Everybody dreams about the ideal person with whom they want to spend the rest of their life with. 'DREAM GUY', whenever someone asks me about it, my answer has always been that they are good only in dreams and those characters can live only in dreams. Everyone wants their dream guy to be perfect and flawless. Mostly, people choose to be with a person with whom they can be happy. They want him to be like a prince from the fairy tale and live happily ever after.
Reality has never been like that. It's very different. I too had my dreams. In my world of dreams, it was not about the boy but my feelings for him.
I wanted a guy who made me blush just by a look. A guy who made me breathless whenever he came near me. A guy who made me smiles whenever I thought of him. A guy who made me thinks that I couldn't live without him. A guy who made my world stops. Someone who made me feel that I was the most beautiful woman in the world and I was the only one for him. I just wanted to feel all this in his look.
I laughed at the thought of my dream guy. It seemed stupid. I knew I would never feel that way for anyone and for sure no one would feel that way about me.
Everything changed when Alex came into my life. Life became so more different. . . My life was mechanical until I met him. Now I look forward to each and every day. . He made me feel everything that I wanted to feel. I don't know if he feels the same way towards me but I was sure my feeling towards him will never change.
If there was no ribcage to protect my heart, I know that it would jump out of my body when I look at him. I liked the feeling. I don't know how to explain it. It was like I can feel every nerve in my body. Time moves fast when I am with him.
I allowed my thoughts to wander. I was looking at the ceiling thinking about him. I spent most of the time thinking of him. My phone was near me. I was staring at it. My phone had not much use for me. Other than my family only Anushiya would call me. She too didn't call me or text me for the past one week. It was 11:30 on the clock. I was forcing myself to fall sleep. I couldn't sleep. I was excited for some rare reason but I had no idea. What caused that excitement?