Phill couldn't stop complaining, as we headed to the bedroom,
He examined Lia , am not interested in medic but
i found myself paying attention , trying to grasp what i'll have to do when it happens again.
" she's just a sleep ... what did you even do to trigger her trauma?"
He asked seriously, now he sure looked like a real doctor .
"What... what trauma"i asked confused .
" well your girlfriend must've experienced something pretty bad that it traumatized her ... when Kir phone he said she has a seizure..." .
What's up with guy referring her as my girlfriend
" I thought that's what you are checking " I interrupted
" she wasn't breathing, i gave her two pills ... that i found in her purse". I continued
" well it looks like you just saved her life , she could have died from suffocation... but still you must have done something to cause her emotional disturbance ".
**** ** He was getting more serious and he gave me the ' just spill it out already' look .
" we never got as far as foreplay goes "
He didn't reply, he just gave me an accuse look
" okay ! .. okay i might have tore of her pants ... but its not like its violence or something "
I spoke trying to defend myself .
" that would depend on what caused her to have the trauma in the first place. This is not my speciality , but am guessing she isn't into sadists"
He said teasingly
" Gosh! Phil am not ! ... maybe she just suffered from.." i pause not blurting the word .
"What? ". Phill asks .
" she might have been sexually abused "
Silence takes over ,
Lia stirrs herself but she doesn't wake up, Phill gestures me to step out .
He says Lia will be fine and needed some rest, the critical part was over and leaves
I head back in the room move closer to Lia , looking down at her in my shirt stirrs something on my spine ,
What mess did i get into this time , a traumatized murder , maybe she killed the one who harassed her i thought .
I stare down at her, and it all comes back from how we met at the club, i just wanted to get laid . But it all went down to this.
That really hurts
I replay in my head back when she wrapped her legs around me and we kissed intimately, with passion , when she squeezed my bulge. I could feel blood rushing down my groin already, i placed my hand on my crotch imagining its hers,
What am i even doing jerking off a sleeping girl, isn't this sexual harassment too.
I went to the bathroom for a shower to calm my senses, took off my clothes and tossed them in the laundry bin , i stepped in and let the cold shower do its magic , But everytime i closed my eyes i'ld picture Lia straddling me, this is what i get for having a perverted mind
I held my shaft replayed the two thrusts in Lia, i started rubbing my shaft up and down, with Lia in my mind. The pace increased as i felt a rush from all over my body.
I leaned on the wall with my other hand since my legs were already giving in.
I groaned lowly in pleasure as i reached my peak.
I can't believe i just cum in my palm , fantasizing of a girl thats in my house, on my bed , wearing my shirt .
I don't even remember the last time i had to touch myself just to relieve my urges.
I collected myself and finished showering, i went out in my pj pants i was heading for the guest room , but Lia woke up when i switched off the lights, I don't know why but i was nervous that she'ld accuse me for forcing my self into her,
But she didn't remember what happened , she Kept complaining about her headache.
She was also embarrassed when she noticed her body was naked underneath my shirt.
I moved close to her,
" am ..."
"I had a bad dream " she cut me short . "Its always the same dream" that sounded gloomy.
" but you were in it today"she looked up at me , her eyes sparkling from the forming tears.
shit! She remembers it . But she thinks its a dream , how do you even tell someone am the villan in your dream.
" you told me am safe " .
She gave me a silly grin.
"You were hot and more handsome " she chucked teasingly and got all flushed.
Now she's totally drunk.
" stay Adam". She got all serious suddenly
It's my house so I won't be going anywhere.
" get some rest" i replied . She move aside for me to slide in, this day can't get any more awkward, i'll wake up and she will be gone . I told my self as I climbed into the duvet,
"Lights?" .
"Off". She replied .she snuggled close to me and I embraced her, i felt her warmth when we touched , i rest my head on hers ,
It felt like instinct, i guess i just wanted to take in that scent of hers once more