March 28/94
Hello, today was a good day. I was re-reading my diary for the past few weeks and what a geek I am. First, I say all this stuff about Jason and just wanting to fool around with him cause I didn't want a boyfriend, but he was so hot I couldn't resist. Then all of a sudden I'm going out with him and going crazy! I can't even hardly understand myself sometimes.
All I know is when I first met him I was like WOW, he is amazingly sexy. But I never really talked to him, so of course, I just wanted to fool around. Which, whenever I say that about a guy, it never happens anyway. But hey, you can hope, right?
Then I found out he liked me and I'm like, oh shit, now I've got to decide whether or not I want a boyfriend, and I actually didn't. Then I started calling him and stuff and we kissed and he turned out to be a really great guy! He's so sweet and nice and makes me laugh, and for the first time in a year, I'm happy! God, even me and my dad are getting along better.
He's awesome. See, I know Jason is sexy as hell but I can look past that now and see the person underneath and I really really like him. I don't know what I'm feeling right now but I don't ever want it to go away. I could fall in love with him. But he told me I can't tell him if I do. And tonite he told me that if we go out for a while it might start to seem like he doesn't like me but it's just that he has a hard time telling a girl he really likes them a lot.
He also says I'm different from all the other girls he's ever gone out with. Which is weird, he couldn't quite say how, and I know it sounds like a pick-up line but, no seriously, I believe him, I truly do. I think we are going to go out for a long time because I just have a feeling, and everything is good, great, right now. Jason hasn't really truly liked all the girls he's gone out with, but he likes me, I hope he likes me. I'm pretty sure he does. God, I sound like a crazy teenager in love. Well, you know what I mean! I gotta go.
Later
Kate + Jason