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Chapter 19 - FOR YOURSELF

"Don't go, don't go again!" squeaked Edo hugged Karin from behind.

Karin gasped, did Edo realize what he said? Has Edo remembered himself? Karin turned around and looked closely at Edo's beady eyes.

"I have to go home Do, tomorrow I will definitely come here again." said Karin trying to confirm whether Edo had remembered himself.

"Don't go, don't go again! I beg you." Edo sat on his knees on the floor.

With a little uncertainty, Karin turned the key, and slowly opened the door, she wanted to know how Edo's reaction would be if he kept going, if Edo had remembered it he would definitely call his name.

"Karin, don't go! Don't go." Edo's voice repeated with bowed head. Her hands were tightly clasped, until her wounded knuckle was bleeding again, visible from the white bandage which was blood red.

Karin locked the door of Edo's room again, and turned quickly to approach Edo, who was sitting on his knees on the floor.

"Edo." called Karin, sitting on her knees right in front of Edo.

"Look at me Do, look at me." Karin continued, cupping Edo's face with her hands.

Edo's eyes came back to Karin's teary eyes.

"Call my name Do, once again call my name, I will not go home if you call my name again like that." said Karin crying happily.

"Don't go again, Karin." replied Edo with eyes that radiated a million longing.

"Edo, you remember me." stared at Karin with a smile mixed with tears, in his hug, Edo tightly. Edopun hugged Karin as tightly as possible.

"Karin, I miss you ... I miss you." Edo's great-grandson was crying in Karin's neck. Karin cried happily, her heart was very grateful because Edo had recovered with just one day with him. It's a miracle that Karin feels. Many times Karin and Edo looked at each other, cried, then laughed together.

"Do, do you know where you are now?" Karin asked, sitting next to Edo, sitting together on the floor, both leaning against the wall of the room after releasing the emotional blue hug.

"In a mental hospital." replied Edo staring at the ceiling of the room.

"If you know this is a mental hospital, why did you get here?" asked Karin, not understanding.

"Because this is what I want." Edo turned to Karin's face and looked sadly at Karin.

"You know Rin, when I went to your place in the morning and you were not there, my heart was broken at that time, but I persisted. For five months I looked for you like crazy, even Alea herself came to help me look for you, and I became desperate when the police could not find your trail. I lost my way, I felt alone, my heart felt lonely, I was sorry why I had to help Citra at that time. Because of my regret I lost my identity, I can only remember you with fantasies in my night dreams. away from the crowd of the world, I want to be alone, live only with my sadness with the world of my dreams. Until one day I was down, unable to endure the pain in my heart anymore. I want to forget everything, both yourself, even myself. I don't care about anything anymore. , until I was brought here I don't care. " Edo's story is still with sad eyes because it hurts too much.

"I'm sorry Do, I'm sorry." Karin burst into tears.

"I'm the one at fault here, I'm the one who caused you to get here. I beg your pardon." Karin's face was downcast sadly and embarrassed at Edo.

"You are innocent Rin, I was wrong, for not being honest with you with what I have done. I'm sorry too." Edo cupped Karin's face and then hugged her tightly.

Karin hugged Edo back and sobbed, remembering that her heart, which was once filled with revenge, hatred, and even turned herself into a cold woman, has now disappeared after knowing that Edo had never betrayed her.

"Do, I'm coming home ... it's already very late, poor Alea must be waiting for me." Karin said, wiping her last tears, with a relieved heart, seeing that Edo was back to how he used to be.

"Well, it's not like you promised, if I could remember you, you wouldn't come home." Edo glanced at Karin with a flushed face.

"Eehhh, alright .. I do this because I fulfilled my promise." Karin replied a little embarrassed.

"Then when I'm here, where do I sleep?" asked Karin.

"We're not going to sleep, we're going to be like this, sitting and telling stories until morning." replied Edo calmly.

"I want to hear your story, how was your day after being away from me."

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(Flasback)

While at the hospital in the city of N, Aska and Pak Damar, thousands of people thanked Dila, after Dila finished talking with Karin via telephone.

It was from Dila that Aska could find out where Karin was, almost yesterday afternoon until noon. Aska was waiting for Dila, who was working shifts, only to get information about Karin. Several times Dila told Aska to come home, but Aska remained firm in her place.

Seeing Aska's unhealthy condition, Dila's heart melts, especially with the sincerity of Aska who was willing to wait for her from yesterday afternoon until today. In the midst of busy work, Dila saw Aska who coughed several times, and nodded off sitting on the chair in the hospital corridor. .

And today Dila's heart melts, seeing Aska's sincerity and sincerity. Dila wants to help Aska to find the address where Karin lives now.

"Karin lives in town A, I don't know the address yet. What is certain is that she works at Cafe Alea's, I'll try to ask her later, if I can send the address later." said Dila with a pity, seeing Aska's condition was not good enough.

"Thank you Dil, until whenever I am indebted to you, if one day you need help, come to me, I will definitely help you." said Aska earnestly and gave his card.

Dila smiled and nodded slightly.

"Be careful on your way, stay healthy. You have to stay healthy in order to find Karin." Dila gave encouragement.

"Thanks again." said Aska again,

Accompanied by mr Damar beside him, Aska walked down the hospital corridor towards the exit.

In the parking lot, mr Damar became worried seeing Aska looking very tired and in pain.

"Sir, do we need to go to the Heru doctor first, so we can give sir medicine."

"No need, mr Damar, the medicine from doctor heru is still there, enough to arrive tomorrow. We have to go to town A now Sir, I'm very worried about Karin's condition." said Aska, with a very pale face.

"All right, sir, it's better that sir Aska rest first, a trip to city A takes time six hour sir. Until there, maybe it was night, now it is late. "Said Mr. Damar with a sad heart seeing his master sick but still worried about Karin.

"Hm, yes mr Damar." replied Aska with her eyes closed in the back seat. His body felt increasingly weak, and he felt a lot of pain all over his body, especially in his stomach which was very nauseous and his whole body felt hot.

But somehow the pain disappeared when he was worried about Karin's condition, the pain was gone. But at a time like this, the pain really made him feel weak.

Aska tried to calm his heart and mind because he had found where Karin was, but his eyes could not be closed.

Aska's heart always wondered, how was Karin, what was she doing there, what was she doing, all of Aska's thoughts were only on Karin.

"Do you think of me Rin? Like I always think of you? Do you miss me like I miss you?" groaned Aska with his eyes closed. Aska felt and rubbed his nose when he felt blood coming out of his nose.

Aska was not surprised, he had experienced it many times before, when he was hot, blood would always come out of his nose.

"Mr. Damar please stop for a moment, get some medicine in the drawer and a wet tissue, sir." Aska asks for help.

She had to take the medicine right away so that her hot body would immediately decrease and stop the blood from her nose.

Mr. Damar immediately stopped the car to the edge, a little worried Mr. Damar took the wet tissue and medicine in the drawer.

"This is sir." Mr Dammar gave Aska the medicine and wet tissue, then she gave him a bottle of water.

After cleaning the blood on his nose and drinking the medicine, Aska told mr Damar to continue his journey.

On the way Mr. Damar repeatedly observed Aska from the rearview mirror, Mr. Damar's heart was afraid that if anything happened to Aska. He saw Aska's body motionless with his eyes closed.

Mr Damar has passed two hours of journey, but there is no movement from Aska's body. Mr. Damar's heart began to worry and fear, mr Damar slowly pulled the car back.

Mr Damar turned his body to face back to see Aska.

"Sir, sir Aska." called mr Damar, touching Aska's hand, which felt cold. Panic started attacking mr Dammar's heart.

A little power, mr Dammar, shook Aska's hand.

"Sir, Den Aska." choked up mr Damar's voice, not knowing what else to do if something happened to his master.

Hold on, Aska opened his eyes heavily, feeling a jolt in his hand.

"What's wrong Mr. Damar? Why did the car stop? Has it arrived?" Aska asked, still holding his eyes, which still felt heavy because of the effect of his high dose of pain medication.

Mr Damar breathed a sigh of relief, his heart almost stopped if Aska did not wake up.

"Nothing, sir, just filled the car with water." replied mr damar reasoned.

"If Mr. Damar is tired, let me drive, sir." said Aska quietly.

"Ennnggg..no need sir, I'm used to traveling long distances." said mr Damar quickly.

How can Aska be able to drive, if her body is weak, she might reach the hospital, "thought mr Dammar.

"Just go to sleep again, Den, we are still in four hours." continued mr Damar, while driving the car back at medium speed.

Mr. Damar has passed four hours of travel. Arriving in town A, mr Damar stopped in front of a five-star hotel.

"Sir we have arrived, shall we just rest at the hotel?" Mr. Damar bargained.

"What time is it, sir?" asked Aska without answering mr Damar's question.

"Two o'clock sir." answered Mr. Damar.

"We just go straight to Cafe Alea's sir, from Maps if we go to Cafe Alea's it's still two hours away sir." said Aska while showing the Maps to Mr. Damar.

"Erm ... Mr Damar just take an hour to rest, then we'll walk again." continued Aska.

Mr Damar agreed to Aska's order.

After an hour of rest, Aska and mr Damar continued their journey to Alea's cafe.