Edo looked at Karin with teary eyes.
"Hi, why are you crying Do?" Karin asked, wiping Edo's tears.
"Handsome men are forbidden to cry." Karin continued, staring into Edo's eyes closely.
If Karin can give her opinion, Karin sees that actually Edo is not permanently crazy. Edo is just experiencing mental shock and only his brain can decide he wants to recover or stay put to forget his true self.
Karin still feels Edo's awareness there, because after a while Edo's attitude changes. Like when Karin dropped Edo's body with a reflex Edo parried and countered his attack. And when Edo was tied up and wanted to be injected, there was still fear there. And now that Edo is crying, Karin is increasingly convinced that Edo is only suffering from psychological wounds that make his heart shaken violently.
And it's all because of him, Karin feels guilty and feels responsible for Edo. Everything Edo experienced was purely because of him, who had hurt Edo until he entered this hospital. Still feeling guilty, Karin treated Edo's knuckle which was almost finished.
"Edo ... are you hungry?" Karin asked again, rubbing Edo's stomach which sounded.
Spontaneously, Edo's injured hand grabbed his stomach, then with his eyes still complicated, Edo nodded slightly.
"All right. Let's sit there, the food is over there." said Karin, pointing at the table beside the bed.
Karin grabbed Edo's hand, which was not injured, and led him to sit on his bed.
"I'll feed you, right Do?" said Karin while taking the plate that was on the table.
Edo shook his head quickly grabbed the plate in Karin's hand. It's a bit difficult for Edo to eat using his left hand, because his right hand is wrapped in bandages. Karin sighed seeing Edo's stubborn head.
"You won't be able to eat well, if you use Do.'s left hand." Karin said patiently, trying to persuade Edo to want to be bribed.
This time Edo let Karin take the plate.
With full attention, Karin fed Edo bite after bite, and Edo ate heartily.
"Huuukk ... huukkk." The last bite made Edo choke so hard that the rice that was still in Edo's mouth spilled partly onto Karin's face.
Edo's face flushed and his throat felt choked. Karin quickly took a glass of water and poured it into Edo's mouth while lightly tapping Edo's back. Edo took a deep breath after drinking a glass of water.
Edo looked at Karin, then smiled and chuckled.
Karin frowned when she saw Edo who suddenly laughed loudly while pointing at his face.
Karin was so curious, she took the cellphone in her pants. In the open camera that can function as glass.
"Aaagghhhhh !!" Karin let out a funny scream, it appeared on her face there were some sticky rice stuck to her face.
Karin glared her eyes at Edo, who was still roaring with laughter.
"Shhh ... you ya Do, getting naughty huh." Karin said pinching Edo's waist repeatedly with exasperation.
Edo kept trying to dodge while laughing, then for a few moments, suddenly Edo curled up and sobbed.
"It hurts ... it hurts here." groaned Edo, crying uncontrollably. Karin panicked a little seeing Edo, who had lost his identity again.
Karin climbed onto the bed and hugged Edo's body tightly. He leaned Edo's head against his chest. Edo was still sobbing in Karin's arms.
"Shhhhh already Do ... shut up Do ... don't cry anymore. There I am here." said Karin while rubbing Edo's back, trying hard to calm Edo's heart.
He rubbed Edo's face, which was teary. in his arms, Edo's cheeks with both hands.
"Remember Do, handsome boys shouldn't cry." Karin's soft voice stopped Edo's sobbing at once.
Edo nodded several times, then leaned his head against Karin's chest again. Not felt a few minutes later Edo fell asleep in Karin's arms. Karin's body didn't move at all, letting Edo fall asleep in her arms.
Karin doesn't care even if she has to sit all day long as long as it makes Edo feel calm in his sleep.
Still hugging Edo, Karin stared at Edo's face, which looked sad and tired.
"I have wronged you Do, forgive me for always being unable to be patient. I promise as much as I can, I will make recovery like before." Karin said in a low voice.
"Drrtt ... Drrrt ... Drrrt"
Karin's cellphone vibrates when her best friend Dila calls her, who works at the hospital where Karin used to work.
"Karin." called Dila there feeling happy.
"How are you Rin?" asked Dila again, very worried about Karin's condition.
"Fine Dil." Karin replied slowly, afraid to wake Edo.
"How are you there Dila? Karin asked, feeling happy when she heard Dila's voice.
"Good too Rin. Oh yes Rin ... you know not after morning you leave the hospital. Not long after your patient Aska entered Rin hospital. Aska fainted and his body dropped again." said Dila at length telling about Aska's situation.
"Do you know who Dila is from?" Karin asked, feeling suddenly anxious.
"From doctor Heru, Rin. And you know Rin, several times Aska and Mr. Damar here asked where you are. What should I do Rin?" asked Dila feeling sorry for Aska.
"You don't tell anything, Dila." Karin's message to Dila.
"Where are you now Rin? "Dila asked seriously wanting to know where Karin was.
"In town A, now I work at cafe. Alea had a friend when I was in college." Karin answered honestly.
"All right Rin, if there's time I'll call you again." said Dila with a feeling of relief.
"Okay Dila." said Karin then closed her cellphone.
Edo's body moved as Karin tried with one hand to put her cellphone back in her pocket.
Edo slowly opened his eyes. Wiping his eyes, Edo moved down from the bed.
Karin followed up from her place and got out of bed following Edo from behind.
Edo walked into the bathroom. Karin was waiting outside the door.
Because Edo hadn't left for a long time, Karin knocked on the door.
"Edo, are you finished?" asked Karin knocking on the door a little hard.
Just as Karin was about to knock back, Edo came out in pajamas and a body soaked.
"Edo! What are you doing?" Karin held Edo's hands.
"Bath." replied Edo with a timid face.
"Edo, you have to take your pajamas off when you shower. You will stay here for a moment." Karin rushed to get a towel and dry pajama clothes in the cupboard.
Anxiously, Karin dries Edo's face and hair, and takes off Edo's pajama top, showing Edo's six pack chest.
Karin turned her face away, as her hands dried them.
"Edo ... here are dry pajamas, you change your clothes inside. Remember, Do, you can't take a shower anymore." Karin gave Edo an understanding, hopefully Edo will understand what he means.
He gave Edo dry pajamas.
"Let's change quickly, you can get sick later. And look at this Do ... the wound is wet again." Karin pushed Edo's body into the bathroom.
Karin looked at the clock at three in the afternoon, at five o'clock she had to go home.
Edo came out of the bathroom with a dry body wearing cute patterned pajamas. Edo's face looks fresh.
"Do, come here." called Karin who was sitting on the chair.
With his feet dragging, Edo approached Karin. A little hesitated, Edo sat on the edge of the bed where Karin had indicated to sit. His body was facing Karin who was sitting on the chair.
"Where's your injured hand Do?" Karin said asking Edo to stretch out his hand, which was injured and wet with water.
Edo's hand remained in place, didn't move an inch. Slowly Karin grabbed Edo's injured hand, then slowly she took off the wet bandage and changed to a dry bandage.
Edo moaned a little when Karin tied the bandage.
"Ish ... hurts huh Do? Sorry, sorry huh?" Karin gently rubbed Edo's wound and blew gently.
Edo just stared at Karin in silence. His heart felt something beautiful, unlike the past days which were only filled with fear and a great sense of loss.
"Now, you are fresh and handsome. Now is the time I have to cut your hair and shave this beard Do, so that you will be more handsome." said Karin while pinching Edo's cheeks.
Edo was very obedient, and did not move his body when Karin cut her hair and shaved her hair which grew untreated.
"Now ... this is a handsome boy." said Karin with a satisfied smile seeing her work.
Seeing Karin smiling, Edo chuckled.
"Do, it's four o'clock in the afternoon. I have to go home now. Tomorrow I'll come again, OK?" Karin stared, holding Edo's hand. Edo's eyes were foggy as he shook his head.
Karin let go of her grip, then rubbed Edo's cheek gently and smiled.
Karin walked to the door and unlocked it. But when the knob was about to open, there was a hug that hugged his waist tightly.
"Don't go, don't go again! "shouted Edo, crying.