LEIA
"So, you mean to tell me na friend siya ng kuya mo?" I was on the phone with Andrew and I had just told him about what I found when I got home.
"Yes, andy," I paused. "Ugh, hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko. First nalaman ko na lang na professor natin siya, and now, bigla ko na lang malalaman na friend pa siya ni kuya. What on earth is happening?"
Pinaglalaruan ba ako ng tadhana? It was weird enough to find out that he's my professor. It's even weirder to find out that he's my brother's friend. Hindi ko inaasahan na marami akong magiging koneksyon sa lalaking 'yun.
"Maybe this is destiny's way of telling you that he's the one." Bullsh*t. The one? Sabihin mo kamo, this is destiny's way to make me suffer.
"Andy naman eh." I whined.
He chuckled, "What? I'm just stating a fact. Baka ito na ang wake up call mo, sis." Wake up call? He doesn't have what it takes to be a man I want to be with, except for his appeal and his expertise in sex. Base sa pakikitungo niya sa akin noon sa bar, isa siyang kalapating mababa ang lipad. It seemed like he was comfortable luring women into bed so I'm guessing he must do it a lot.
"He's a complete manwhore so I'm not going to take this as a wake up call." Matipid na sagot ko dito.
"Grabe ka naman maka-manwhore. Paano mo naman nasabi?" Tanong naman nito.
I let out a breath, "Obvious kaya."
He scoffed, "O kaya naman baka confident lang yung tao. Ang judgemental mo talaga kahit kailan." Napa-irap ako sa sinabi nito. Tsk, confident nga kasi marami nang babaeng pinasukan.
"Basta—" Hindi ko na natuloy ang susunod kong sasabihin nang may narinig akong katok sa pinto. "Ugh, wait lang."
Nagtungo ako sa pinto para buksan iyon. Nagulat na lang ako nang makita ko na nakatayo doon si Monty. What is he doing up here?
"Y-yes?" I looked him up and down, then gulped. I can't deny and say that I wasn't attracted to him. He's a very attractive man pero masyadong mali kung pinagnanasaan ko siya. Tadhana na nga mismo ang nagpapakita ng signs na wala na dapat kaming maging koneksyon pa.
"Done checking me out?" He smirked.
Napalunok ako, "I-I was not checking y-you out!" Sigaw ko dito. I took a deep breath and tried composing myself, "Sorry, may kailangan ka ba?"
Hindi nito sinagot ang tanong ko. Instead, he came a little bit closer, "You just come with a truckload of surprises, don't you?" He was now half way through the door. Napalunok ulit ako.
"I'm asking you if you need anything." Pagmamatapang ko dito pero sa kaloob looban ko ay meron pa ring konting nerbiyos sa mga susunod nitong gagawin.
"Yes, I do actually," He paused. Hindi ko alam kung ako lang 'yun, pero may pagnanasa akong nakikita sa mga mata nito. "Ikaw," He continued.
He continued to walk closer until his whole body was inside my room, "Look, hindi ko alam kung ano ang trip mo pero what happened to us that one night can never happen again." Ani ko dito.
Ngumisi ito, "Oh yeah?" He continued to walk closer and kicked the door close with one foot. I could hear my own heartbeat beating so loud. Naririnig niya rin kaya iyon?
Patuloy itong naglakad papalapit sa akin, kasabay 'nun ay ang patuloy kong pag atras. I kept walking backwards until I hit my bed and fell on it. I soon felt him crawl on top of me and stopped when he reached my face. I gulped. His face was only a few inches away from mine. He was so close that I could feel and smell his hot minty fresh breath as it hit my face. Itutulak ko na sana ito nang ikulong nito ang mga braso ko sa taas ng ulo ko. The room suddenly felt hot. Sh*t.
"W-what are you d— Mmm," Hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko nang bigla na lang nitong ilapat ang kanyang labi sa akin. My eyes widened in shock. Omg! He's kissing me.
At first, I was persistently trying to push him off but stopped when I figured out it was no good anyways. He was way stronger than I was, so I just let him kiss me. Nadama siguro nito na tumigil na ako sa pagpupumiglas dahil dahan-dahan nitong pinakawalan ang mga braso ko. I had the sudden urge to snake my arms around his neck, so I did. Our kiss deepened. F*ck! Why does he have to be such a damn good kisser?
He carefully pushed my dress up and stopped when it reached below my breasts. His kisses moved down to my neck, to my stomach, finally stopping when he reached the hem of my panties. Mapusok itong tumingin sa akin bago nito punitin ang nag-iisang saplot ko sa ibaba. I gasped.
Napaungol ako nang bigla na lang nitong sunggaban ang pagkababae ko, "Sh*t!" Napaliyad ako sa sarap ng sensasyon na nadarama ko. Traydor na katawan na 'to, ugh.
"Watch me, baby," He demanded before dipping his head back to my twat. I did as he said. I propped myself up, leaning on my elbows to get a better view of him. Nakatitig lamang ito sa akin habang nilalapa ang maselang parte ng katawan ko. The way he stared at me sent shivers down my spine. It was definitely a hot sight to see.
Aangal na sana ako sa pag-alis muli nito ng kanyang bibig pero natigilan ng maramdaman ko ang pagpasok ng dalawang daliri nito doon. Napaungol muli ako ng wala sa oras dahil sa ginawa nito. Ramdam ko ang libog sa kanyang mga mata habang nakatingin ako dito. Lalong nag-init ang katawan ko sa paraang pagtitig nito sa akin.
"Damn babe, your pussy is so tight. It wraps around my fingers so perfectly," He stated which made my lady part clench even more. My body was yearning for his length. I wanted him to pound his cock into me senselessly. Alam kong mali ang lahat ng ito pero iba ang sinisigaw ng katawan ko.
Ramdam ko ang tensyon na namumuo sa tiyan ko, "F*ck, lalabasan na ata ako!" Ngumisi ito at lalong binilisan ang paglabas masok ng mga daliri sa bulaklak ko. Para akong mababaliw sa sarap na pinapadama nito sa'kin.
"Cum for me," Sh*t! Umikli ang bawat hininga ko at lalong napaliyad. After a few more pumps, I felt my release. My body shook in pleasure. I never felt an orgasm so intense in my life. It made me want even more from the man and I hated myself for it.
I looked at him while still panting. He was sucking the fingers that just came from down there. Now, that's so damn f*cking hot. "You taste so good."
Huminga ako ng malalim at napa buntong hininga, "You ripped one of my favorite panties," I pouted.
He chuckled, "Don't worry, I'll buy you a new one."
Nagsalubong ang mga kilay ko, "Limited edition kaya 'yun."
"Sus, panty lang 'yun. Madaling palitan," Aba, ang kapal ng face niya. Ang mahal mahal kaya 'nun atsaka wala ka nang mahahanap na ganun pa at this time. Wala siyang karapatang sabihin na madali lang yung palitan.
"Tsk. You don't understand. Limited edition nga 'yun.They don't sell them anymore," Agad na nawala ang libog na nadarama ko kani-kanina lang at napalitan iyon ng pagkairita.
"Why are you so triggered? Ano ka ba? Collector ng mga panty?" Pang aasar nito. Nang-iinsulto ba siya? Sapakin ko kaya siya.
I scoffed, "Aba, gagong 'to! Pagkatapos kita payagang lapain at paglaruan ang choki ko, mambu-bwisit ka?"
"Oh come on, babe. It's not that bad," Akmang hahalikan muli ako nito pero mabilis akong umilag at gumulong palayo sa kanya. Akala niya makaka-score pa siya sa'kin, pwes magka-blue balls sana siya.
"Get up," I pushed him off the bed. Confusion was plastered all over his gorgeous face. Ugh, that gorgeous face. Bwisit kang lalaki ka. Ano bang ginagawa mo sakin? Argh! "Go. Baka hinahanap ka na nila sa baba. Mapahamak pa ako dahil sa'yo."
I opened the door and pushed him out, "Wha—" Nasara ko na ang pinto bago pa nito tuluyang masabi ang sasabihin.
I leaned my back against the door with my eyes closed. I sighed. Wala na akong kawala sa lalaking 'yun? He'll be everywhere. Sinuklay ko ang kamay ko sa aking buhok at ginulo iyon, "What the hell am I going to do now?!" Bulong ko sa sarili ko.
My phone suddenly rang, breaking me apart from my thoughts. I opened my eyes and walked towards the table where my phone was. I picked it up to see Andrew's name displayed on it.
Sinagot ko ito pero agad nilayo ang telepono mula sa tenga ko dahil sa lakas ng hiyaw sa kabilang linya, "Bruha ka, inuna mo pa talaga yang paglalandi mo!"
Kumunot ang noo ko, "Teka lang. What are you talking about?"
"Gaga, yung semi-live show na ginawa mo kanina! Hindi ka man lang naawa sa akin. Jusko!" Nanlaki ang mata ko nang ma-realize kung ano ang tinutukoy nito. Sh*t! Nakalimutan ko nga pala i-hung up yung phone kanina. Ang shunga mo talaga! Saway ko sa sarili ko.
"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry. Nakalimutan ko na nasa phone ka pa pala," I bit my lip in embarrassment.
"No sh*t! Akala ko kung na paano ka na. Tawag ako ng tawag sa pangalan mo, wala namang sumasagot. Tapos makakarinig na lang ako ng ungol. Grabe, nakakaloka ka girl!" Madiin akong napapikit. Paulit-ulit kong kinutusan ang sarili. Gosh, this is so embarrassing.
Nagmamadali kong pinulot ang lahat ng gamit na kailangan ko para sa mga klase ko ngayong araw. Nang makolekta ko na ang lahat ng kailangan ko, tumingin ako sa relo at nabigla sa nakatakdang oras na nakalagay 'dun. It was 8 in the morning. My first class starts at 10. Ang aga ko naman nagising. I should've checked the clock.
I decided to go downstairs. As I got there, I heard multiple people talking from the dining area. Who's here this early? Pinasok ko ang loob ng hapag kainan at nabigla. They're still here? Ano pa ang ginagawa nila dito?
Dad noticed my presence and smiled, "Anak, gising ka na pala. Come join us." Everyone stopped talking and looked my way. Damn it, dad! Pahamak ka naman eh.
I gulped and started making my way to dad. I gave him a peck on the cheek, "Hi dad." Bati ko dito bago umupo malapit sa kanya.
I awkwardly smiled as I greeted the others, "Good morning." My eyes stopped when it met Monty's. His eyes were like piercing through my soul. Napalunok muli ako at ibinalik ang atensyon kay dad.
"Anong oras start ng class mo?"
I sighed, "At ten."
"Why did you get ready so early then?" Nagtatakang tanong ni dad sa akin habang humihigop ng kape.
"I wasn't paying attention to the time kasi," Matipid kong sagot dito. Ngumisi ito at umiling-iling.
"Ma'am Leia," Lumingon ako sa pinanggalingan ng tumawag sa akin. Sa may pasukan ng dining area, nakita ko na nakatayo ang isa sa mga kasambahay namin, "Hinahanap po kayo ni Sir Andrew."
Andrew? What is he doing here?
"Papasukin niyo na lang po siya," Sagot ko dito.
"Eh kasi, Ma'am—" Hindi na nito natuloy ang sasabihin nang biglang na lang sumulpot si Andrew.
"No need. I let myself in," Natigilan ito nang makita ang mga hindi pamilyar na tao na nakaupo sa dining area, "Hi tito. Sorry, nakakaabala po ba ako?"
I heard dad chuckle, "Oh no, iho. These are just some of Daniel's friends. Feel free to join us for breakfast," Sagot niya dito.
Nanlaki ang mga mata nito at tumingin sa gawi ko bago nagsalita, "S-sure, tito. Thank you," He made his way to the vacant seat next to me and sat there.
"Boys, this is Andrew, Leia's best friend. Or should I say, childhood sweetheart?" Ramdam ko ang pag-init ng mukha ko sa sinabi ni dad. Kung alam lang nila..
"Dad!" Angal ko dahilan ng pag-bungisngis nito. My eyes unconsciously darted to Monty's direction. He was fiercely looking at me and Andrew. Ano bang problema ng lalaking 'to? Parang lagi na lang masama kung makatingin.
"Oh, come on. After all these years, you mean to tell me that you didn't develop feelings for each other?" Nailang ako sa tanong nito. He doesn't know that Andrew's gay, only a few people do. Hindi naman sa kinakahiya nito ang sarili pero ang katuwiran niya ay hindi naman daw niya kailangan sabihin 'dun sa mga hindi nagtatanong.
Umiling ako dito, "Never."
"It's been years since you've been in a serious relationship. Kailan ka na ba ulit magde-date?" Natigilan ako sa pagkain. Everyone else seemed to have paused what they were doing waiting for me to answer.
"I don't know. Pero sa ngayon, magfo-focus na lang muna ako sa studies ko," Matipid kong sagot.
We sat in awkward silence. Tension was roaming the air. Napansin ata ito ni Andrew kaya iniba ang usapan, "Tito, nangangamusta nga po pala sila dad."
I was quiet the rest of the time, only answering if someone talked to me. A certain scene was repeatedly going through my head. I feel like I was going through it over again. The scene was still so clear in my head. I don't think I forgot a single detail of it. I suppressed the tears I felt coming. Letcheng emosyon na 'to.