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Chapter 18 - 19th Consequences

Menace' eyes cleared to their normal purple color again and she tried to navigate in the room she was in. Slowly she got her balance back.

I'm in the protection room. I made it in here but there was something else.

It's hard to remember at first. Then it clicked.

Trick. Oh no.

Menace ran to the atelier, entered and looked around but he wasn't there.

Where was he? Did he got hurt? Staring at the pencils on the floor for a few seconds, she ran to the station.

Care caught her infront of the door.

Fear spread in her eyes.

"How is he?", she asked terrified. "Trick, he will be ok. A broken leg. It will take him a few days. He sleeps now", Care answered. Menace nooded and her fast heart beat got a little calmer. Then she asked:"can I still see him for a second?" "I don't think this would be a good idea", Care said. "I have too", Menace called and opened the door to peek in. She saw how Trick layed with a bandage on his leg sleeping in the bed. He looked hurt but in peace. Something broke in Menace' heart and her eyes filled with regret, guilt and tears. What the hell did I do? How could I do this to my own little brother? How could I hurt him so bad? Even Care couldn't heal him.

Care realised how she felt.

I said, this wasn't a good idea.

He tried to talk to her: "This isn't your fault, Menace. You lost control. This is not on you"

On who else is it then?! It was me. I hurted him.

Silent Menace left towards the hallway, trying to hide her tears. Care called after her but she didn't react.

I need to be alone now.

Menace ran up the stairs passed to the second floor straight across the aisle in her room. When she closed the door behind her and leaned against it, tears were all over her face.

How could I do this? How could I do this to him? My little Tricky. I love him so much. I'm a monster.

She managed to reach her bed, sat down and hold her hands over her face letting it all out.

Why did this happen? How could I lose control so fast? This never happend so fast before. I always feel it coming to reach the protection room fast enough, so noone gets hurt. Why not this time? What's wrong with me? What changed?