Like a Child who panicked when their parents found out about their sentence to the principles office. Sona feared that there was a chance she might starve to death!
Normally Sona would not act this childish but at this point, this strange new world caused her to be ignorant and somewhat stupid in a way where everything she knew was thrown out the window.
Although living this world for over a month, Sona has yet to fully learn everything about Sonia's memories. Sona originally wanted to explore the world being herself, but it seems like without propper knowledge, she might get herself into more trouble than needed to be.
For the moment, Sonia's memories were more of a library than anything else. Whenever a situation arises and she didn't understand how to respond, she would look through Sonia's memories to figure it out, just like when she figured out how to use the soundboard, the guitar, etc.
Sona herself didn't really want to absorb the memories into her own in fear that it might change her. I idea of being yourself but not is a scary thought.
She already has gotten her answer about the food situation and that it's true that the majority of the food was expired, but luckily there was a thing called instant noodles.
Just like how she does not know what instant noodles were, so she had to pry into her mind for more information.
There are just so many things to worry about which felt impossible to handle all at once. Sona was narrow-minded this past month which made her realize she was too comfortable living in the hospital for a while.
Being in a hospital for over a month, not including the months that she was unconscious, she was provided with all the necessities to live peacefully which she took it for granted.
Now she was all by herself, she could not help but worried about her future.
Going downstairs, Sona went to the kitchen. If the memories she got was correct, the instant noodles should be in the cubby next to the stove.
Inside, she saw these strange symbols written onto the flimsy wrapping which were the noodle packets.
'So I have to tear it open first...'
'um... then put it in a pot?'
'lets see... pour water into pot'
"Where do I get water?"
"Ah, there's something called facet"
"So this is a stove?"
"I just have to turn this"
"How is it heating up! Where's the fire!"
Messing around with how things in the kitchen work, Sona found it quite fun. Back in runeterra, she only focused on music, completely ignorant about all the little things that were going on without her.
Just think about music, there was a pain in Sona's heart. That's right, she doesn't have her beloved instrument with her.
Her etwahl was part of her everyday life ever since her days at the orphanage. This strange instrument has always been unknown. How it was attached to her, she was unsure about it herself.
But, where ever she goes, her etwahl always goes with her, it was her favorite and she treated like it was her own child. [Of course she never had actual kids]
Ahhh the mere thought of her etwahl drove her nuts, how could she stay calm. Like how, why, something that was part of her everyday life just gone in an instant!
'sigh... it is what it is,'
By the time she was done spacing out, the "noodles" should be done cooking. The noodles were already covered in some sort of powder that gave off some strange aroma once it was cooked in the boiling water.
She was starving.
She took the entire pot and placed it on one of the wooden mats by the dining table. Although it was really a hotel, Sona herself had a high heat tolerance.
... but this body is not Sona's
The moment she tried to drink the soup, she cried in pain! The soup was not bad Sona thought but at this moment she doesn't have the time to admire it when her tongue feels like it was about to be burned off.
...
Sometime later, Sona calmed down. everything that she did in life was felt useless here in this world.
If she had her etwahl, she could have played a bit of music to smooth the pain a bit.
The pot cooled down, finally, and Sona started eating. Originally the bag told her to use two sticks to eat but it was too difficult. So she had to use a fork and spoon instead.
Her mouth still hurts like hell but what can you do about it.
Stuffing herself till she was full, Sona put away her worries about starving. But now there was a bigger issue, whats her plans for the future.
As of now, Sona didn't really think ahead as she was supposed to. This was was beyond what she could comprehend and felt there was only one option left for her.
'Should I finally integrate all of my predecessor's memories?' She thought.