stopped hurtig you right? Well you're stupid because i can never be happy, thats how it always go you get happy then something has to ruin it so no i wont be happy.
Right now im at Eiji's house with him, Mina, Denks, Hants, Jiro and Sho again im surprised my father let me be here, its a weekend to he usually loves beating me and forcing me to pleasure his clients on the weekends. Maybe he knows about the cutting and is waiting for the right time to beat the shit out of me for it, or he could be trying to change but i doubt that one very much like 100% its not possible i don't even think he knows what a good father is or what it even means.
"Kat?!" I zone back in and they are all looking at me "Y-yeah?" "Are you okay?" Sho asks i nod "Yeah im fine i just...need a minute" i got up and walked out and diwn the hall into the spare bathroom, i shut the door and locked i went over to the sink and looked in the mirror and all i see is a empty, souless and lifeless boy. I don't see hopeful and alive eyes i see hopeless and dead eyes i see a mistake a worthless, useless mistake,i hate what i look like i hate what i am im weak usless a nobody unloved no one could love someone like me.
I shake my head to rid me of the thiughts but they wont go away i look down at nt wrists and see my scars, i run my hands iver them thinking the pain went away when i cut i look up again 'Do it' its all i can hear. I open the medicine cabinet and search For the razor blades. I find one behind the bottle of Advil and pick it up i seperate the bkade from the razor, i put the razor down and the blade to my wrist i close ny eyes and the only things that come to my mind are the bad ones.
I look at my wrist and take a deep breath
'Slice'
Mistake
'Slice'
Worthless
'Slice'
Useless
'Slice'
Weak
'Slice'
Unloved
'Slice'
You killed your own mither, muderer
'Slice'
Gay
I stop and watch as the blood seeps out into the sink i turned the water on and put my arm under it i winced when the water touched the new cuts, they were deep but not deep enough to hit a vein or make me lose to much blood once it stopped bleeding i turned off the tap and looked for some bandages. I found some and wrapped up my arm then i pulled ny hoodie sleeve back down i looked in the mirror to see i was crying, why am i crying i wioe my eyes then walk out the bathroom i went down to the kitchen and made a glass of Stawberry milshake.
After i had finished my milkshake i went back up but stopped at Eiji's bedroom door as i heard they were all talking "im worried about Kat you guys" it was Mina, i rolled my eyes she doesnt care about me no one does "Yeah same he's been acting a little distant the past week and jumpy he keeps zoning out too" Hanta says.
I roll me eyes again 'Oh pelase you idiots don't care about me you just pretend you do' i shake my head thats not true they do care about me, 'No they don't no one does and no one will' i shake my head a second time then decide to go in open the door and they look at me. "Hey Kat" Eiji says i just grunt in response i sit on Eiji's bed and lean against the wall, "Hey do you guys wanna watch a movie?" Eiji asks, i shrug everyine else either said 'sure' or 'yes' i honestly just want to sleep he stood up and walked over to his Tv.
He put Annabelle the doll movie on none of us objected to it we all dat in different places i stayed in the bed leaning on the wall, my wrist was hurting but i didnt pay any kind to it cause if i do Shoto will see and will be pissed cause i cut again. So imma try to not let Shoto see my arm at all i felt the bed next to me dip and turned my head and just ny luck Shoto Todoroki was sitting right next to me, see me and Shoto have been taking it slow he knows because of my dad we can be out in the open but he does3nt mind that.
He put his arm around my waist i look at him i look back at at the Tv and move away but he pulls me right back, "Stay" he whispers i frown 'I'm not a dog y'know' i move away again but he pulls me back to his side again. I look at him and he says "Stay or ill put you on my lap" i look down st my wrist and nod 'why am i just submitting to him like this', its like im his or something i dont know why i sumbitted to him but i know i ain't gonna let him put me on his lap.
The movie started and i started aatching it Denki, Eijiro Hanta were sitting together Denki was in between Hanta's legs while Eiji was next to Hanta with his arm over Hanta's shoulder, Mina was sitting wih Jiro she was sitting next her they were all the floor and Obviously the peppermint boy was next to me holding me by the waist.
I started getting tured so i laid my head on his shoulder i closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.
Shoto's PoV
We were watxhing Annabelle i looked over at Katsuki and he was asleep i sighed and laid him down he whimpered in his sleep i looked down at my hand on his arm, 'he didn't' i pulled up his sleeve and i saw he had bandages on his wrist and there was blood seeping through it. "You've got to be kidding me!" "Todo whats wrong?" It was Kiri i turned ot him "he did it again" he raised a brow, then his eyes widened "Shit" i look down at Kat then back at Kiri "Why?" He asks i rub mt hand through my hair "i dont know but im not gonna let him do it again" "what are you gonna do we can't stop him" Kiri says "uh guys what sre tou talking about?".
"Katsuki needs to tell you guys not me its not my story to tell" they all nod i sigh "What are you gonna do Todo?" Kiri asks i shrug, "i dunno but i gotta think of something he cant keep doing it" he nods then sits backdown and watches the movie i sit down on the bed and look at Kat. I frown and turn to watch the movie ill have to wait til he wakes up and then talk to him he was fine he stopped so why did he start again?
The movie finishes and Kat is still asleep i shrug and walk down to the kitchen to get a drink i grab a cup of orange juice, i made some sandwiches for everyone then went back upstairs into Kiri's room. I open the door and walked in "I made sandwiches" they all turned to me and smiled i place the tday on the floor, i sit on the floor with the group and take a sandwich "Thank you Todo" they all say i just nod.
I sat and ate my sandwich and juice while the rest just talked and watched It chapter one, i do love that movie we all sat watching It i rested my back against the bed.
AUTHOR'S PoV
Shoto and the gang were so deep into the movie that they didn't notice that Katsuki had woken up he looked down at his wrist to see his sleeve pulled up, he panicked quickly pulling his sleeve down to hide his new cuts as he knew Shoto would go Absolutely ballistic if he saw them.
Katsuki got up from the bed careful not to make a sound he sneaked out of the room and went down to the kitchen to get some food, he started cooking food he didn't notice at first but he was being watched and who was it watching him None other then Masaru he was outside the Kirishima residence.
Katsuki didnt notice until agter he had cooled the food that he had made enough for the whole gang so he put the food in plates then made some drinks for them then He set the table and put all the plates on it and the glasses of juice, he then went upstairs to get the others when he opened the door to see them all panicking while looking at the bed.
He looked at them confused "why are you all panicking?" They turned to the door and sighed in relief "Kat we thought something had happened you, you why didnt you tell us where you were going?" Eijiro says to the Ash Blonde boy Katsuki shrugged "i was hungry so i went downstairs and made food but endednuo making rnough for all of us so come on let's go eat".
They nodded and followed Katsuki downstairs they all went to the table they all sat down and started eating the food that was Katsudon, Masaru watched as his son laughed and had fun with his friends althiugh he wasn't prepared for whatbhe heard next.
The teens were all eating and joking about when Denki asked this "So Kat when were you going to tell us that you and Shoto were a thing?" Both Katsuki and Shoto both snap their head to him, "W-what?" The rest join in "yeah you guys were sotting all cozy and happy together earlier not to mention whenever you to are together you blush like crazy" Jiro states.
Shoto blushes and looks at Kat to know wether or not to tell them Katsuki gulps and nods "Um well yeah we are but we weren't gonna say anything yet you guys have to swear not to tell anyone" Katsuki explains, to say Masaru was pissed is an understatement he was beyond Pissed that Katsuki was in fact gay he had his suspicions but now he knows.
For the rest of the night the kids decided to celebrate the new couple the five promised not to tell anyone about Katsuki and Shoto then they all went back upstairs, they all sat and watxhed a movie Denki, Hanta and Eijiro slept in Eiji's bed, Mina and Jiro slept on the spin couch that Eiji has and Shoto and Katsuki slept on the long rectangular couch.
Masaru went home to prepare his Red room for when Katsuki came home he was gonna make Katsuki wish he was dead instead of Mitsuki.
Katsuki's PoV
I fell asleep in Shoto's arms last night he told me that he needed to talk to me today but i dont know what, Im in the kitchen eating breakfast when ny phone rings i look and see it was my Dad i sigh and answer it.
Me: "Hello"
Father: "Hey Suki how are you?
I raise a brow What?
Me: "Um im okay?" It sounded more like a question
Father: "I nerd you home later today okay?"
I frown
Me: "Yes sir"
Father: "Okay see you then Suki"
Me: "Yes sir" he hung up
I sat there in complete confused was he just being nice? Why? That just confuses me more like seriously what the hell, "Hey Katsu" it was Sho i smile "Hey Sho" he looks at me with a raised brow "What's wrong?" I sigh "i need to go home later mt father wants me home but i think something bad is gonna happrn he was being strangely nice".
Shoto didn't like that idea one bit "You're not going back and i dont care what you say im not letting you get hurt by him again", i shake my head "I got no choice Shoto i have to go back or else it'll be worse when i do go back". Shoto shakes his head "You aren't going back there at all not today not ever im not letting him hurt you anymore" he got his phone out "Shoto what are you doing?", he looked at me "Doing something i should have done when you first told me" i rasie a brow until i hear "Hello poloce please".
I panick "Shoto no" i try to take his phone but he stops me "Hello yes I'd like yo report a crime of Child abuse and rape" i start crying "Shoto please" he shakes his head "No its not me its my boyfriend", fear takes over 'he's gonna kill me' "Its his father" im so dead so so dead "Shoto please" he looks at me aand frowns "to late, oh yes we are at ** ***** **** *** ***"