πΎππππππ‘π 17
Pagpasok ko sa kwartong naka reserve para sa honeymoon namin ni Raven ay bumungad agad sa paningin ko ang mga petals ng red rose sa ibabaw ng kama. Nakahugis puso itong naka ayos sa ibabaw ng kama. May mga decoration rin para sa kasal ang nakadikit sa dingding ng kwarto. May light candles sa ibabaw ng lamesa malapit sa may floor to ceiling glass wall.
The room was so romantic, and it never stop the tears that keep on falling from my eyes. The pain I'm feeling right now is unbearable. Dahan dahan akong naglakad palapit sa kama at naupo, pinagmasdan ang mga petals na nasa kama, tsaka ako tumayo at naglakad rin palapit sa banyo.
Doon ako mas lalong napahagulhol. Ang galit at sakit na naramdaman ko ngayon ayas lalong tumindi. Lumapit ako sa bathtub na puno ng tubig at di na napigilan ang sarili at pinaghahampas ko ang tubig na may mga petals at scented light candles na nakalutang sa tubig. Wala akong paki alam kung mababasa man ako. Nagkalat rin sa sahig nag banyo ang mga petals at scented candle.
My heart aches more. Lumusong ako sa bathtub at doon mas lalong humagulhol.Β I mourn my broken heart.
Kahit basang basa ay wala akong paki alam na naglakad palapit sa mesa. May dalawang wine glass na nakapatong doon. May isang bote rin ng wine ang nakapatong sa lalagyan nito. I consciously grab the wine bottle ang pour it on the wine glass. Isang lagokan ko lang at naubos ko ang wine na nasa baso, kaya nagsalin ulit ako.
Halos maubos ko na ang isang bote ng wine nang pigilan ako ni Cadu. All I could do is to get mad at him.
"Why didn't you punch him! Why didn't you hurt him! Huh?" galit na saad ko kay Cadu. I don't give a damn if he'll be wet because of wet dress.
"He hurt me! Bakit di mo siya sinuntok!" I shout as my tears keeps on flowing. Cadu just hug me tight as I cry in his arms. "W-why?" I keep on asking on him, but he just hug me.
Dahil na rin siguro sa nainum kk, hindi ko na na kontrol ang sariling wag halikan si Cadu. My body wants him, just him.
"Kera, you're just drunk," Cadu's hard breathing didn't make me stop from what I am doing. Alcohol drives me already, that even me, I can't control it anymore.
"P-please, Cad," I couldn't recognize my voice when those words comes out from my mouth. It's like a plead, but more moan as I pressy body into Cadu's.
"Baby, you'll regret this tomorrow. Please, you're just drunk," malalim na ang paghinga ni Cadu, at alam kong malapit ng maubos ang pasensyang meron ito.
I knows it. The way Cadu responds my touch and my kisses, I know he wants me too. Like how I want Cadu right now. It may be the alcohol drove me right now, but I don't care. All I want to do is to give everything I have to Cadu.
Everything.
My moans skips in my mouth as Cadu's lips travel to my mound. I hardly breath as Cadu suck my left breast like a hungry baby.
"Aahh. . .uhmm.. .C-cad," I moan as he pressed his face to my left breast.
I couldn't stop myself from shouting in so much pleasure as Cadu pound me hard. Losing his self control as so as mine. Cadu's horse voice lingered on my ear as he collapse in my top.
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