"Aska." Karin's gaze softly at Aska's beaded eyes which looked very shady.
"What are you saying? You will not die, you will live and live a long life." Said Karin in a choked voice over Aska's pale face with increasingly thin cheeks.
Aska spread a smile, holding Karin's hands that cupped her cheeks, he grabbed her and held her in his chest.
"Karin, if I survive ... but if God has determined my destiny, can I fight it? Me or you won't be able to do anything." said Aska still with a weak smile.
Karin's eyes, which were teary, started flowing profusely with the sound of her crying starting to be heard.
Karin bumped into Aska's body, and hugged him very tightly, really her heart was very sad with Aska's words.
"Aska, don't say that again. Promise me, you won't leave me." said Karin hugging Aska's body tighter.
Aska's hand stroked Karin's hair softly, then kissed the top of Karin's head.
"I promise you Karin, until the end of my life ... here, in this heart and heart ... you are always in it. I am always with you, even if not by your side." Aska's eyes filled with tears, remembering the story of Mr Damar who had followed Karin to meet Edo and heard all the conversations between Karin and Alea.
It really made Aska's heart cry inside. It turned out that Karin still didn't fully love her, her heart was still not sure about her feelings, and Karin's relationship with Edo had not ended, because there had not been any break from the two.
Aska's heart had given up, gave up on her love, gave up on her illness. It felt like a body without a soul.
Aska hugged Karin's body even more.
"Until when can I hold you like this Karin." groaned Aska.
"Aska, I will always be by your side forever, as long as you promise to survive. You have to live for me, promise me." Karin said in a trembling voice, looking sadly into Aska's eyes.
Aska was silent, her heart was getting sad, why was Karin willing to sacrifice her life forever to be by her side, was it because Karin's pity was so great for her?
"Aska." call Karin.
"Promise me you will survive for me? Say Aska?" Karin repeated again, because Aska was still at her residence.
"If you promise to be with me forever, how about Edo, whose status is still your lover? Doesn't Edo also need you now, Karin?" asked Aska, unable to hide everything he knew anymore. Karin looked at Aska with a surprised face.
"Do you know where all that, Aska? You have to tell me everything you know about Edo." Karin demanded, her heart starting to feel worried, surely Aska's condition is not good now, if you already know all about Edo.
"Aska, tell me now! I beg of you!" Karin's eyes began to tear up.
"It must have hurt Aska's heart over this."
"You will not be angry with me if I tell you everything? And you also will not be angry with mr Damar?" asked Aska hopefully,
"I won't be angry, trust me. I won't be able to get mad at you, let alone at Mr Dammar who I think of as my parent." Karin replied sincerely looking into Aska's eyes.
Aska looked back at Karin, telling her from the beginning when she arrived, when Alea told her that Karin was in the hospital to accompany Edo all night where Edo, who is still Karin's lover, Aska also told me that when Karin asked Mr Damar's permission to come out, actually Mr Damar followed Karin, because Mr Damar was worried about Karin's depressed attitude, until the conversation between Karin and Alea, Mr Damar had heard it.
Karin's body felt weak, her heart really felt guilty. Karin could no longer imagine Aska's heart knowing all that.
"Aska." called Karin in a voice that was almost lost.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." wailed Karin hugging Aska's body tightly. Karin's voice was faltering.
"You must be hurt by all that. I, just still confused with my feelings, but believe me ... I have feelings for you. I feel lost when you are away from you, and when you fainted, when I held your forehead ... me, I feel homesick for you, want to hug you immediately. " Karin explained honestly.
Aska hugged Karin back, the wound in his heart healed a little, heard the honesty about Karin's feelings for him.
"I trust you, if we never met, maybe you wouldn't be this confused, you would definitely be together with Edo again. I feel I am a hindrance to your relationship." Aska's voice was soft with a bowed face.
"What are you saying Aska, you are not at all a barrier between me and Edo, I ask to get rid of that thought from now Aska." asked Karin sharply looking into Aska's eyes.
"If I couldn't survive, would you come back to Edo..Karin?" asked Aska again.
Aska's question made Karin even more hurt and sad.
"That won't happen, because you will live for me, remember that Aska." snapped Karin, wiping her tears.
"Come on, stop this nonsense, I really don't like it if you always talk about death, you can survive Aska, you will live and you will live a long life, because I always pray for all of that." Karin's voice said firmly, with a heart crying sadly, she really couldn't bear to hear Aska's despair anymore.
"Edo right now also needs Karin, he will be even crazier if you leave him. I cannot live the happiness of the suffering of others." Said Aska began to calm down after hearing Karin's words, his soul began to feel alive again.
"You don't think about Edo, I'll solve my problem with Edo." said Karin to calm Aska's heart, pressing her temples.
"Are you going to go there and keep him company until he is completely healed?" asked Aska, a little jealous and afraid that Karin would not have time for her.
"Do you mind? If you do, I promise ... I won't see him." Karin replied seriously.
Aska's heart seemed to fly to the sky,
"I don't mind at all, Edo also has the right to accompany you, didn't you also promise him to take care of him until he recovers." Aska held back her jealousy, Aska didn't want to be selfish anymore, her heart had to get ready to see Karin who would divide her time to look after Edo and herself.
"Really? You don't mind? Are you sure?" Karin asked, teasing Aska a little, seeing Aska's face that was clearly jealous.
"I don't mind as long as you have time for me." answered Aska honestly.
"Is that all? Isn't there anything else?" Karin asked urging Aska to answer honestly if she was jealous.
"Em, what else is Karin?" asked Aska, confused, embarrassed to reveal everything he felt, his objections, his jealousy, his fear that Karin would come back to Edo.
"Yes, maybe, you're actually jealous when I meet Edo, or maybe you're afraid if I come back to Edo." Karin answered definitely.
Aska's face flushed when she heard Karin's all correct answers.
"It's not like that." said Aska quickly.
"But where can you answer like that?" asked Aska in surprise.
"You want to know? Where can I answer that correctly? From your face it is clear Mr. Aska Aliando." Karin replied, holding back a smile seeing Aska's face getting redder. Aska turned her face to the bedroom wall.
"Hi ... sir Aska, look at my face now and look into my eyes." Karin's orders.
Aska reflex looked back at Karin's face. Karin cupped Aska's face with her hands.
"Aska, maybe my time will be divided a little, because I already promised Edo will accompany him until he recovers, but I have also promised you that as long as my life will accompany and take care of you, I will not leave you Aska. I will always be beside you. " said Karin earnestly.
"Em, is your promise just out of pity, or because you love me?" asked Aska doubtfully.
"What do you think?" Karin asked in return.
"What? I don't know ... and I want your answer to be honest this time." replied Aska with a pounding chest.
Her red lips parted slightly waiting for Karin's answer. Karin glanced gently at Aska's beaded blue eyes.
With a sure heart, and a very confident heart Karin brought her face closer to Aska's, Karin glanced at Aska's red lips, similar to a whisper of Karin answering Aska's question.
"I do it, because I love you, Love you very much. "Karin touched Aska's lips which were still open with her lips, she kissed Aska's lips with all her feelings.
Aska's heart was beating fast, her heart seemed to be floating somewhere. Aska closed her eyes, accepting with resignation Karin's lips which shattered her feelings and heart.
"I also really love you Karin." whispered Aska softly, and replied to Karin's lips which were like opium to him.