Its been a year since i got back from the war . Which has only brought me internal conflicts , my doctor says i should stop fighting my emotions , i should accept what happened in the past and the past cannot be changed.
I know i should foccus more on my future but i just cant help it . I judge a lot , people get insecured once their trust has been broken by some one they hold dear ,
Ooh! I signed before flicking my cigar butt, i went for my pocket to get another, the office door banged close i turned to see Kir .
The only being who knows me better than myself, " are you gonna lec me again, because am not in for it ".
I blurted before he could even say a thing . He laughed and smirked at me .
" i know you are a bitch but, now you are just being a p***y ."
" shut the fuckup dwarf!" I shouted at him .
" you are only an inch taller than me bozo"
We burst into laughter. This never gets old we always say our greetings with a bunch of insults .
" Hey what do you say we go and steam of abit " , Kir gestures me out ,
" what about Cindy wont she be mad ".
" what Cindy?"
We marched out of the office ,
"Dont tell me she dumped you already ?"
" Com'n man , she was so clingy she went to luna everyday to keep tabs on me , she was strangling my space ".
I giggled , Kir has never had any successful relationship , they never last he wants a girl but he wants his freedom . Who will let his boyfriend work as a bartender, alot could happen in one night, I bet he is like this because he hasnt got any girl he loves , as if am in any place to judge .
I've been in a no relationship situation since the war. I just cann't seem to put my heart into loving anyone not after it still having raw cracks from its previous heart break and she isn't here to see how much she broke me , how much she meant to me ,
Still what she did to me is unforgivable . I know it isn't my first heart break i've been in a couple of relationships but i gave my all in this i just knew she is the one .
But it turns out she isn't . I don't want to experience the same pain again , and i don't care if its selfish but i won't let my guard down .
We arrive at luna. Kir's place, his brain and personalities are totaly different . Kir is a party person he loves women , its just unbeliving to know he is the best strategizer I've ever known, he is inteligent . He thinks about the outcome before deciding on something , More to why he is my right hand man but he just seems to make the wrong choice of women he goes for the looks , And waits for their personalities to be incompatible to dump or get dumped. He' s such a heart breaker.
I really love this place , its my comfort zone there is probably anything a man would want games ,drinks, music most of all sexy chicks everywhere ready for devouring .
I know because eyes have been on us since we arrived , yeah am a regular here, its my buddy's fuckin place . Its this kind of a safe haven you'ld wanna hang around after a boring long office day .
I walked to the bar better get a drink to turn the mood on , " a gin martin please .make it strong " i gave my order and turned to check with whom i'll start off . Kir didnt get into his work attire i gues he wont be serving drinks tonight well not after getting dump for the nth time whoever knows .
Kir already has his hand full with a blondy and red head, he should atleast get a room he's the fuckin owner and he is openly making out ,
I just remembered the same happened to me last week i met this girl i didn't get to catch her name but she sure got me going , she had a beautiful figure she was just as good in kissing and in bed, our makeout began in a booth,
"Your drink sir".
I look at that particular booth and there is a couple there already making out it reminds of that night. Just the thought of it makes me hard i can't belive i get this horny just thinking of a one nightstand, i adjust my now bulging manhood .
"A drink for the handsome guy", i was startled thinking someone saw me adjusting my hardness, i turn to see a tipsy porcelain girl grining at me .