Katsuki's PoV
We are in the car driving to the Todoroki's I'm so worried what if Shoto knows it's me I'll be screwed, I'm in the passenger seat just staring out the window "remember Katsuki while we are there your name is Satsuki Bakugou undertsood" I nod.
"yes sir" he sighs "also while we are there you will address me as father is that clear" I nod and frown "yes sir" he nods, the drive is about 30 minutes so we have been in the care for about 25 minutes which gives us 5 minutes left.
We arrive at the Todoroki house and get out the car I follow my father to the front door he rings the door bell and I stand behind him, the door opens and I hear "ah Madaru welcome" it was a man my father greets him "hello Enji this is Satsuki" I come out from behind. The man looks at me and smiles "Hello Satsukinits nice to meet you" "hello" I say in a female voice and its sounds so real its unbelievable, Enji welcomes us in and leads us to the living room "kids come down stairs the guest are here" he says and I immediately become anxious. First is a man with red hair and blue eyes then a female with white hair and red streaks with grey eyes then a boy with the same as the girl and grey eyes as well, and finally the one I dreaded Shoto Todoroki they wear all wearing fancy clothes I must admit Shoto looks sexy in a suit 'no Katsuki no in front of your father' I think to myself.
"These are my children Touya, Fuyumi, Natsu and Shoto" Enji introduces them they all wave or just smile Shoto has his emotionless face as usual, "Children this is Masaru Bakugou and his daughter Satsuki Bakugou" I wave and hide a bit behind my father. dont judge me I dont want shoto to recognize me they a smile but shoto has a raised brow I turn my head so he doesn't look I to my eyes, then a woman with white hair walks in "this is my wife Rei todoroki" Enji informs we all smile at each other.
After a while Enji speaks up "Shoto since you are Satsuki's age why dont you take her to your room and keep her company while the adults talk" now I am very worried, I look at father who looks at Enji who is looking back at my father "that's fine with me just dont do anything inappropriate" he says. Shoto and I walk out the living room he leads me into his room he sits on his bed and I sit at the chair in front of his desk, I look everywhere but at him his room is painted half red half white like his hair his bedding is the same basically his whole room is split in red and white. "So Satsuki how old are you exactly?" He asks I look at my hands "I'm 15" I can literally feel his eyes on me I refuse to look at him, "why do you look so worried" I dont answer that "is it because you knew I'd recognize you, Katsuki" I snap my head up to him 'Fuck' my eyes widen and see the amused look on his face.
"Did you really think I wouldn't recognize you?" I look away 'he's probably disgusted by me' "no I knew you would" I say just above a whisper, "why?" I look back at him i can feel the tears wanting to fall but i can't let them not now not here. "Why what?" He gives me the 'dont play dumb' look i sigh knowing he is asking why I'm pretending to be a girl, "I dont have a choice" he rasies a brow "Katsuki tell me what you mean" i dont know how long I can keep the tears back. I shake my head "its nothing okay just don't let him find out you know it's me please" he walks over to me and leans over me, "why are you so scared" I stay silent I can't tell him I've already said enough he looks into my eyes.
I advert my eyes from him and look everywhere but him "Katsuki look at me" he says in a serious tone I don't think can hold the tears much longer, I look back at him "tell me the truth" I shake ny head and look away "I can't" I whisper I know he heard it though. He puts his hand on my chin and makes me face him "why not?", I try to move my chin out of his hand but he tightens his grip "Katsuki" he warns I move my eyes so that I'm not looking at him I can't anymore the tears fall. Slowly but they are falling 'I wish you could help me Shoto I really do but you can't'. "Please just don't" I plead I can't have him find out about any of it I've now fucked up twice he knows it's me, I've told him I have no choice he sighs wiping my tears away.
"I'm sorry just don't cry please" he says softly I nod and wipe the rest of the tears away "I'll let it go for now but you have to tell me eventually okay?" He says, I nod "yeah okay" we sit on his bed talking about drawing and he shows me some of his pictures he drew they are amazing we laughed about things Kiri and Kami do. Those two are dumbasses but they are my best friends so I can make an exception for their idiotics, "Shoto, Satsuki it's time for dinner!" His mother calls we smile and leave his room and go to the dining room for dinner. We go in and I sit next to my father and he next to his brother Touya we are all sitting and eating when Rei asks "So Satsuki what do you do for fun" I look at her, then smile "I like drawing, reading and writing stories" I look at my father to see a smile on his face "oh what types of stories do you write". I think for a second "I write horror, fantasy, romance and mystery but my favourites are horror and mystery" I see a slight smirk on my fathers face and shrug it off, "Satsuki also likes singing" he says I look at him and send a slight glare hes right I do but not around people I am shy and insecure about my voice.
"Oh really maybe we could hear her sing then" Fuyumi says looking at her mother who nods I shake my head and look at Shoto who looks at me with amusement, "would you do that Satsuki?" Natsu asks I look at him then back at my father who as a smirk like he is telling me I will and I dont have a say in it. I sigh "yeah okay" they all smile "well Touya can play the piano so he'll play while you sing after dinner" Enji says Touya agrees I just frown, Shoto has a smile like he is entertained by this I will get you back at school Shoto just you wait. After dinner everyone gathered in the living room and Touya sat at the piano "what song Satsuki?" He asks, I think for a second "7 years by Lucas Graham" he nods and starts playing so I get ready to sing.
"Once I was seven years old my momma told me
Go make yourself some friends or you'll be lonely
Once I was seven years old
It was a big big world, but we thought we were bigger
Pushing each other to the limits, we were learning quicker
By eleven smoking herb and drinking burning liquor
Never rich so we were out to make that steady figure
Once I was eleven years old my daddy told me
Go get yourself a wife or you'll be lonely
Once I was eleven years old
I always had that dream like my daddy before me
So I started writing songs, I started writing stories
Something about that glory just always seemed to bore me
'Cause only those I really love will ever really know me
Once I was twenty years old, my story got told
Before the morning sun, when life was lonely
Once I was twenty years old
I only see my goals, I don't believe in failure
'Cause I know the smallest voices, they can make it major
I got my boys with me at least those in favor
And if we don't meet before I leave, I hope I'll see you later
Once I was twenty years old, my story got told
I was writing about everything, I saw before me
Once I was twenty years old
Soon we'll be thirty years old, our songs have been sold
We've traveled around the world and we're still roaming
Soon we'll be thirty years old
I'm still learning about life
My woman brought children for me
So I can sing them all my songs
And I can tell them stories
Most of my boys are with me
Some are still out seeking glory
And some I had to leave behind
My brother I'm still sorry
Soon I'll be sixty years old, my daddy got sixty-one
Remember life and then your life becomes a better one
I made a man so happy when I wrote a letter once
I hope my children come and visit, once or twice a month
Soon I'll be sixty years old, will I think the world is cold
Or will I have a lot of children who can warm me
Soon I'll be sixty years old
Soon I'll be sixty years old, will I think the world is cold
Or will I have a lot of children who can warm me
Soon I'll be sixty years old
Once I was seven years old, momma told me
Go make yourself some friends or you'll be lonely
Once I was seven years old
Once I was seven years old"
Once we are finish I sit down and ignore the smug look on my damn fathers face, "that was amazing Satsuki" Fuyumk says I thank her then look at Shoto, who has a smile on his face "are there any other songs you know?" Natsu asks I nod "sing another one" Rei says, I nod "Touya can you play Silence by marshmallow the singer" he nods and plays the piano.
"Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
'Cause all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort
All this time, I've been hiding
And I never had someone to call my own, oh nah
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone
But I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I'm in need of a savior, but I'm not asking for favors
My whole life, I've felt like a burden
I think too much, and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long"
I sang while sitting down I couldn't be ask to stand up this time they clap like I'm an actually singer at a concert like the actual fuck, after that we all talked then it was time to go home so my father and I leave and go to the car. On the drive back I rest my head on the window "please dont make me do that again" I say he chuckles "why suki you did good and those performances were really nice" I roll my eyes, we get home and I run straight upstairs to my room I lock the door behind me then let the tears out.
I take the dress off and throw it in the wash basket I took the heels off and throw them in the closet then did the same with the wig, I then put on some shorts and a t-shirt I plugged my phone on charge and dash the purse in the closet I had already hung my jacket up downstairs. I lay down in my bed and closed ny eyes to sleep but life is a bitch to me as my phone pinged off, I pick it up to see Shoto had messaged me it said 'hey Katsuki y'know you have a great voice' I glare at my phone then reply with 'oh yeah well that's the first and last time you'll ever hear it'.
He annoys me but I do like him so 'oh don't be like that or I'll make you sing in front of Kiri and Kami', my eyes widen the nerve of him I respond with 'you wouldn't' he sends this 'I would' he starts calling so I answer it.
"You wouldn't do that" he laughs "oh but I would" I galre at the wall "you're evil" he chuckles "you love me really" I shake my head, "nope I don't" he makes a scoff sound "oh really?" I nod "yup" he laughs "then why'd you kiss me the last night" my face goes as red as a tomato. "I dont know what your talking about- I was cut off by knocking on ny door "hang on a sec" I whisper and hide my phone under my pillow, "yeah" my door opens and my dad walks in "hey suki" I get scared 'fuck not now shoto is on the fucking phone and can hear everything'.
"Who were you talking to?" He asks I gulp "no one" he rasies a brow "are you sure because i could have sworn i heard you talking to someone" he says in a calm voice, I shake my head "I wasnt talking to anyone I mean who am I supposed to even talk to I'm alone in my room check if you want" I say sarcastically. He smirks "y'know I still need to punish you for skipping your classes" my eyes widen 'fuck' I shake my head "please don't" he places his hand on my cheek I flinch at his touch "go to the Red room and wait for me" I shake my head "I don't want to" he slaps me "I didn't ask what you want go now" he says in a scary tone and with a face that says 'if you don't I'll hurt you more' I nod and leave my room.
Author PoV
Katsuki walks out and goes into the Red room he sits in the chair and waits for his father, the blonde boy has tears in his eyes hoping his father doesn't do to much damage 5 minutes later his father walks in with Katsuki's phone. Katsuki's father doesn't know that Shoto is on the phone he thinks the phone is dead but Katsuki knows the truth which is why he looks even more scared because Shoto is about to hear everything, his father places Katsuki's phone on the table then walks over to the teen and caresses his cheek "go stand over there" Katsuki got up and walks over to the wall.
His father walks over and takes Katsuki's clothes off he then chains Katsuki to the wall by his wrist so he is basically like a cross, "why did you skip your classes?" His father asks in a deadly voice as he walks over to the metal table and picks up his whip. "I told you I lost track of time" the ash blonde boy says scared his father whips him Katsuki screams "how many classes did you miss?" Katsuki gulps "4" his fathers face goes dark "4 classes I'm going to whip you 4 times and I want you to count if you miss on I'll start again understood" katsuki nods "yes" Masaru swings the whip back then hits Katsuki on the stomach Kstsuki screams then "1"
Shoto couldn't do anything but listen to what was happening he wanted to help Katsuki but he knew he couldn't, this is not in his hands but Katsuki's he listened as his boyfriend was whipped and screamed. He had his phone off loud speaker so no one in his house would hear what he was hearing, the dual haired boy had tears falling down his face he listened as Masaru Shouted at his son and whipped him. Shoto felt helpless he couldn't do anything to help the boy he likes, he heard more smacking sounds and screams he closed his eyes trying to stay calm.
Masaru felt happy he felt powerful as he whipped his son he found pleasure in the pain and screams his son was experiencing, he enjoyed conflicting pain onto his son he blamed him for his wife's death so he sees this as something Katsuki deserves.
(I wont say much about him because i DO NOT under any circumstances like Masru I want him to burn in hell)
Katsuki tried to keep from screaming but it was no use his father just hit him harder and harder each time, "I think that's enough" Masaru says and puts the whip down he picks up a knife and walks to the teen. He looks for a clear place on Katsuki's body to cut he looks on the boys left thigh to see there are no marks, bruises or cuts he smirks and kneels down he starts carving into Katsuki's thigh making the him let out a blood curdling scream.
Katsuki knew that his boyfriend could hear everything and he didn't want to have to know what Shoto would think about any of it, he is scared Shoto will leave him he has to tell Shoto the truth tomorrow but what does he say 'oh hey Shoto what you heard last night was my father abusing me hes been doing it my whole life he doesn't know I'm gay and if he did he'd make me watch as he kills you and he makes me dress like a girl because he is obsessed with my dead mother he rapes me and let's his clients rape me' katsuki doesn't think so.
Katsuki kept screaming as his father cut into his thigh after Masaru finished he puts the knife down and turns back to Katsuki with a evil grin, he walks back in front of the scared teen "what did you do in Enji's sons room?" Katsuki says immediately "nothing we just talked about drawing and he showed me his drawings" his father believed him.
"did you do anything with him?" Katsuki knew what his father meant and shook his head rapidly, "no I swear I didn't do anything with him" you could practically see the fear flowing from the teen. Masaru didn't believe his son even though he could see the fear radiating off of katsuki, he unzip his jeans and pulls them down along with his boxers Katsuki's eyes widen "no please don't" katsuki pleads but his screams when Masaru slams his dick into his son. "Please stop it hurts" he begs as his father rapes him Masaru laughs seeing his son beg him to stop only turned him on more, making him go faster and more aggressively he loves the sound of his son screaming and crying.
Shoto had to hang up he couldn't listen to it anymore he knew what Katsuki's father was doing just now he couldn't handle hearing it so he had to hang up he wipes his eyes, he sits on his bed after hours of just worrying about Katsuki hoping he doesn't get hurt more Shoto falls asleep.
After about two hours Masaru let Katsuki go and told him to take his phone and go to bed as he had school Katsuki limps to his room and bandaged his wounds, then looked at his phone to see shoto hung up he must had not wanted to hear any more than he already had. Katsuki put his phone back on charge and went to bed he fell asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow
'What am I gonna tell Shoto tomorrow'
'Katsuki needs to tell me the truth tomorrow and I'm not gonna a let it go this time'
Was their last thoughts before they fell into a dream each.