2 years later
His tension grew, with his breathing that became more rapid. With the pain in his chest, and he bends over to lean on to the memories of her.
Air that came in gasps, his sobs that get chocked in between. Fixing his mask now, he sinks into his hoodie. He drops crying into the ground.
Sitting down the cold floor of the empty bridge. Silence was broken with a faint noise calling his name.
"Jungkook?" The familiar voice asks, not being able to comprehend due to his hazy drunken state.
Feeling his mask being pulled down, he whines quietly. His vision that was still foggy peered down the figure in-front of him.
"What are you doing here? Are you drunk?" The soft female asks worried, the heavy reek of alcohol from him.
Rubbing his eyes off his tears now finally fully aware of who it was, he stayed silent. Gazing at the person he wanted to see the most right now.
"Lee Jieun?" his deep voice cracks.
He wrapped an arm around her shoulders and pulled her close. Despite the heaviness in his chest, it fluttered at the feeling of her body pressed against his.
Clumsy fingers trailing through her arm absorbing the fact she is here, he clasps her hand.
"What are you doing?" She flusters, her eyes filled of worry.
"You're not supposed to be here like this, where is your manager?" She added fidgeting her hands off.
Jungkook rather stayed quiet, his eyes fixed on her even with his sluggish vision.
"Let's take you home." She wrapped his one arm around her shoulder, holding onto his waist struggling to stand up.
Struggling to stand up, she calls to the person accompanying her to help.
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Jungkook who finally rested on the back seat, struggles to balance him self as she was trying to buckle his seat.
He eyes her side view, allowing himself to lose balance at her shoulders. Jieun's heart pondered abruptly, feeling his breath through her skin. That heavy smell of alcohol that brushed her as he called her name continuously.
"I missed you." He murmured.
Pacing over her heartbeats that increased with every heavy breath, she flinched through his words pulling him away.
As they faced each other, breath intertwining now. He repeated the words that occupied his mind.
"I missed you so much." Eyeing her features slowly, reaching to her lips.
She turned away, throat heaving. Trying to hold in her tears, she finished buckling and closing the door behind her. Reaching out to the front seat.
"Do you know where he lives?" The unfamiliar voiced man asked her.
Lee Jieun shook her head slowly. The voices faded over Jungkook slowly as he feel asleep.
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"We should wait for him to sober up, I will take him home don't worry." He tried assuring her placing Jungkook in bed.
Jieun who couldn't keep her eyes averted from her first love that she hasn't talked to in almost 2 years, watched him as he flipped in bed.
"Lee Jieun, we will manage this don't worry about the media. I have this under control." He patted her shoulder leaving the room.
Now looking back to Jungkook, she sits next him as he aggressively flipped around the bed twisting the sheets. Wiping a drop of his sweat with her fingers, his eyes tremble open. She removes her hand quickly.
Groaning, she gets up from the bed, weight of his hand trying to sit properly. He turns to her gasping his breath.
Jungkook's eyes now finally meet hers. His fingers tug the sheets, hearts fluttering.
"Do you have a headache?" Concerned, her hands feel his forehead checking for his temperature.
Feeling her soft hand over his face, he holds her wrist. Putting her hand down away from his. He leaned in closer admiring her, eyeing her up and down.
Not believing his eyes and thinking it's all dream. Missing her so much that he now thinks he is imagining her right infront of him.
His lips move to her cheeks sloppily, kissing every part of her skin he could feel, vividly. Breathless, her body tingles. Holding on to his shoulder, moving him away.
Facing him now, he stares down into her lips. He leans in once again, his hands go through her soft hair. Pressing into her lips, warmth surging both of them.
He lowers himself and at the same pushes Jieun to lie back on the bed, trying to reach out more to her, and eventually hovering over her.
She gasps as he is pressed over her, his fingers running down to her waist gripping her stronger.
Losing breath he backs off, he grips on to the sheets trying to stay still. His body trembled, his weight was now fully pressed into her. Feeling every aspect of his body over hers.
"Jungkook?" She calls out as he lost his consciousness.
She pulls him off her, finally gasping for some air. His hands and legs still wrapped around her, she eyes him sleeping calmly.
The pain through her chest increased as she remembered their last conversation.
How he ended everything that day.