And how much I would give to be in her warm arms again
He tasted her cherry lips and savoured the warmth of them. Her hand looped around his neck and one in his dirty blonde hair . She tugged lightly when he bit her bottom lip . He just knew how to kiss a woman. An expert.
As they kissed, his hands grabbed her waist . His kisses went south, her collar bone, her neck . His kisses were addicting, as he kissed more she wanted more .
Moans escaped her lips as he left love marks on her neck. For a reason, she imagined Sebastian's lips on her skin, his touches rather than Alex's . Did she care about him ? When did that happen? It's been a long time since her .
What were those inferior feelings ?
She pushed Alex away from her . She felt disgusted . How could she do that to someone so pure like Alex.
"June, did I do something wrong ?" He asked worriedly .
She shook her head, " I'm sorry, it's me "
He furrowed his brows. By the time he opened his mouth to talk to her she was gone .
June opened the door to her house. It was dark . And there she found him .
"Why are your lights so dim " he said, a glass of bourbon in his hand and a leg over his another leg.
"I love darkness...I spent my life in it . What are you doing here ?" She placed her bag on the couch and hung her cardigan . She was left with only her body tight olive dress.
She poured a glass of wine and sat opposite of him.
Sebastian frowned and placed his glass on the coffee table. "You smell like another man" and just then he noticed the hickeys on her neck . " were you acting like a little whore ?"
June took a sip from her wine. Was he jealous?. She nodded and added "My personal life is none of your business " . She looked at the city from behind him and continued. "Why are you here ? I don't like repeating myself "
He felt an emotion that he didn't experience for long but he knew it all too well . Jealousy. Surging through his veins like poison. He felt like he was the only one who had the right to touch her and then again he wasn't believing he was thinking this way . She was his enemy for God's sake. He'll make her his and then he got an amazing idea . Maybe she didn't have to apologize to him.
"You still have another day...save your self while you still can "
"Do you honestly think I take your time threats seriously ?"
Sebastian let out a scary chuckle, "your firm that you spend your life building is know mine and the people you thought you could trust betrayed you . Next is your turn" he stood up to leave but June stopped him . She groped his arms .
"What did you say ? Yours ? What are you talking about ?"
Sebastian took a paper out of his pocket and showed it to her .
June took it out of his hand and read it again and again . It was the same paper she signed today. But it didn't have Alexander's name but it was Sebastian's . Even Sean .
A tear left her eye . She placed her hand over her mouth . She didn't want to cry but this was it. This is where she gave up. "Wh-why ?? Wha-what did I d-do to deser-deserve this ?
She kneeled as her knees went weak. She hugged the paper and began crying uncontrollably once he was gone .Her life was gone. Out of her hands.
Sebastian smiled one last time before leaving . His heart clenched once he was out of her place. He felt pain wrap around his heart. This was the first time he saw her weak and as much as he wanted to go and console her he knew this was needed for her to give up . Maybe this was the last straw for her but for him there was still one more thing to do . The final blow that will destroy her.
June woke up on the floor of her house, tears that were still wet traced their path against her cheek. Her eyes were puffed up. She looked horrible. She got up slowly and felt a sudden ache in her back.
That what happens when you sleep on the floor. She let out a moan. She know knew now homeless people slept and she felt really bad for them.
"You woke up...finally "
She looked back of her and found Jenna in the kitchen preparing something.
"Jenna? What are you doing here? Ho- what?" Jenna walked to her and placed her hands on June's cheeks.
"It's alright, compose yourself, June . You shouldn't allow him to taste your defeat" she wiped a tear that fell from her eye. "Don't, June, don't cry...not yet."
June nodded her head vigorously . This was true . Being strong was no longer a choice. She would never give up. She could die trying but she wouldn't let him get a glimpse of her defeat. "What will I do now, Jenna ? This was the final blow...my home"
Jenna stroked June's hair, "what goes around...."
"comes all the way around..."
"Yes! This one ! Oh god, you look on fire " Jenna exclaimed as June tried the seventeenth dress for the day.
June ran her hands over hips, the dress accentuated them and finally she saw those strenuous workouts results show. "Hmmm..if you were a man, you would want to bang me ? " she asked with a dead tone.
"Totally"
"Great, then that's it " she started applying her make up and checking herself out in the mirror." And finally, the most important step, your signature perfume " . She sprayed her perfume until it felt like it rained on her.
She looked in the mirror and saw her reflection. For twenty years, she couldn't recognize herself, she was constantly changing her looks, her values and her loyalty. She was never loyal to anyone not even herself and that made her very dangerous.
So ...hey babes. Another twist, another forehead slap and it is just the beginning and there is still more to come. *winks* this is going to be a long way towards hell. If you like it then vote and comment what you think. Till then see you in the next chapter.
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