When I asked her occupation, she was a doctor. Owww!! I thought I should be careful now, but she didn't seem to be like a doctor in her Instagram.
"Don't believe evrything the internet shows you. hhahah" she replied though I have not seen her but I could imagine her laughter.
I was getting more into her as this was working out she was so sweet and frank that not for a single moment I resisted my to write more and talk her about different things. Things were coming out so surprisingly compatible between us that we both agreed to this note that we had the same opinion and mental state not everytime but mostly.
I wanted this conversation to get stretched longer and longer, as I felt the sense of togetherness that also during a very tough time of locked down.
Eventually she brought a topic where we discussed about languages and she was fond to make her hands to learn Spanish. As I was Ladakhi she asked do I speak Ladakhi?
"yeah I speak Ladakhi." to which I replied deliberately.
She said that she wants to learn my language.
"You want to learn the particular ladakhi language or the tibetan script because many people do learn the script ours is a dielect from Tibetan language."
this is also same like the Sikkimese Lepcha tribe. The hilly areas people from Sikkim they also speak a dielect from our language which is almost same with pronunciations and script too. But she was not from that part of Sikkim as she was from Gangtok the capital, she spoke Nepali. We were discussing about many things which made us to conclude that we had the same taste with the most of the perspectives of life.
I was trying my best to teach her my Ladakhi language and she on her side was showing keen interest to learn it at any cost.
Going to Google to find simple and basic sentences which she could use while our conversation. I was flying at cloud nine and getting more interest and close to her. That night I remember we talked with our figures till around 2 am in the morning. She want to visit Ladakh as she saw this beautiful world of mine in the pictures when her parents visited here. So I felt this is perfect timing because I was a tour guide during the tourist season in ladakhi and I had enough experience to share with her, which made her enough confirmed to visit. I'm very talkative once I get that pace so till this time I was writing a lot means such long paras. At certain point I remember oh I met her hours before. "Oh please shut_up_ya_mingyur. At least leave some space for her to think and write" I was giving a kind of warning to myself.
But this took a good pace in our conversation and certainly asked about our age and she was one year older to me but I didn't have any problem with that, as she knew this she started calling me her brother. "What another sister, no way I can't handle this sisterhood anymore" I'm already famous for being a brother for so many sisters but I was happy that they trusted and considered me as their brother, but not her I don't know why but that day I completely told her please this is what I can't do because I smelled something different between us already which made me to reject it right away. Slowly I opened up with my private space with her. I don't know I went on with this and she on the other was perfectly holding my emotions, diverting it to a humourous one which made me more convenient that yes she could be my match, at the same time I was thinking about everything that we can't afford our friendship for a silly relationship thing. I just wanted to let things go like this without any interruption of negative thoughts and vibes. We connected with with other so well that it was like we knew each other from a long time and meeting again here. I felt like I have found someone I lost and I was desperately finding someone like her.
I also made sure at one point that we will be friends and let see the world together and go around to see what is that we can implement in our life.
For her it was that she wanted to fall in love with someone so hard and then she can get married.We were sharing the same opinion here also. I used to think that I want to love someone so much that I can go to any level to get her love and then we would settle down accordingly.
"We are friends, we are together in this" we could understand with our conversation that we both needed a person just to make ourselves available to listen our mind rather trying to solve each others problems.
Things were getting more precised between us that what we wanted and what we didn't as the discussion kept going with the night.