A hunger pang gripped me again, and I stumbled how long?
Was it a day already what the f**k?
The baby was walking towards me, the smile on its cute lilac face I couldn't resist the little thing, maybe I should eat it?
The first thing that passed through my barely functioning brain was... Food.
Yup, now I was about ten minutes from becoming a savage I stared at the tottering child and thought to myself: if the lamb delivers itself to the slaughter I'd be in the right if I gladly ate it right? I can even eat the other "lambs" here to as the main course and hopefully a tasty appears to be desert.
The aroma was so good to my nose; I had to close my eyes and sigh.
A few snickers were heard, my head cocked to a side, and I opened my eyes. They were closer than I'd realised I took in their lilac forms one female and three boys the female looked to be about fourteen; the boys seemed to rage from thirteen to sixteen; they were all taller than me, the eldest one looked about eight feet the girl looked half a foot taller than I was with the smallest boy was about my height and the other who sat seemed shy from the eldest similar in looks but not twins at least not identical still they could I suppose pass for one, even if some twins weren't identical I cocked my head further and stared harder, his face seemed harder, his eyes more slanted, the other had this arrogant look about him as if all should pay heed to both his looks and presence... Even his word... It reminded me of my husband but he was all male and his arrogance was well, let's just say it had my full approval in the aspect.
Right at that moment I thought of the most ridiculous thing, I mean I heard one of the boys speak but the hunger I felt it was eating away at the body, I've never starved since coming from "that place" but I felt like if I go hunger it would be my doom or maybe this world.
I mean, what if when I actually was unable to eat that I lose my precious body and was thrown back in "that place"?
Or what if I disappear, or simply just devour everything?
"Our new pet doesn't look too stable,"
"Stil the youngest have grown attached without breaking it yet,"
"This one seems different... I feel..."
I jolted at what they said among themselves wait pet?
Broken?.
Ok, so I was tossed in here to be a pet for these little fuckers? I laughed I mean, I laughed so f**king hard and long tears clouded my vision, but not so much so that I missed the foot, the girl brought up to kick me; I raised my hand to block it, using a bit of force to send the little shit flying.
I picked up the adorable toddler, then swung my foot up and caught the largest boy's fist that came at me and dragged him closer kissing him on his cheek, lifted him and slammed him down, lifted him again and sent him flying with a sidekick to the side of his head, hearing something snap but didn't really care..these kids wanted to beat me up first, retaliating in kind is only fair.
plus they seem sturdy enough, there was a crash as I looked at the baby waiting.
"You are an adorable thing, yes, yes," I said, making kissing noises at him.
the baby cooed reaching up to me, probably my hair, I turned my gaze to it not bothered if the baby pulled it or not, walking in the direction the boy had flown in. Passing through walls until I stood in a room that had, yup; my f**king secretary, but he looked different.
hmmm, his colour seems awfully-
my stomach chose that moment to clench, fffs, I'm going to die from it!
Hunger, I had been starving.
Searching,
Calling and was almost beaten by god damn children!
"...and this mother f***Ing man--this thing--c**t was to be my secretary I don't care! what the f*ck he was, but he served me and here he was as I was feeding on myself-"
Ah yeh, my rant was like a roar I felt the veins on my temples protrude my anger was about to explode.
I was losing it.
"Ms-"
"I left home where food was aplenty, where I can get some d*ck damn it to be brought around giants to be abused by f**king children are you-" my breath became heavy, I felt so weak, why would the shits attack me?
For f*cks sake, what did I ever do to them?
Why oh why do I always end up in weird situations?
My frustration was building by the second but I was so weak my body... It was feeding on itself, my vision wavered and the flash of darkness... a yawning darkness flashed Infront of me.
I remembered this darkness, roaming alone for an unending time, seeking some form of comfort from another soul always hungry.
Always weak.
Always feeling my body slowly feed on itself until I knew nothing.
Until I just lost the will to move, the will to live, lonely..hunger.
until the light appeared one day, as my body ate me from the inside, a cycle I knew so well.
Organs, blood, bones and finally my skin an agonisingly slow process that I wished each time it would end, before I was grown again; from a speck to my form roaming, starving to repeat.
I had simply gone mad, I knew I did, but that light beautiful, wonderful light.
The first face I saw was my husband's, the dragon, stalker, those twin boys and another set of male twins followed by a white-haired, red-eye male and from afar the wolf, Secretary... All of them somehow were in contact even if so brief moment or extended, I'd seen them, heard them.. their scent the only thing I knew for the first time making me swear that I will find them.
That I will own them, making them mines in a way no one else can or dare to.
"How could I forget?"
"I fear nothing!"
"Ignorant? How dare you!"
I was confused. What did it mean I could not fail as they did?
I opened my mouth to speak, but pain passed through my head and my mind just seemed to go blank for a moment.