"Do you love Karin?" Alea's gaze was right in Karin's bead.
"I, I don't know for sure. But when I left Aska's house, my heart felt heavy when I left her. Aska was in a state of sleep at that time, her condition dropped because she had finished chemo. When I arrived in this city, sometimes I always thought about it and felt worried about her situation. I can't forget the time when she smiled happily if I paid attention to her, or her words when she sulked to me. You know Alea she is very stubborn and very reckless, sometimes I am very upset and angry with her. But it can't last long, I keep on giving in, I can't be mad at him. " Karin's story at length.
"Looks like you have loved Karin, without you knowing it." said Alea weakly, feeling sad remembering her sister's feeling that was one-sided.
"I don't know Alea, I'm not sure if I love her." said Karin, without telling her feelings of longing when she touched the skin of Aska's forehead.
"If you are not sure yet, why did you tell him like that? Is what you said earlier a lie?" asked Alea looking for certainty.
"Don't tell me I'm a liar Alea, I don't know what I said earlier, it was all spontaneous from my mind, I'm just worried about her, because she's dropping and she doesn't want to go to the hospital. So what should I do, other than my intention. Aska has to go to the hospital somehow." said Karin tired very tired with all that happened.
"Then how do you feel about Edo, you've seen him all day, right?" asked Alea, hoping that Karin still has feelings of love for her sister.
"Should I answer honestly?" asked Karin in return.
Alea nodded slightly doubtfully.
"When I met Edo, there was only one thought in my mind that I wanted him to get well soon and I would do that with all my ability."
Alea looked at Karin sadly, her eyes began to tear up.
"What if Edo still thinks of you as his lover? Edo doesn't have a word on you Karin?"
Karin covered her face, with both hands. His heart is getting restless, his mind is getting confused,
"What should I do, Alea? What should I do? Honestly Alea, right now I can't leave Aska, Aska's life cannot be predicted at any time she can die, and I don't want that to happen to her, I must always be beside her Alea." said Karin tearyly.
"Then what about my sister Karin? What about your promise to make my sister fully recover? What if Edo finds out that your love is no longer for him!" shouted Alea, unable to hold back her sadness.
"I don't know anymore Alea, I really don't know what else to do? What should I do Alea? What?" sobbed Karin holding her chest aching, with the problems that faced her.
"Drrrt... Drrrt... Drrrt"
Call Mr. Dammar. Karin quickly received mr Damar's call.
"Yes mr damar, how about Aska? Has he regained consciousness?"
"Miss, five minutes ago sir Aska asked Miss Karin, and sorry I told Sir Aska that Miss Karin was looking for food, but it's been more than half an hour miss, sir Aska asked Miss Karin again. What should I say miss? "
"Said Aska, in ten minutes I will arrive mr resin."
"Good miss."
"Alea, I have to go. Actually I wanted to meet Edo, but you asked me to talk so my time is up Alea, Aska has realized." Karin explained with bad feelings towards Alea.
"Go it's okay, if you have time come quickly, edo is also waiting for you Rin." Said Alea exasperatedly, seeing that Karin was more worried about Aska than her sister.
"I'll try to Alea, if Aska sleeps, I'll come here, I have to talk to Edo too. Please take care of Edo, Alea."
Without looking back, Karin was running for time. Arriving at Aska's room, Karin's breath was short. Karin sighed many times so that her breathing returned to normal. With a little calm Karin entered Aska's room, when she saw Aska's body curled on her side against the wall.
Karin's eyes looked around the room looking for the invisible figure of Mr. Damar.
"Aska." called Karin nervous, a little embarrassed to remember her openly expressing her feelings this morning. Karin's call received no reply from Aska.
"Aska." call Karin again. this time Karin's right hand touched Aska's shoulder.
He pulled Aska's shoulder lightly so he wanted to turn around to face him.
But Aska held his body in order to keep it in position. Karin sighed, Aska sulk !! Karin's memories come back to remembering the events when Aska was sulking, and she would have been annoyed and furious if Aska was still sulking.
Karin's lips smiled, seeing Aska who was sulking now, an immutable nature, from an Aska. And for some reason this time there was no resentment or anger in his heart, apart from wanting to laugh at Aska's attitude which made Karin's heart anxious.
Karin took the cotton buds in her bag, with smiling lips, Karin wanted to tease Aska this time.
With a slow movement, Karin stood up and a little closer to Aska's ear, tickled Aska's ear with the cotton buds she was holding.
Aska's head seemed to move unable to hold back his amusement. Karin tickles again now on Aska's neck, Aska's neck moves in reflex.
Karin stifled her laughter, seeing Aska still steadfast in her attitude. Karin stood back looking at Aska, thinking of the right way to make Aska not sulk anymore.
"Kiss him? Akhhh ... do I have to kiss him?" asked Karin's heart, scratching her neck.
"Come on, Karin, let's see now whether Aska stays or melts to get your kiss." Karin's heart encouraged herself.
Slowly Karin brought her face closer to Aska's face, whose eyes were closed. The scent of Aska's neck teased Karin to kiss Aska on the cheek.
With her eyes closed in embarrassment, Karin brought her lips closer to Aska's cheeks,
"CUP"
Feeling supple and moist Aska cheeks,
"DEG"
Karin's eyes opened, she saw that Aska's face was already facing her face with Aska's lips that joined hers.
"Aaaakh!" Karin shouted in shock, her heart almost stopped.
Aska smiled with a pale face, saw Karin's flushed face, holding back embarrassment.
"You!" Karin wanted to scold Aska for embarrassing her, but her lips were locked, speechless. Especially when Aska's hand grabbed him and dropped him into his chest.
It was very warm in Aska's arms.
Karin looked up at Aska's face. You can see Aska smiling.
"Aska, let it go. We'll see Mr. Damar." begged Karin because she was embarrassed, because she intended to kiss Aska on the cheek, but it hit Aska's lips instead.
"I want to hug you Karin, just a moment. I miss you so much, I'm afraid to lose you again." whispered Aska right in Karin's ear. Karin's heart began to go awry, Aska's words made her heart melt. Karin let Aska hug her very tightly.
Karin's heart felt warm and comfortable in Aska's arms. Karin could no longer digest her different attitude towards Aska.
Whether because of his feelings or because of what. Karin can only follow her heart, because Karin believes that the heart cannot lie.
"Where were you? When I realized you were not beside me, Mr. Damar said you were looking for food, why took so long? I thought you left me again." Said Aska looking at Karin after releasing his hug.
"I was looking for food, then I met a friend, so I chatted for a while." Karin replied by biting her lower lip for lying to Aska.
"Ooh." said Aska, without speaking anymore. Aska's small heart felt that if there was something Karin was covering, Karin's face could not lie.
"Mr. Damar where are you?" Karin asked, shifting the atmosphere that had started to feel bad because of her lie.
"Was looking for you, I told you earlier, I thought you left me again, so I asked mr damar to find you." replied Aska with his possessive nature.
Karin turned her gaze towards the door, her eyes filled with tears. Aska's words, Aska's answer already shows that Aska actually already knew that he had lied to him.
Aska's hand touched Karin's chin and turned it slowly so that Karin could look at her.
Aska looked into Karin's eyes gently, and wiped away Karin's tears that had started to drip.
"Don't cry anymore, I am always by your side and will always support you, as long as you don't leave me. You know Karin, I'm very happy to be close to you, I don't care if you are mine or not, I won't force you anymore. I only ask you one, if I die later I want to die in your arms. So please don't leave me until that time comes. "
Karin's tears continued to flow, her tears broke between her heart which was really sad.
"Aska." Karin's gaze softly at Aska's beaded eyes which looked very shady.